a silence is coming;

in the mid hour of the night, i couldnt sleep as i've been torturing my brain to have some thoughts to be sorted out.

We all know how hard it is to give up a habbit, like having a moral compass as and when u needed one, probably everyone of us had experience this by now.
You are on ur own out of a sudden, facing problems, being stressed up, bad mood, panic and tried so hard to calm urself down; tried to sort out thoughts slowly then accept the reality and face the fact bravely. it just make one feels like shit when u've lost ur direction out of a sudden and you gotta be so independent or rather refuse to create troubles to others. Moreover, dressing up with a robotic smile is getting sick.

Absolutely nothing exists without undergoing change if onli slight adaptations. Not every conflict is worth a fight yet our egos intensify the struggle and we are pulled headlong into an escalating confrontation. We might not even care that much about the issue but rationalize to ourselves that our continued resistance is a matter of principle. Efforts to stand in resistance to natural forces will grow weary and expire. what i mean here is the in-considerate thoughts of individual. People need to be repaired when they are broken or on the path of deterioration.

At times, i feel that i've become cold blooded abit but character is just forged through trails of integrity. Many happenings on earth are basically just revolving around by human dos and onli the bright ones will find their way to exit.

Well, to think is easy, to act is difficult. i believe its not hard to make decisions when you know what ur values are, all u need is a moral compass for guidance; and my moral compass from now shall be mi, myself. it'll take some times to adapt to this big switch as its all about power of will, the heart has reasons that reason does not know.