last day..

Last day to the starting of o LEvel.. holidayz coming~ yeaHz 3 more weeks
wa lao.. this com is so tempting to mi..and school is not open today! -.-
hmm i think i shall go downstairs and study..

its RAining again!!

WAeo..its raining cats and dogs again..i was studying beside my window before this and i watched the formation of the black clouds den it slowly conquered the whole of the clear sky by the strong wind! so gladdening to watch the denser clouds been disfigured by the wind. i continued to read my book despite the wind was blowing so strongly that my hair was in a mess.
den lil rainni droplets started to fall den i looked at the sky again and asked the clouds :" why are u so black? can u pls dun block my lights?" den it became raining heavily until now.. o i see the clear sky again.. but i feel like sleeping now!!
ALL thanks to kenneth Lee, somehow made mi screamed so loud yesterday and now got abit of sore throat..luckily my beautiful voice still remians

Heyee

1st of all.. i wanna say that shue jun has wasted one hour of my study time today!!!! she wanted mi to play wei qi with her -.- really wasted..i didnt even spend a second to think at all and she kept spending like 5 to 6 secs for each step. and then finally she let go my arm and let mi back to my book..xLolx here is the result:
to be heavenly humble, i shall not say which colour i used. =X wahahahah isnt it obvious. lolx and that's one part i have not picked yet..

its like about 2 more days to go.. why are we still feeling so lax.. we dun feel the urgency!!! and still playing like nobody's business..gRrrrRr


O yes. we missed XXX so much today and guess wat we have got for her? here it is..
hey stupid girl.. are u crying now? touched yeah? heehee we know we know.. we know this is wat u have been looking for since the day u were born..hahaha here we give u la. xlolx .

i miss..

i miss u..i miss u all of a sudden..i miss u like mad..i miss u so terribly now..
i wanna touch u again..i miss u so much that i cant wait to come to u.. i know u have been resting in peace..i am sorry..i am sorry that i havent been air ing u and cleaning u...i miss ur melodious tunes and ur listening ears. i miss when u were there to support mi and cheer mi up..i miss when u were there to encourage mi and giving mi strenghts to persevere on..
i wont allow anyone to touch u except mi..i promise i will give u my best again after all this nightmares..i just cant wait to come to u again..i want u to know how much i treasure u..
meanwhile..pls rest well and get ready to perform again! u'll have to help mi again..
yes i know i ant ur best partner..but i will try my best alright..*miyazawa* my flute.. rest well.

A song for relaxation~

Do.. Do Re Mi...Mi Re Fa...Fa Mi Re...Fa Soi Mi Re...Mi Re Do...........

sing to urself while looking out of the window if u wanna distress..jump off the window if u wanna have peace forever~! =D

continue from the last blog

everything around mi faded into a hazy blur,even the loud music was muted, as if the volume has been turned down. i am trying to breath in deeply, exhaling slowly...of coz, deliberately calming myself down..its ripping every organ in mi to sherds. i have travelled beyond anger and revulsion la!!!!! even the air i breathed seemed with hatred. why. why everytime leave without an ending. grrr.

hey

i hate u

wat a bOring dae.

wat a boring day.. wat a boring day.. went for amaths this morning and got caught for writing essay when tan was explaining.. well.. should have zhao already.. but hmmm hmmm give him face! =X
22.10.04 /12.00pm. a new pimple has been found on my nose!!!!!! suckz.. big YEAh? obvIous Yeah? its right on top of my nose!! gotta wear mask go out from tmr onwards. dun be digusted but i mean it! =p

heard about the chalet thingy from the sistas today.. but.but.but. most probably i'll be working in hk while ur're enjoying urself in the chalet LOR.. so, better change the dates ok!!! if not i wont be there and obviously, definitely there wont be much fun without mi! heeheex
remembered last time the 2D chalet, it was so fun. all almost all the girls got their anuties visited them at the same time.. we all stayed in the same room and shared all kinds of size//LOlx. it was the 1st time i was been introduced to a super LarGe size by cHeryL Hoon. =X
xlolxlolx. the water game was so moron also. some of the girls were actually sleeping on the floor and the sickening guys poured water into the room in the middle of the night and luckily i wasnt sleeping, i sitting on the bed with sistas Talking Talking TAlking as usual. lolx then some of us who were still chatting took revenged for the girls who were sleeping like piGS on the floor..oh i remember that i poured water into their toilet -.- and i put curry or watever shit outside of the
guys' door..it was really damn smelly and hideous..xlolx den the icky guys suggested to watch sun risez but i think i fell asleep and didnt knoe wat happened until afternoon. zlolz
its mind blowing ya..if im not wrong it was right after our streaming and now, we are graduating!
but hello dodoz, i wonder who will be there to take revenge for ur pigs if i am not around!.. zlolz nono ur have grown up. i believe ur wont be playing such retard games anymore right.. all we'll play now are far more lamebrain games i suppose..=/

looking forward to today's date in next month. yes. exactly 1 more month to fight, last paper 23.11.04 biology and i tell u..i will thROW all my bio books in the shelf and will never ever touch them again! hmmm perhapz i shall donate all of them to the school.

time's up for today.. wasted 4 hours..damnit..
but.. this is really horrible..god awful life i am having now..always been left alone at home during the weekends!!! damnit damnit!!! god damnit.

screw it up

Man.. its so unexpected. Chemistry practical today.. and it came out redox titration..but the mole calculations were so easy, eh the last question on suggestion one was so difficult. My titiration result was DAmn far from Mr Chan..and i strongly agree with that his result is the wrong one!!! it cant be 19.50!!! its 20.0 ok!!! i did repeated the experiment 4 times hor!!
PeiFen complained that i was fast..but!!! u gotta think man.. i am not fast enough compare to wei chiong and marcus they all.. and Rita was already lying on the table when i've just finished! -.-
O!! didnt u ppl smell the smelly pungent gas? i didnt realise that the solution i mixed with was aqueous ammonia?.. and of coz it will give a pungent smell when it reacts with something right..but i wrote pungent gas released and it turn moist red litmus paper blue. the gas is ammonia for all THREE solutions! how dumb could i be..realised that after handing in the paper.

HeEHee

LAte for Amaths lesson again..but! Mr Lee was later than mi.. wahahahahahaha
it was so boring learning R.v. and i dun think i have got its concept fully. anyway dont attempt to do it during o level. after amaths was bio.. WAH LAO!!! i burnt midnight oil to finish up 2 past year papers till 3+am yesterday and den Maveric told mi that i did the wrong one just before the bio lessons.. #$!#@!
hmm tmr's chemistry practical.. haven even touch any of my notes yet.. gonna study them tmr since i am the 3rd shift again =/ heehee~

mY Sci praCtical

CHery said that "I think every normal person who just had science practical today would report about it.' and i noticed that i didnt report anything about my it. i am abnormal! lolx.. nono gotta be normal..
i choosed to do my bio first becoz i knew that i would spent more than 1 hour to do it -.- yeah..i spent 15 mins on dRawing that L.S. of tomato. and still .. iTS SUPER UGLY..becoz we only practiced to draw the T.S. of tomato.. den i spent freaky seconds on putting its the seeds on the white tile..they kept failing to the ground and they were so stubborn that they didnt want to go to the bottom of the test-tubes!!!! gRrrr.. den i did all sorts of stupid things to them la.. and wasted a few mins too.. and NaOH didnt help to remove the jelly layer of the seeds!..so i wasted a min or so to tear them out with the tiny forceps and guess how i crushed them!? =X it was nutty la.. hahaha i used a test tube to press them but they kept falling on the ground =/
alright by the time i looked at the clock, i was left with half an hour more.. so i abandoned the bio section and went to do my physics..woo..phy was a new experiment that we didnt do b4..but its kinda easy and i spent about 15 mins to finish it..but i drew the graph wrongly..the question stated that it will pass through the origin but the moronic mi drew a zip z y-aixs. besides that i think everything went pretty well too so i turned back to bio and finished the theory questions.
hey! i dun like the invigilators also..especially the second one!! he kept walking round and round and i was so irritated by him ah!! he stood beside me and stared at my student pass. Hello, nv see a Green student pass b4 izzit, wat so anomalous to see a foriegn student. then he came and looked at my papar as i was writting the theory part for bio.. AgRH!!!
as those who knows mi well, i would do something about it for sure right. lolx yeah. first i took my pencil case and threw it on top of my student pass and entry prove then i looked at the invigilator, he looked petrified but i dont care! Not gonna say Sorry becoz i did it on purpose! =P so i continued to write my ans and that's how i chased that irrtating invigilator away.

Oh pls. i beg u pardon ChEryl Hoon. i'll drool over that GAY face? just look at him..pui pui pui. i would rather let u bash mi than looking at his pic for more than 2 seconds. yeah just 2 seconds! bLEahz

hmmm.. today's tuesday.

Sleeping is GoOd fOR healtH

whAt to do?? the onli thing i can do to forGEt about that stupid gRaph is to sleep..sleep..sleep..i was sleeping everywhere i was for the day sia!...sleep sleep sleep....till my brother came back and kicked mi out -.- its was moronic.. lol we played with the water pressure in different bathroom when we were bathing... i switched on the shower to the max. den back to min. and max. den min. and max. den min. den in return he did the same thing in his bath room lolx =/

sCi practical today

Its 9.57am now...1 hour and 18 mins more to my sCi pratical....but its raining cats and DOgs outside and i cant even find an umbrella!!! shit. how am i going to be in school on time like this..? wanted to sleep more but i am just feeling so awake, i wonder why. kinda nervious and worry about my bio later.. hav been studying about flowers and germinations, food test for the whole morning.. its so boring and so dead..but i gotta like it =/
its really raining so terribly heavy now... O.O Wow.. i can see birds dancing around in the heavy rain....what's that in their mind? fun? -.-'
ArGh!!!! how to go to school like that?!?!?!?!

todae's anothEr SaturDay..

..woke up at 7.35am today and late for amaths lesson.. it was fun being late.. coz everybody gotta re-arrange the tables and chairs for mi, adeline and melissa... wahahahahah Just Joking =X went back home and had my lunch..diao..i forgot to take my medicine today! hmmm.. i thought of something while i was packing my bag for tuition..today is pjc open house day!
so i went to Pjc with adeline and lin yun b4 tuition..Pj is SOOOOO FAr and HOT and big and new.. heehee as expected..the first thing i did was to look for the band..lolx it was the right time..becoz the band was playing on the stage! oo.. the band is obviously lack of man-power but heard that its coming up..and u know WAt!? their conductor is same as the Yu Hua sec. one? i was so shocked..no wonder its coming up la..and i indeed have to consider again if i wanna join the band as a guest player or i might not qualify to be one also la.. lolx -.- eh well .. saw chen guang was playing as the first clarinetist and as usual, he was playing with FULL Of emotions la..moving about here and there..xlolx although i was quite near the stage and was wearing the TSMB shirt, he didnt see mi! after the band performance was the chinese orchestra..we saw our tuitor.. lolx the Chinese flutes were really cUTe!
we went out of the hall as it was kinda boring..the band members were packing their stuffs..and someone called mi from behind. it was cheng guan and u know wat? he pointed middle finger to mi as i TurnED behind..well, no comments.
He brought us into the music room.. diao..some of the band members were playing badminton inside the music room where instruments were lying everywhere..anyway i cant say anything also..and as i accidentally mentioned that their band is not veri good yet.. all of them stopped watever they were doing and looked at mi? i really didnt mean it but its the truth for now..becoz there were onli j1 memebers ma, i believe it would be much better with the j2 ppl.
we had a long chat with cheng guan and got to know much more about pjc..some of their basketball players are really tall! really really taLL and tanned!!! O! Desmond, i believe it spells in this way.. WAh LAo.. he has become INDIAN man already..almost cant recognise him -.-
on top of everything, adeline won herself a mountain bike from a lucky draw!!!! ..really lucky.. we handed in the form just about 4 mins b4 the lucky draw lor!! hahaha..i was laughing all the way as she went to receive her gift.. lol but forgot to buy 4D eh.. =/
after which, we went to our tuitor's house and started the tuition..however all of us were super tired already and didnt have the mood to study.. but wat to do...practicals are coming next week.
..i am starving now..where's my dinner!! o.. its there. =D

My biggest enemy now..

at this point of time.. yes... my greatest enemy is myself.. 1st time i am totally agree with the principal =P haha the talk by all the hods today were boring.. everyone in the hall was like either sleeping or going to the toilet for nothing..it was all becoz the hods were telling us things like we knew them long time ago? i was playing and talking to my sisters like nobody's business.. wahahaha until i heard some wit sense made by the principal and i quiet down..she was saying... blah blah blah..lots of philosophies as usual..until she emphasised something..and which was "whos our enemies".. yeah when u wan to overcome something, 1st u must overcome urself..and my enemy is myself..how am i going to fight against it? hmmm lost in puzzlements..but i am gonna try. i am the kind of person who has determination but lack of discipline..this is like musicz lacking of instruments..
The troublesome Cheryl Hoon wants mi to thank her here..but i cant remember wat for.. lolz
i was telling someone to be prepared for his head being chopped off due to my results...hopefully it will never happened and den i will get treats from him! wahahahah =X

should have pOn todae!

today is Tuesday! haiz should have skipped school becoz Chan Mali Chan didnt come!! i wanted to ask him why is CO2 an acidic gas ><

Something happened to Tracy Ng todae =D
TRAcy!! guess wat am i going to say..hahahaha u ah...made aku ran all the way back to classroom and ran all the way to... again just for u! and u were still so damn picky said i anyhow threw..!! be abit appreciative hor.. haven even thank mi for that yet! =P

i met a p4 girl when i was waiting for the lift to go home..she came over suddenly and asked mi "jiejie can u help open the door of my house for mi, coz nobody's at home and i dun have enough strenght to open it.." ..eh.. i was perplexed and terrified la.. so i went to the security guard and asked him to go...but.. the security guard SAid he was BUSY and dun want to GO! WAh liew... so..i've no choice but to follow the little girl up to her floor and i took over her as she inserted the key into the lock..so sia suay...coz i cant open it either.. wahahahah =X the girl was bright la.. asked mi for my hp and called her daddy..and guess wat she said to her daddy first? "Daddy..my tooth dropped in the class today!" O..=.=" so i acc her down to the garden and came back home after she had settle down with her work...maybe i shall go down later and see if her daddy has came back from work yet..

i pity guys who doesnt get the appreciation from girls when they have done something for the girls. Maybe the guys think that they have done much for the girls and over expected for some appreciations? hahaha but if all the stuff that u have done for the girlSs are truely from ur heart, would u ever expecting any repayment? i guess not.. anyway so dun be upset ok..i believe ur friends will realise how much u have done for them soon and i'm sure they'll be thankful to have a friend like u! so stop complainnin and just be urself la! =D

ARGHHhhh

I am thoroughly PISSED OFF. wat a freaking INSANE MORONIC jerk. HOW gorgeous can u be? such a petty jerk. i am not being unsophisticated or insensitive or not appreciative as u called it! but ITS FAR TOO MUCH .. why must u use the two words i HATE MOST to scold mi. wad a yucky jerk u could have met in this world. DONT joke when u CANT take jokes and when u joke, PLS DONT ended up scolding ppl. well i am not angry. i am really NOT ANGRY. cant be bothered if u care and since u've said who cares wat i care right. great.

the mentally and physically perishing Bao..

woke up at 8.30 today and studied the chapter heredity in the mornin, didnt feel like eating anything, but was forced to eat porridge as my lunch =/ wasnt really in the mood to study becoz i cant even breath properly with my blocked nose. -.- and it was time to go for tuition.. as i waited for the bus 173 for almost half an hour, i msg adeline and suggested to take mrt with her, but she insisted to take bus? so i went to take the mrt alone and den switched to bus again blah blah.. guess wat i saw as i alighted the bus? adeline and elson alighted the bus infront of the one i took and they didnt notice mi becoz... becoz.. they were..eh.. yeah =X and i know i've been the light bulb for like more than 1000000 times? moreover i cant talk much with my 'burning throat'..so i've decided to follow behind quietly as they walked to our tuitor's apartment..its was so fun watching them from behind..haha.. elson kept pushing ade out of the road and ade tried her best to push back ...then ade snatched the snack which was in elson's hand , elson snatched it back and pushed ade again..ade shouTed so lOudly and said elson was still like a kid..hahahaha next i saw elson's hand was like searching something at the back of ade? =X eh..hmmm.. ok let's skip that part.. elson saw mi accidentally but he kept quiet and he grinned.. as we reached the apartment and elson was about to leave..ade turned back and...scReamed!! i guess she was scandalized? becoz she saw mi instead of elson..wahahaha and elson laughed so damn loud eh...ok... i was so sleepy and tired throughout the lesson that i didnt manage to absorb anything.. so the tuition was over and met alvin after that.. he suggested to eat but i turned him down by saying 'i can acc u if u really want to but i dun feel like eating anything.'..as i was really dying from the block nose..so he bought some bread for mi and himself while sending mi home..and again, i was forced to eat when i didnt have the appetency to take in anything..anyway thanks for that i cant take things for granted ya.. upon reaching home..i ate a medicine and started doing past year chem paper..but felt asleep as soon as i took out my pen..zZzzZz i got a 'dae dReAm'..haha woke up not long ago and found out that i am alone at home again..eating porridge now..yUmmi~=.= and yeah..not feelin much better after sleeping..wasted my time sleeping man! ok... better swallow down this soft food fast and bath early tonight..ooooo..all my untouched chemistry papers are still waiting for mi!! flu.. i beg u go away.. i dun want you pls..pls leave mi and let mi study.....

tOday is saturDae

hmmm.. how fortunate i am to have a flu sore throat and cough during this crucial period of time..
was on the phone with one of my flautis mate..she's really talkative man!! haha can almost take over mi.. hahahahaha and she's soooooooo lame! really enjoy talking to her and we must thank each other for the encouragements we gave to each other.. =p we cannot spoil the reputation of the flute section yeah...
Well it may be fun and i will try not to run away and hide..my time has gone too fAst and i think i have got to get away ..let these inconceivable feelings fade. this is wat i have decided. the insenate mi, how can i have such moronic feeling in mi..! no Way! not going to let this inaccessible witless feeling grow any further! no way!

Moddy Night

weLl..this message is colourless.. becoz i am feeling rather dull..was stupefied when Mr Wong called mi and as usual like last time, it lasted for about 1 and a half hrs.. i was perplexed but its cleared now. i was in a chaotic state but its slightly better now..gotta thank someone for all the help that has given to mi (not to mention who that person is). like what Mr wong said, since i have come so far..the more i should not give up..its all my 4 yrs works and left with about 1 more month to complete it. Althought i have decided not to give up, i guess i still need some time to regain my confidence..hope i can do it by tmr..i gotta wake up with a big smiLe tmr! yeah..TomOlo is another day! yeah.. smile.. smile naturally! we shall see....

tOday is Friday!

no wonder someone came here and asked mi to visit his blog la.. its full of nonsensical ShIT!!!!!!just making mi sia suay nia! ...idiotic. hey u! u know who i am refering to, u moron jErk! make it clear that its not my TEstimonial but suppose to be ur diary la u dun have to tell the whole world about mi! dumb ox!
TRAcY Ng xIu XIu.. stOP being a kpo vice president of student councilor ok?! saY wat u mEAn, Mean wat u Said but dun be MEan in wat u SAy but!!!! heehee i agREe with u that when u saiD "chERyl HOOn S...!" =X cheryl: dun think of taking revenge on mi ok!! becoz that's not what i Said but its wat i MEan onli! WAhahahaha...
25 days to O'z and i have not started with my revision..i dunnoe sUb to staRt with!!!!! arh!!! hmmm think i gotta plan it and its realli the time for mi to settle down and start work.. time is running out!

Today is thUrsDAy!

Just come back from my root canal Treatment! it WAs so paIn!!!!! ARgh! o yeah! ThanKs to RiTA fOr all hEr helps! =D
Lynn Ah.. WAtever had happened to u? why are u so mad at us and even said We are cowArds? pls control ur attitude girl..and pour out the watever problem that is in u la.. let's solve it! =D
Ok..someone is pisSed! haha pEtty guys are getting more and more nowadays eh! be CAreful and dun get ur arTEries and Veins and CapillAries burst ok! =X

tRAcy Ng

hEY tRAcy ng.. sO how's my ugLy and sUper simPle bloG at the moment? please dun laugh at mi tmr when u see mi in school! oh..u wont be seeing mi tmr..hahaha i am going to pontang! =X and dun compare my blog with hoon ok! this will be so much much nicer and much much more professional than hers after O'z! =P

-=UglY bLoG=-

the pro, JunWei said just bear with my blog layout now if i am really desperate for it and i should waste time no more for my O'z -.- which is true! so i am gonna leave this ugly blog as it is now until examz ovEr~ =D this petty, act cute and immature cHeryl Hoon is the 1sT readeR of my blog!! WOwow!!!! love her! ~.~