today is friday

today is friday. went to sp with cheryl hOOn, met cheryl chung on my way to meet cheryl hoon~ sp is not veri BIg and not veri sMALl either. we lost out way to the admin block at 1st and went back to dover mrt station from the middle of the school. lolx den from there went to the admin block. waH cheryl hOOn is sOOOOOOOO super timid lah~! wahahahahah she scared of motorbike!!!!!!!!!! xlOLX after handing the letter to the person in the office. we went to the cheapest mc in singapore which is located in sg fc 4! xlolx yuck! the yougurt was sO extremely suckx. oooooooshoo we went to taka after which and so on of my day~ -.- lazy lazy lazy to blog~` wanna watch show`` =D

okay..

WOw woke up super early today!!!! 10.06am!!!! ok den went to sp``` the department of Student and Alumnis affair is in the middle of the school~! hmm so i walked half round around the school just to get the in-principal-approval letter. was suppose to go to ICA and apply for my student pass straightaway with that letter~` but i choosed to go to this company called DW @ apex tower 1st. hmmm it doesnt look like a company to mi at all, its room by room and each office onli has max 3 tables. -.- the ppl there are not veri friendly`! onli friendly to own department's ppl. went to accompany benson to have his lunch and he was suppose to do a presentation to mi after his lunch. didnt really wanna care about the presentation, i kept changing topics and kept asking him when can i go upstairs. lolx coz my main purpose of being present there was to see someone onli. yEAh`` talked to the director b4 leaving DW, she's quite pretty to mi`but the way she talked was expected eh. Break ice -> fact find -> aims -> ability. the way she asked questions like so..in a hurry. they are onli focusing on this sleeping system and have different magnetic mattreses`~ which i dont really like. i believe by doing exercises will give the health i wanna and if ppl gonna buy that and depends on that for blood circulations, den lots of ppl gonna be lazy aSS. hmmm as i talked to the director today, i tot of my previous manager, adrew` he was so nice and so patient, willing to share and teaches us lots of things`~ and other nice ppl like the presenters, they are so keen to take care of the newbies.. kind of miss their jokes and sharing of their past experiences during lunch and dinner`~ kind of miss the friends made there, although i deleted some of their contacts already -.-
alright``~ left apex and didnt know where should i go, so i sat sat down in coffee bean for the ultimate ice blended mocha as the cashier recommanded, hmmmm not TOOOOO bad. buttock felt pain after sitting down for an hour plus mummy called to check if i have done my student pass. so i quickly went to ICA and WOW...... SO many ppl queuing la. nvm` took new passport size photo after getting my queue number and just nice its my turn after taking the photo`~so didnt felt bored waiting`~BUT gotta go back there to collect my student pass. LaveNder!!! so far!!! ><

Sunny daY

woke up at ... yesterDAy and went to meet cheryL and shue at clementi`~who knows how long they have waited`~hmmmmm i dARED not to ask. LOlx met maveric at outram park`he was late too`! den met JingHan and Ho WAi at harbour frOnt, Jinghan's face was so bLAck la. hahaha cox we were late, bUT! cosTA was eVEn lATER~!!okok so much about lateness~
had our lunch at the hawker centRE there and guess WAT?! my left eye felt so super damn extremely pain out of a sundden becox of my contact lense! tears were coming out non stop from my left eye during my lunch, jingHan who was sitting opposite of mi was like keep laughing la~! as we boarded the shuttle bus to sentosa, my tears kept dropping again, well! Embarrassed!
took off the contact lense from my left eye immediately and felt so.. wOoow yeah so for the rest of the day i could onli use my right eye to see things from FAR. sAW adELine! saW stEve!
something happened to cherYL at 1st which mades her felt like dying on the beAch eh. POor thing but she recovered later and played like a lame-mad woman~! stupid things she said were like "pls i am having my mense, dun knock into mi", "dun make mi jump, later my uterus drop how" -.- met adeline for dinner after that, tot could have catch up dinner with her after soooo long since the last time we met each other, who knows she brought 3 hunks with her! hahaha not bad huh, attracting hunks anywhere she goes. i was abit pissed off at 1st coz i dun wanna see extRa ppl disturbing my so called catch up dinner with her, she said can sit separately but whAt for~! i am not petty. LOlx anyway, they are nice guys afterall` didnt make my feel left out during their conversations.`hmmm

troublesome enrOlment

woke up at 12.15pm today, was suppose to meet lin yun at 12.30pm.. soooooo i was lATe for almost one hour. haha sORRY but that's ME. so ppl, next time ask mi out better be in the evening than in the morning. =X we went to sp for the enrolment, it was.. hmmm troublesome la! gotta go from 2nd floor to 3rd floor to 4th floor for the whole thingy, there are so MANy camps. and we noticed something, whoever seniors in sp we spoke to are all in the sp band -.- wat a coincidence. and PAT!!! u knoe what?!?!?!?!? sp band got one suPER YANDAO from percussion section leh!!! yeah he's a malay~ but looks like Chinese. consider joining band eh? LOlx hmmmmm
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unknow answer

went to gym with lynn today, my tons of thoughts and miseries bursted out finally. feeling better now, yet didnt manage to find an answer from her. -.-
hey ppl, do ur know about the Friendster Horoscope? daMn, its so freaking ture and factual for my situation. the bottom line for mi is 'The solution won't be obvious at first. Still, keep digging. It's here somewhere.' precisely i am searching for an answer now, but where is it?? -.- and 'The universe has arranged a rather impromptu visit from a dear one who needs you -- and your ability to handle anything that comes your way.' indeed this happened today and i avoided it just for ThiS time. truely confused now, i dunnoe wat i wanna. .. keep digging

Ooooo

O yEAH forgot to mention about the HORNY meal we had yesterday night with pat pat, maveric and jasper huh. LOLx stupid LONG fries and BIG MAC. LOLx Pat was so shy to talk about all those ah. while the 3 of us were like talking so openly and pat onli laughed until her face suPER REd. LOlx
Ooooooooo YEAH PAt!!!! u didnt mention about the Mr. LIn ah!!! who says handsome guys are cunning!! hahahaha the one who guarded the entrance yesterday was so NIce lah! so many of us talked to him and our faces were like so SUPER angry and black, he was still so nice replying us and tried so hard to let us go into the hall. hEhz

yEAH, made a nEW friend today~MA li~ talked to her personally for quite awhile, she's nice and can see that she can be a good friend huh, but she's kinda quiet but its alright with mi coz i am talkative`!

sYF daY

woke up at 12plus today and while i was about to leave my house for tsmb today, maveric called and demanded mi to roLL to tss immediately as they are leaving, so i RAN all the way back to tss. Choing all the way up to band room and SAw tSmbIAns were already in full uni and were tuning up. haha all their face like were like tauted?
waited in the conference hall for about 2 to 3 hours? not bad huh, get to see alots of different face expressions today. wahahahahhaa sight of nervous, sight of agitated, sight of released, sight of satisfactions and sight of fearfulness. when i saw tsmbians were lining outside of the hall and waiting for their turn to go into the tuning room, they looked super terrified lah for goodness sake. haha i felt that all i could do was to give them bIG huGGIes and tell them that they can do it~!so i went up and hugged my juniors one by one. -.-

ok.. TSmB got sIlVEr~! obviously this time round is different from 2 years ago one, all they wanted is silver. yEAh, with 30 over ppl, one horn player, 2 sec2 trombonists and more.. really proud of them. they did even BETTER than expected! i was like so tensed up when i watched them enter the stage la..i held my hands tightly and pray to myself, hoping they will be in tune, hoping that evey solos will be fine. indeed, they did a SUPEr good job. nice beginning and great unity formed when they were playing. i am sure that their bonding between each other is Kind of firmed and i am sure they are gonna miss the band after the long bREAK la, like wat i am. XLOLx ppl say that we go back to band and help out becoz we think we are good and nobody else going back to help, but i can comfirm that he's extremely wrong when i saw the alumnis today, we wanna go back help is becoz we are devoted to the band, band brings us back tons of sweet memories and band made us more matured with disciplines and endurance, perseverance, persistence and determination. most importantly, respect and unity. the hard times and the fun times in band make us feel like having them again, we love band as we miss the band when we dun get to see the band, it goes the same when u dun get to see the one u like.
we wanna go back to band not just becoz of under the pressure of teacher and not becoz of theres nobody is going back, its becox we wanna go back to the hOME where we belong to.
yeah..as we always say, strive for success and DARe to sOar, we shall see tsMb acheiving eVEn beTTEr result in 2 years time.

ooo yeah, heard shuqun sec was looking forward to a gold with honours but turned out they got a silver. well, i was as shocked as u do. but, i dun CARE becoz i dislike him ever since the combine tsmb and shuqun band sec1 practice in 4 years back.

today is the daY

hand in hand, lets close our eyes and say:
AS we conceive and we believe, we will acheive.

fuck

things arent going right. i was suppose to choose tuition grant and NO FAS but i choosed tuition grant and apply for tuition loan. nothing can be done to change it now and i am feeling so damn freaking saddened by this stupid mistake i've made. its so sucky to feel this way la. but i have no one to blame on except myself. yeah i am the barebrained nut.
another thing is about the medical checkup. blood test? nvm about this. HIV test for all international students? wat's with the HIV test? hell shit. i gotta go all the way to takashimaya again for the nearest appointed HIV laboratory to have my test. am i going to do all these all over again when i am being approved to go np?
fucking troublesome annoying pestiferous moronic shit.
things arent going right for mi recently or should i say today is not my day. my flu is back, SYF is just 2 days away and i haven being going back to help out.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH wat's going on with mi?
i cant possibly sitting down here and wait for my problems to be solved by themselves. i am just being barebrained again. pardon mi but i cant help. i'm just frustrated with myself for all the mistakes i've made.

Two thrown together
Who are not wont to wear
Life's flushest feather
Who see the scenes slide past,
The daytimes dimming fast,
Let there be truth at last,
Even if despair.
So thoroughly and long
Have you now known me,
So real in faith and strong
Have I now shown me,
That nothing needs disguise
Further in any wise,
Or asks or justifies
A guarded tongue.
Face unto face,
then, say,
Eyes mine own meeting,
Is your heart far away,
Or with mine beating?
When false things are brought low,
And swift things have grown slow,
Feigning like froth shall go,
Faith be for aye.

wat the...

met dessy on wednesday and we watched 2 movies. they were 'Be Cool' and 'Samara'. both were sucky and yucky! its been one week plus since i last met him. kinda miss him when i dun get to see him! we went to east coast park and waited for the Sun rise. unfortunately the Sun was BLoCKEd by the mucking clouds! haiz..wasted our time there, especially dessy, he was like super duper tired that day and yet he accompanied mi to wait. damnit. now we are suffering from sore throat and flu. -.-

yeah, yesterday was thursday. met lynn after her school and we went to samsung customers service centre for her phone which has got some virus in it. -.- after which we went back to tsmb. they were suppose to be having sectionals but wat i saw was ppl chit chatting and wondering around. i quickly gathered my section and guess wat? they where eating!!!! and so i joined them. wahahahaha we started sectional by warming up with B flat skill and due to time restricted then, we onli managed to touch up on one song. They are still the same as ever la! noisy, playful and Sooo unlovable. -.- i lost my voice by shouting and counting for them! one thing good about them is that they have become respectful and willing to listen to wat i say. they are possibly feeling terrified and nervious!! hahaha good good. orbi!! worked abit more with mitchell, the soloist this time round personally after sectionals. honestly speaking, her tone is ok, her volume is good but somehow i dun sense and feeling from the notes that she was playing. she needa improve on playing the notes emotionally yeah. and sickening frog, stop asking mi questions like 'do u think they can make it?' of coz they can make it! how cant the teacher in charge doesnt have faith and confidence in his students?! i am willing to help them in one way ot other indeed, but they needa open up their mouth to ask mi and gotta store wat i say in their heart, at least until SYF is over. 5 more days to go, flute section definitely can make it. so do TSMb!

today is friday, 8th of april - one month with DEssy. time passed without ppl noticing it, its soooo DAmn fast. and think that the number of days we went out together is less than...5? well, we are suppose to meet up today but unfortunately both of us are sick now! Grrrrrr have no choice but to stay at home and try to recover myself as soon as possible! cant possibly go back to band and spread my germs to them and i also wanna meet up with dessy again! really miss him and i dont wanna get love sick~! wahahahaha ur ppl must be surprise to see this yeah? i realised that i've changed. i learnt how to miss my bf and i learnt to be INITIATIVE. but! SO WAT if i wanna see him? he's trying so hard to worsen his sickness by eating fried foods! serve him right to get BAD sore throat! =p
ooo Pls tell mi is that good if ur bf is giving u too much freedom? i asked lynn this and she said its good for her! coz i am free to go out with her whenever she wants while i couldnt when i was still with alvin. -.- come to think about it.. its so NOT true!!! u couldnt go out with adeline and mi last time was becoz u were with zhihao ok!!! u left ade and mi go shopping and u went dating with him!! hahahahaha ok now is ade's turn. her life is all about Ijc and elson now. lynn!!! and as i said, i will try to break her wall between her soul and us, lets do it together ok? try asking her out and we brainwash her ! LOlx

kool

yeah..finally get to talk to the fake helen..yeah i wanted to talk to her veri much but didnt intend to blame her about anything. in fact i should thank her and also hmmmm she apologized to mi sincerely for using my identity in the past and said that i have got myself a nice guy -.- who is now pissed off by wat i just said i think. hey sOrry lah,didnt mean it!! however she insists not to tell mi who is she even i said that i am not gonna blame her. o.O
i asked her if she likes dessy and she said yes..hmmmmm....ok i felt kinda suckie. its like dessy is suppose to be with the fake helen and i am with him now. kaoz

nice one

ERhmmm~ Tsmbians~! pls go and read about ZhiHui's latest entry. its abit long but wat she says there is quite.....interesting!` =D

today is Sunday

wOoo suppose to meet maveric at 11am but he msg mi at 10 plus said that he wanna sleep more since it was raining. LOlx yeah was happy to see that msg and i went back to sleep until 1pm. lolx SHooooo. so met him at 1.45pm. not bad! late for 15 mins onli k.
Wong was super angry and i WAs the dupe~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! was listenging to the combine band playing and mr wong walked towards us and said "baoying come". his face was damn fierce and i was still joking with maveric b4 that.
gt lectured by him for DAMN long huh. he was saying that we as alumnis nv go back and help after graduating ..he did so much for us yet nobody appreciate blah blah blah..so wat he criticises ppl without knowing the fact that we are busy, its his own problem to get fed up becoz he keep making the wrong assumptions about us. anyway so be it la. we are USED to it, anit we.
attention ppl! alumnis of tsmb, pls do go back and help the band for sYf regulary ok. let's do it for our juniors. i can tell that they are fumbling like wat we felt 2 years back.
just another 10 days to their sYf!!!!
monday tuesday thursday will be sectionals, wednesday friday will be full band, sat will be having combine band with unity. -.- hohohohohooox i will be going back to help in their sectionals so do join mi okokokokokok? pls. btw black hawk by tsmb was nice and powerful. 1st time hear they played and it was like less than 30 ppl. hmmm as pat said, powerful but no emotion. i believe they can do better. we shall see ..
went to eat iceKAchaNg after band. yUmMyx long time didnt eat le. YAah pat: JN! LOlx