summary of the year

given a choice.
would you rather have a peaceful life.
have tranquil life but boring.
or
would you like to have a vibrant life with alot of heartbroken.

i was having a boring life and i was sick of it, i took it for granted and i kept complaining about it.
i wanted vibrant life, and so i thought i was lucky then. i tot it was fated. i tot i could have wat i want finally. so much i thoughts.
i used to have a bf who was so possesive that i wanted him to spend time with other things rather then every minute to be with mi, now, i have a bf who neglects mi alot alot. its so pointless.
do u believe in karma? i didnt believe in that, but now i do.

it comes from the ultimate, he no longer care. isnt there should be a clear line to be drawn between friends and gf?

anyway,
i can say that the year 2005 is a veri happening year to mi.
i got to work at hiro express on the 1st jan 2005.
was trying my best to contact km then while alvin lau and desmond lee appeared in my life respectively.
went back hk and china for chinese new year.
confession to km.
fire at next door during chinese new year.
back to singapore and collected o level result.
went out with desmond lee for a few times.
km's confession to mi.
stead with km and broke one day after.i dunnoe why.
grandpa passed away.
stead with desmond lee.
alvin koh appeared again.
got closer to the elderlis.
desmond lee broke up with mi.
patched up with desmond lee.
poly life started.
elderlis went for ns one by one.
happy moments for awhile.
heartbreakings started to come across me.
it was a lonely xmas and unpleasant year end.
happening year for mi indeed.

26th dec 2005
woke up at 10++am?? met tracy, jing han and chingyee and her brother to play badminton!! it was so early!! but had fun afterall.
went back home after that that cook instant noodles for myself!! yummie!
boring day after that, slept especially early too, perhaps was tired!!

27th dec 2005
boring day, woke up at 10++am again and was slacking around at home until about 2++pm when dessie finally came and we watched vcds together, 'Lovers in Paris'. together had dinner at home with mummy and went to meet his friends. wanted to go zouk!! but i am just fated not to go there, went to a pub near clark quey then. dessie wanted to get mi drunk, yet he got drunk in the end! lol he was so bad. he wanted to vomit! lol lol he was so smelly! lol lol lol

28thth dec 2005
woke up at 9+am, bathed, watched vcd and slept again -.-
woke up at 1.30pm and watched vcds until about 3+++pm, i was starving like hell and mr desmond lee didnt wanna give a damn about it! hmpf! finally he ordered mac delivery! and finally got to eat at around 4pm!!!!
went to meet adeline and had ice cream together in swensens! GRrrrrr asking lynn out is like so difficult nowadays la!! gotta bluff her out one!! mmmmmmm
there goes my another day in this holiday.

this is the most boring holiday i ever had in poly! 3rd holiday in poly thou -.-
there are 2 big festivals in this holiday somemore!!! ><
so bored at home!! so far, met mr desmond lee for 3 times in total for this whole holiday! xmas wasnt with him too :(
i think he's becoming gay. =/ he's always with sam. =/

pictures

some pics to add on since i am so freaking bored at home right now waiting for desmond lee to wake up.

some of the the zoo trip pics :


on the cab.


sicko.


white horse and the princess. LOL


yelling like moroon.


i am jumping.


he's timid. yup!


his hair is so style yea?

some pics on the BBQ, mainly for s6 gathering:


S5!

while we were taking photos happily there, cherisa is starting up the fire. poor thingy =X


s6!


theres nothing to bite thou.




mahjong.

happy boxing day!!

yap yap! woke up at 12pm today!! ate fried rice and dessy reached my house with the satays at about 1+pm. went to accompany him eat ramen and went to buy charcoals and stuffs after which! at 3pm+, the sisters started to appeared one by one at my house, except CHERISA NG, who was still at home when we called her at 3.20pm!

they were, once again, SO NOISY together, of coz, including ME.

went down to set up things and start up fire at 5pm, prepared for the bbq! ok, it was actually cherisa did the starting up fire job and of coz, dessy helped her! well well well, it was good becoz basically i didnt cook any food, i was the one who was eating all the way. wahahahahah and most importantly, the food that my mummy prepared was great! we were the 1st batch to eat so we came back home and played mahjhong and watched tv.

there goes my day after being rotting at home for SO DAMN FREAKING LONG the past few days.


this is the presie from dessie for xmas. he said since i like clubbing so much, now i can dance at home also. -.-
its totally useless, but still, THANK YOU.

!!!!!!MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!

pheew~! on time!!

xmas eve 2005

24th dec 2005
woo! deadly, dragged myself out of the bed at 8++am today!! haha
had big breakfast in mac and went to wet market with mummy. totally forgot it was xmas eve!! until i saw someone was wearing samsung mobile polo T, den i realised it was saturday and it was xmas eve! and i dun have any deployment!!
anyway, stayed at home until, eh 7 plus. was suppose to meet zill b4 that but upon agreeing with her to meet her, it rains like nobody's bzness out of a sudden and i couldnt help to stay at home slacking around then.
met the elderlis for dinner at east coast park, i was been cheated by UNCLE!!!!!! anyawy i saw stars moving, sorry i mean i felt the earth moving.
next destination was mount faber, it has got heavy jammed due to some not understaning ppl taking pic halfway of the road and thus blocking the traffic.
went to mos. find zill! i mean just outside of mos, some of us were wearing slippers!
oh ya, saw this monster at clark quey who spoilt my mood entirely. but shant bother about it. yap yap!

xmas'eve's eve

its xmas's eve's eve today!!
it was DONG ZHI yesterday!! did you eat tang yuan? yummy yummy!
have steamboat at home again! yummy yummy!!



desmond lee is at malaysia for this weekend!! lonely xmas again ><
brother is going to momo tonight and he's not bringing mi ><
zill is asking mi go double o tonight but yea, something happened. -.-
gina msg mi in the morning and asked if i wanna go china black tonight, ended up her dear tim cant make it. hahaha!
so, will be chilling at home alone tonight, watch my vcds with my tidbits and vodka!

problem

gina!! u are so bo liao la!! u stressed and got urself drunk for nothing la! nothing better to do. look, how happy are u with tim today -.- in fact, theres nothing happened and u just keep worrying for nothing!

how can u compare to my problem!! -.- its really a problem ok!! and i have not get myself drunk yet.
anyway drinking doesnt help practically and solve the problem.

met adeline today

met adeline today! hmmm suppose to meet her at 3pm but i woke up onli at 2.38pm! then.. yea, i was late.
with the thought that 'oh shit, i am late again and i better apologize in case she's pissed' becoz someone do really pissed with mi even if i am late for 10 mins.
yet she was smiling at mi when i reached then and there i started to appreciate going out with my dear friend again! =D

was so hungry!! so had my brunch in mos once we reached town.
both of us were not in the mood of shopping actually, but wanted to get a hp pouch for myself, so we went around and search. guess what! we ended up playing around outside of takashimaya. hahas


*knock knock


we met a good photograhper, really


she helped us to find angles and told the extra ppl to excuse. lol

i taugh her to be lame! wat can u do


yap! its top secrets they were discussing!


look! he's scratching his armpit!!


can u see where is ade?? didnt know she likes those =X


i told her not to fart, but she ..hmmm cant help.

went to hello@orchard, for fun!
went to heeren, basically for nothing except for killing some time.
went to coffe club express to have our so called dinner and some catch up chats.
argh!! the food and the drinks were like shit again! i have this feeling that it's our last time visiting there.
met mummy who was just after her dinner with brother in paragon and headed home together. (should have joined her becoz coffee club really sucks)

oh ya! i get a hp pouch from Golla Denim in the end. yeah!


front and back views

18th dec 2005

woke up at 12.55pm today and did nothing except wandering around the house.
watched half of the show..the 40 year old virgin. BORING! returned the vcd met alvin for dinner. had a long long chat with him again, beside the swimming pool downstairs of my house. there were fun chat and serious chat.

reached home at.....erhm..around 4am.
time check : its 4.58am now.
well!! better turn in now, becoz i'm going to the ZOO ZOO ZOO later!!!
will be going to ZOUK ZOUK ZOUK on wed!!! welcome to join in!!!!

CIP service

17th DEc 2005


this is where i spent my 8 hours yesterday!


reached there with the rest at around 3pm and saw some handicaps were having body check up! we wanted to help but erh.. we cant becoz we are not trained.
about 4pm, we had a briefing and got to know that we were not the onli group doing volunteer work! there were ppl from Singapore Poly, Temasek poly, RJC, NJC, AC international, colleage in melbourn, BB guys from a sec school and other adult volunteers!


everybody was very cooperative and thus, we got things done veri quicky! also becoz of that, we slacked quite alot becoz we were 1st time there and couldnt handle the handicaps yet. hmmm until about 7.3opm! we started to help out in distributing food after the minister of xxx's speech. it was the 1st time i felt like a waitress! yea yea!! i could take up to 8 plates of food in one tray! and i was still able to distirbute thr dishes by myself! *clap*clap*

they are not difficult to serve, most of the handicaps were actually veri polite and the onli thing i need to be careful was that i have to walk slowly while checking if theres any wheel chairs moving or disabled ppl walking around mi, becoz i gotta give ways to them first!

i was stunned when one of the handicaps turned and looked at mi when i asked if he needs another plate of food, ok the reason why i was stunned was becoz his saliva were like coming out from his mouth non-stop while he's eating! i was totally lost as i didnt know how to help him!! i am shocked by his look and i am scare of saliva!! luckily there was this adult volunteer came to rescue mi by helping him..

so party was started after makan-ing! that when we, the young volunteers make friends with each other. we were sitting outside of the hall and aruging whether sp better or tp better. haha and we all agree that np is not good!


mi and syeni! she's fairer than mi! bth!!


sarah! from NJC. she really do look like charlene(ah Sa) in twins!


some of the young volunteers!

yap yap! i was the last to leave becoz i wanted to wait for another special bus and help the last handicap in wheel chair to go up the bus. its high tech bus actually, and until then i realised how high tech are some of the wheel chairs nowadays. haha yapz!

waited for alvin to come and fetch mi and watched KING KONG again with the elderlis! 3 hours!!!! now i found the show is totally stupid after watching the 2nd time.

reached hom at 3.15am and slept at 6.06am! its been long since i last slept so early ever since Sem2 term 1 started!!

hmmm recieve an early xmas present from alvin

its some products for sensitive skins from body shop.
but i have not yet open! so i wont know how are they smells like until xmas!

LAST paper is down!

yeah!! last paper for sem 2 term 1 is down finally! i am free now!!

went to play badminton at clementi with some classmates after law paper. i was so shag after playing becoz i realised i didnt actually get to rest at all!! anyway, had fun today! =D didnt follow the rest to go lydia house becoz it was really too too faraway for mi and i thought i would go clubbing with zill, but decided not to go becoz 'double o' is gonna be boring i guess.

anyway, went to lakeside with filbert for his ps2 game after badminton. saw stella who was on her way to her friend's party at newton! she change so lots again that i almost couldnt recognised her untill she smiles at mi, and didnt expect would meet her at lakeside. lol.
really really exhausted after walking so damns lots with filbert in lakeside under the hot sun. its been long since i felt so exhausted again. hmmm nvm at least
he treated mi vitasoy after that and hopefull this can help mi burn a few grams of fats off. haha

got to know more about filbert's trouble in relationship which taught mi something that i should take note of!

went back home and rest rest rest rest, couldnt remember wat did i do b4 dinner. yea so, anyway, met desmond lee for dinner and rent 40 yr old virgin to watch. haven really watch yet but think its not gonna be a nice show to mi eh.
had a SHORT chat with him about relationship as well. somehow brought up ade and elson as an example again, obviously not a good one but yea.. just take as an example that we should not waste any time in order to have better future.

its good to know how different types of guy treats girl differently.

no paper day

no paper today! woke up at 11.11am! finally get to sleep as long as i want..shiok!
suppose to wake up earlier and go for a blood test, but since i woke up so late and i am scare of going for blood test alone, stayed at home instead! cooked noodles for myself!!

yummie huh?

watched the movies 'perhaps, love' and 'i love you once more' again. the 2nd one is so touching!!!

studied law of tort after which. fell asleep, woke up and fell asleep again! so tried to wake up and study, yet fell asleep again! so out of fraustration, went to washed my face and dig out some candies to eat. finally i felt awake and studied for 1 hour!

had dinner in lot1 with mummy and had another chat with her.

WARNING!!
i am going to show u guys somthing that might disgust you, so pls be prepared!!!


swollen, red patches, skins already broken in some parts, becoz i scratched it just now, i know becoz of the broken skin, i might get infections but its really itchy and i've tolerated it for at least 8 hours!! its grooooooose isnt.

wats wong now!!!!!! skin problem, pimples, sore throat, cough.!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!

building service today, it was easy but i was careless.
after which went to fc 6 to have lunch and saw someone familiar yet doesnt know her personally.
enterprise resource planning test after that and it sucks totally. ok at least i understand 2 out of the 20 MCQs.
went back to office, return the phones and watched 'KING KONG' after which. hmmmmmmm not too bad, but the story was abit ridiculous!

test test test test,,,, REST REST REST REST FIRST!!!!!

building material

13th dec 2005
as i said! building material sucks as well! reading time was cancelled and we were able to start the test immediately as we stepped into the classroom. somehow i find the lecturer abit funny; i was late and he passed mi the papers, told mi to start immediately, on top of that he helped mi pulls out the chair and adjusts the table for mi! hmmmm :/
anyway the questions were stunning can! words were so unfamiliar! but dun think can fail. haha

went to jurong east with some classmates and had lunch there. as to accompany xy while she was waiting for her boyfriend to finish his paper in school, we went to play pool.

finally practice the violin after so loooooooong. if not becoz i was being irritated by the couple who were playing cello and er hu the next door, dun think i would be touching the violin at all la.

saw this foot massging machine when i reached home today, i cant help to start laughing out LOUD when i tried it just now can! its so itchy!!!

sore throat sucks
ECT sucks, sucks totally.
tmr is building materal, i am sure it sucks to the core as well.
everything sucks when life is at the sucky period!!!!
yet i am not feeling sucky now, its something i am glad about.

now i am feeling super duper sucky upon knowing that my phone cannot trade in. its panasonic x500. ><

worked at plaza singapura yesterday! not so so so boring comparing to other. outlets.
bought nokia 3230 for $340 without contract.
re-string my E string on the violin.
on off today!
suppose to be studying but still ain't having any mood to touch on anything yet.
feel like playing the violin.

8th Dec 2005
i didnt wake up late for today but somehow was late for class, eh for about half an hour. realised the whole class was actually doing nothing but waiting for this late queen called helen to start the presentation. i know she feels veri guilty.

was veri confused if i should skip the lecture in the afternoon or skip the samsung mobile meeting in office. after spending so much time of considering which to skip, i ended up skipped none of them!

receive this report by a mysterious shopper in suntec last weekend, as all i can recall, it was a couple who came in to the shop together and tested mi about my product knowlegde. TMD, my face turned HOT RED striaghtaway after seeing his report on mi can!! ok.. one of his question was comparing Samsung D600 and Sony Ericsson W800i, which one is better? come on!!! obviously its W800i! W800i has auto focus and flight mode and HUGE memories capacity. D600 can read microsoft documents and project to the tv directly. how to compare this 2 phones!!! of coz i prefer sony due to its really powerful camera and it has got FM radio also!! worse thing was i told them i wanted to buy W800i when i was wearing samsung mobile uniform. but that was my kind and frank opinion can!! lowesr grading was 1 and highest grading was 5. my grading for last week was 3.5! hmpf! *curse the mysterious shoppers.

anyway, went to ps and met alvin after that. bought an ice green eyeshadow stick! had dinner at telok blangah, too bad didnt get to eat chicken porridge, had fresh fish porridge instead. ^^

its desmond lee and helen's 9th month today and they didnt get to meet each other, just like their 8th month. anyway, it doesnt matter as we had our 9th month dinner yesterday. lots of things happened yesterday, especially when we said bye bye to gina and her boy. yea, it was so yesterday, so yesterday that i dun wanna bring up anymore.

pop

yap. today is Avlin, weikai and benjamin's Passing Out Parade day. wanted to skip the afternoon lecture for their POP thingy, ended up skipped the whole day as i couldnt wake up in the morning at all! ARgh!!!!!!!!
anyway, met uncle mason and stanley at about 1pm plus and had our lunch at changi village den headed to pulau tekong by ferry with uncle mason. it was so damn hot and crowded can!


there were 8 companies and each has about 200 soldiers.



i can do wat he's doing! not smiling!!


sky of Pulau Tekong at about 7 to 7.30pm. haha


this pic is somehow nice to mi. taken @ AMK at about 2pm.

after waiting for about 2 hours plus inside tekong, went to queue for ferry to come back to main land. it was again so damn lots of ppl. saw quite a few cute sergents there. haha
uncle mason on-called a cab as there were no cab passby totally. yea, so they sent mi back to cck 1st b4 heading back to alvin's house.

5th dec

argh! missed LAw lecture in the morning. was too shag to wake up after working in the weekend i guess. i mean it was mentally tortured, of coz i was so shag!

met desmond lee after school at plaza singapura and had my 1st meal of the day b4 going to office together with xiaoyan and her bf. they were there for interview and i was there to pass up my time sheet and collect charger!
headed to town after which and desmond lee and i wacthed this movie called Prime. its someone similiar to our situation.
yea anyway, went to spagettis at paragon after watching the movie and had some desserts. was suppose to visit my brother initially, yet ended up eating. haha and my brother treat mi! yap!


tiramisu and his single scoop ice cream

so yea went back home alone by train as it was late then.

shag*

CIP

i shall update more about the CIP work since the photos are here now.


needless to say, i am hard working. lolx

the fact speaks for itself. lolx =X

total amount of boxes we had packed! 400 goodie bags altogether!


after fliming in w512B! lolx