its friday again, its weekend gonna be again.
ao tired doing nothing throughout the whole week! its killing mi.

hottie and the nottie; according to VVP, both are nottie there. haha!

hi-tea with moimoi and brother before we did abit of shopping at best denki, as he has got a total of $2000 cash vouchers to spend from his company! its just so in time for mi who needed a all-in-one printed so much and moimoi needed a new blender too! hohohoho. so we bought wat we wanted except for him who wanted to get a Nokia 8800 or 8850 or something like that at $1700, unfortunately it was out of stock!

its the 1st time that i was having hi-tea with my brother in fact, lol.

19th April 2008, Saturday

moimoi's friend came to visit her and their children again & dinner was at Si Chun Dou Hua Reastaurant at UOB Plaza, 62th floor. i didnt know theres a restaurant high up in UOB Plaza until my brother told mi that he made a reservation there can!

it has got super good night sceneries looking out of the windows, the food was fantastic and best of all, its buffet-ala-clark basis, about $60 per pax inclusive of 7% GST and 15% Service charge.

an overview of on top of it!

service quality;

a silence is coming;

in the mid hour of the night, i couldnt sleep as i've been torturing my brain to have some thoughts to be sorted out.

We all know how hard it is to give up a habbit, like having a moral compass as and when u needed one, probably everyone of us had experience this by now.
You are on ur own out of a sudden, facing problems, being stressed up, bad mood, panic and tried so hard to calm urself down; tried to sort out thoughts slowly then accept the reality and face the fact bravely. it just make one feels like shit when u've lost ur direction out of a sudden and you gotta be so independent or rather refuse to create troubles to others. Moreover, dressing up with a robotic smile is getting sick.

Absolutely nothing exists without undergoing change if onli slight adaptations. Not every conflict is worth a fight yet our egos intensify the struggle and we are pulled headlong into an escalating confrontation. We might not even care that much about the issue but rationalize to ourselves that our continued resistance is a matter of principle. Efforts to stand in resistance to natural forces will grow weary and expire. what i mean here is the in-considerate thoughts of individual. People need to be repaired when they are broken or on the path of deterioration.

At times, i feel that i've become cold blooded abit but character is just forged through trails of integrity. Many happenings on earth are basically just revolving around by human dos and onli the bright ones will find their way to exit.

Well, to think is easy, to act is difficult. i believe its not hard to make decisions when you know what ur values are, all u need is a moral compass for guidance; and my moral compass from now shall be mi, myself. it'll take some times to adapt to this big switch as its all about power of will, the heart has reasons that reason does not know.

its Saturday again! yeah so lazy to update nowadays, still trying to get the hang of waking up early!

GOOD STUFF! go get it from Candy Empire!

it hurts!

15th & 17th April 08;

went to Jurong branch for my on job/site training & my mentor is a crazy pretty babe, shes from 1st batch of CSA and i'm the 2nd batch! i kinda realised that my job scope is actually damn easy, too easy for the young and energetic me! haha. i'm like so used to sales industry and now i'm to sit still from 9.30am to 3.30pm den start to move ard? its shitty and its gonna be 18 months b4 i can change department! but but but its damn slacking for jurong branch; thou my official working hour is 8.45am to 5.45pm, we left at 5pm for the 2 days i was in the branch. hoho. perfect for the part time degree course! ^^

16 April 08;

Service Quality Workshop @ com tech;

dinner with VVP and Milard cousin;

@ Hanabi ;

18 April 08;

Service forum cum dinner @ Furama Hotel after training; Kintanmani Indonesian Restuarant.

its e typicals;

e team;

thats the end for the week!

and here its the start of the weekend! ^^

its been years, YEARS since i woke up at freaking 6.30am! felt like i'm back to secondary school days and WOOT, first time in my life, sighting the sun rise. thats the onli thing got mi so excited on my 1st day going to work.



for ur info, the sun rises up pretty fast, especially ard 7.20am to 7.45am sighting from my house, it changes from orangie colour to sparking bright light, which makes u wanna sleep under the shower of its warmness even more.



anyway, proud to say that i managed to wake up on time everyday except for friday that i took a cab to catch the shuttle bus to ComTech Centre from Raffles Place. hoho. not too bad alr.

training gonna be at ComTech and its more or less comfirmed that i'm gonna work in jurong branch, which is BAD. DUh.



kind daddy is offering to buy mi a car as the journey from balestier to jurong is indeed DAMN FAR! 1 and a half hour per trip? so about 3 hrs for round trip using public transports? -.-

of coz i've been day dreaming about myself driving to work and driving back home everyday while i was waiting for bus and trying to squeeze with the crowd in the train every morning and evening, and TADA, my dream is about to come true finally!

HOWEVER, the understanding Helen thinks that she needs a sponsor for her degree more than she driving a car at the moment so she asked her dad to pay for her degree instead. haha she doesnt wanna make a big bomb to her parents' weath at one go.


09/04/2008, Wed;;
watched it on the very tiring mid-week day after work with VVP.

Street King;

dinner b4 the show;

the mini dressing room in the room.

last day of my holiday;

last smile of the slacking days;

feeling kinda dead ever since started working due to the waking up hour, 've been trying to keep a positive mind everyday and VVP is happy to see mi becoming so independent. yet its all a mask behind the eyes.