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this entry is gonna be full of complains, pardon me if you find them unreasonable. but keep it to yourself.


fatigue -
well, tell mi today's 20th, suppose to move out but extended the date with landlord since we are not comfirm where are we shifting to.


give mi a break? i am sick of shifting and almost exhausted viewing houses these few days. Packing is tiring, finding a place with the criterias is hard, negotiating is sickening.


i hate to regret, of course, would anyone likes it? always missing out the good ones and regret for not cherishing them at that monent. it just happened or i made it happened, very often.


having see the ideal one, you know what's unnecessary and having see the worse one, you know what you need now, but opportunities wont
just stay there for you to grab, its either you take it or leave it, then missed it.


a change would be good.


so worn out, nobody can help, nobody! the supports and helps i thought i'll be able to receive from have nv delivered. oh well, i guess he cant be bothered as well.


projects, is another matter, school is gonna start next week, presentation on the very first day. WELL, its not like i can start doing as when i want, ok i've already started on my own in fact, but its a group presentation afterall, but it seems like all of them have disappeared except XiaoYan. its so frustrating when they dun even bother to reply my sms about a discussion. how i wish that this CT project can just done by two persons alone. it might be cruel to the other members who doesnt want to bother in the 1st place, but like xiaoyan said, we are not some charity out there, i dont see the reason why are the rest so busy that they cant even afford a min to reply a sms.


SCV is so damn laggy, especially at night, needless to say the reason why la huh.


a change is indeed needed for everything, fast one.

- torn