AMANDA-O-AMANDA!! silly you!!! bought Z520!!! and worse still, ur mum bought the same model too! -.- i bet you will regret REAL SOON! =X

worked at suntec lst weekend, its at tower 4, second floor, CORNER. DAMN FAR for walking ok.. and i noticed there are so many competitors there in sun tec. it was SO SO SO CROWDED on sunday due to the church services and that didnt bring any MORE customer to the isolated samsung service centre. -.-
met dessy for lunch for both days and met him for dinner at cafe cartel on sat,
i ordered this teriyaki burger which came with this SUPER HARD and OVER COOKED chicken that either des or i had difficulties biting, so requested to change a new one and the 2nd time it came with an extremenly small in size chicken without teriyaki source on it and its about as hard as the pervious one. i am not being fussy but its real irritating when i have to keep biting and got stucked in between my teeth!

school is going to reopen and hope i wont be extreme super late for lessons anymore!

27th OCt 05

met adeline yesterday and we went to marina square.
recevied a msg from jimmy saying that the samsung new phone SGH-E760 was ready to be collected, so went to office @ red hill and collected the phone. got to know my deployment for this weekend which is @ sun tec!! shall not comment so much about that place yet, although i know its a bad location. oopx

yeah, went to marina square for some shopping den, both of us got new bags! stupid mi bought another new bag when i just got myself one the day b4 and damnit, i love the newest bag i am having now at 1st sight.

b4 dessie knock off, we went to sun tec convention hall tower to look for adeline's bf, elson. well, shall not comment so much about his attitude and tempered. although its obviously bad to the core. oopx

went back to marina square to meet dessie when he knocked off and went back to sun tec to have our dinner there. "its fun walking i know" -.-
also met elson and alvin koh when they knocked off, if it isnt becos of adeline, i'll not have met them i think, what to do.. she's my sister! i felt extremely awkward at 1st, not becoz of my ex bf was there, but the fact that i dun want to see ap and rude ppl. but later dessy taught mi not to bother about them becoz its onli wasting of my time and ppl who gives attitude need to spend extra time thinking of how to irritate others, they are just wasting their time yea. furthermore, be it with or without their presence, its none of my business at all, all i got to care about there was adeline and dessie. so, i felt so much better after hearing it from him. i am contented to be with dess. :)

i am blessed that i had walked out from the hell, which is the past, past relationship and the past mi. shall not make it so obvious although i know you guys know what and who am i referring to. oopx
whatever happened, i feel so glad, really really really glad and blissful and LUCKY, big thanks to 'O' level last year which kept mi so busy!

well, on the other hand, good luck and all the best to my dear sister, adeline leong jia hui. think lynn and i have wasted quite a littles of saliva on enlightening her, its so sick and tired repeating the same thing to her, and the worse thing is that she herself knows the FACT but just dun wanna be enlightened!

i had tried once more yesterday night after having a taste of bad tempered and rude bf of hers. unfortunatelly i failed. perhaps i shouldnt bother becoz she's probably already used to it. she gaves mi a feeling that she was an independent girl who already transformed into some normal girls who are veri dependent on their bf-s. take good care girl.

25th OCt. Tuesday

went to Gym with lynn, its been SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long since my last visit to california fittness and finally paid up all my bills to them yesterday!
cali has became so rich!! they got SOOOOOOOOOO many machines upgraded! of coz they are rich!! and i could feel the pinch when i was paying my bill.

receive a call from MaxMedia and told mi to go for a SAMSUNG MOBILE product traning last minute!!! WTH! i am being transfered to SAMSUNG MOBILE!!!!! GRRRRr!!!

ARGh!!!!!!! the worse thing is i am going to work at dealer shops from now on!!!!!! GRrrrrrr!!!! gonna be lonely and lifeless working!!!!! its SO SO SO SO SADDENING CAN!!!!! ><

24th Monday!

o!!!!!! i saw tha t NOkiA promoter, Mr Bai working @ lot 1!!!! roadshow there for one week. LOLX.

went to novena and bought my addias walking shoes ]
went to met dess' friends at sun tec who were having bruch @ swenson ]
went to heeren and bought my mickey sandals ]
went to esplanate!!!!! finally i was there again after so sooooooooooo long! =\ ]

23th, sunday!

went to marina square and waited for dessie to knock off after i knocked off from hello @ bugis.
until about 11pm+++
YEAh!!! we went to esplanate!!!! esplanate's toilet. and took bus home after which. =.=

deployment in hello @ bugis, that good location with some sucky yucky managers, luckily he and she werent there today, i mean saturday.

woke up late and took cab there! the taxi driver was so kan chiang after i asked him if i can reach bugis by 11am. he drove real fast and .. yeah! i was late. -.-
didnt see panasonic promoter as i walked in and of cox panasonic promoter was late AS USUAL. lolx!
so suprised to see the panasonic promoter!!!! becox its
reena again, so fated and hello @ bugis was so suay that the two of us are working there once again, but but but but we didnt talk much this time round and time past quite fast. yeah!

met this motorla promoter, Daniel who stays in the same condo and onli opposite of my block! haa! came back home with him and he was rather friendly becox i was talkative i suppose. and so coincidentally, he's reena's cousin's bf! haa!

the latest promoter of all was nokia one and GUESS wHAT! he was damn cute and good looking, just that his dressing sense abit.. nvm, just look at his neck and above. all i know about him is that he's 23 and his called Mr. Bai. [he's fair too] but didnt talk to him much becoz i was SHY.

sales today was not bad, i think i've became abit more hard working. waahahahhahaha

here to update!

have steamboat at home on last hm... wednesday!


HUGE prawns, not dragon prawn.

i hate that pink T-shirt of his. look at his neck!! O poor boy..*grinzz
he said the steamboat wasnt veri nice, becoz he'd nv seemed the food we prepared and we didnt get the type of vegetable he wanted. isn't it better than you can try new things! dumb

didnt sleep for the whole night until morning about 9am?? and somehow got awakened up by bad guy after sleeping for about 2 hours plus?

thursday
went to office and collected my pay and went to town for a QUICK shopping and watched the show, Deuce BiGaLow. the show is so FUNNY and so DISGUSTING!!! i thought i would be sleeping inside the cinema since i onli slept for 2 hours the night b4.

yeah, see ah dessie, i am going to complain again.
i took cab home ALONE after that. Bleah!! he didnt sent mi home becoz he got to work the next day. but you were late for you work afterall, this proven that be it early or late that u reached home, u sleep at the same time!



someone is gonna kill mi for complaining here again. haaa! dun care!

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

this is damn true!!!!! when i fall, i fall real hard and unconditionally even if i arent loved back. =) live example, km. but, i gave up when he finally confessed to mi. =(

but i dun fall in love easily and often!! quite quicky thou.

try not to change one person, tend to take more than give..live example, desmone lee =)

Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

i am real mad doing all these tests so early in the morning huh -.-

17th oct, monday, met up with adeline leong and melissa YAO at lot1. we were sitting at the coffee bean and emjoying BLACK COFFEE, ade complained that it was veri hot so we moved to mac and chit chat there for about 2 hours plus! lynn choo couldnt make it to meet us due to some CHURch staff and XY, got to meet SC SC SC SC SC (forever). -.-



met desmond lee after that and had our dinner at cine, window shop around orchard and he ran away and left mi alone in the shopping mall again. whatever happened, we ended up having a 'talk' at coffee club outside of california fittness den whatever happened again, we quarrelled after the drink at coffee club and whatever happened, we didnt talk for about 40 mins and had another talk downstairs of my house.



18th oct, went out with desmond lee and adeline leong!

went back home with adeline and idiotic idiot didnt even send us to the bus stop!
comments from each of them about each of them after that and erhmm.. no comments from mi.
lolx

result is coming out tmr!!!!!!! cant wait for .SHUYI.'s treat if i score well. =X
initially wanted to have steamboat at home tmr night, but someone doesnt seem to appreciate it as he thinks that 'home made' steamboat wont be nice and its probably not up to his standard of steamboat comparing with others. told mummy to forget about the steamboat and asked her to cook with the food which were initially for the steamboat.

meeting lynn cHoo for tennis tmr!! weeeee! gotta exercise !

he's so materialstic and i am recovering from it. we see the distance between us became further and further. happiness is not contingent on wealth, but rather, his own personality and surrondings. the happiest child could well be the one with the least material possensions but a windfall of love and support.

yEA! time seemed to pass super fast working @ lot 1 !! expecially with other promoters around!! worked with reena again, was so shocked to see her there in the morning and so glad that we can work together again! got to see the long-a-waited to see joshua from sony, well... yAWns.

trimmed my eyebrowes in jean yip during my break today, at least and at last its more neat now. lolx

met the elderlis for supper just now and alvin drove mi home at a speed of 110km/hr -.- was that shag and turned ultra alerted due to the high speed. got to listen to these two songs from FM Class 95; 'open arms' and 'true' in the car and so conincidentally, that des heard these two songs in the cab when he knocked off from work too. yaWNs.

wanna go shopping

i wanna go shopping!!!!
adeline msg mi yesterday saying that her exam is over! meaning its time to go shopping!!!! but....... but... gotta work until sunday!!! argh!!!! ><
i knew she had meet up with yaoyao today....so sad!!! i couldnt join them and she asked mi out on this sat.... but.. but.. gotta work!!! argh!!

damnit, i'm going crazy working at tiong bahru plaza! i feel that i've become a flyer distributor, there's no customer but passer-bysss, all that i can do is to stand and do nothing, that's the SHITTEST thing to do. ppl there simply asked the LG promoter and i to distibute flyers all the way. and they are printing more for tmr. wth! hello, my job is to promote sony ericssion handphones. cant possibly ask us to do another job when there's no customers, its like you cant possibly bring ur house maid to ur office and ask her to clean up your office. bleah =p

tired

i am so tired! my legs are flagging! my mind is exhausted! my whole body is aching is about to worn out! standing while doing nothing is so BORED can. its the MOST tedious job ever, becoz time seems to pass exceptionally SLOW. 4 more days to go..

went to office and took some phones b4 heading to tiong bahru plaza for work. that's really a place which..

i was dispirited after going to the office actually, any des was like waiting for mi outside again and he promised that he's not going to acc mi to the office anymore. -.-
nevertheless, this idiot told mi a BIG JOKE which brightened up my day again before reaching my work place.

so glad that i can actually swap my location for the roadshow with lester from friday onwards, until sunday!!! going to work in lot1. 3mins walk to lot 1 from my house and i can merrily have my break at home! *yEah!

watched this movie called "Into the Blue" with dessie after work yesterday night. its about four young free divers discover aLEgendary shipwreck in the sharkinfested waters of the Bahamas and another mystery nearby on the seabed. okay, there were TERRIFYING scenes which made me felt disgusted, of coz there were beautiful sceneries too, like when the hot girl, amanda came out and i remember dessie said ' i wished i have a girlfriend who is as hot as this' tmd. loyalty between friendships and relationship is tested among them. and do you knoe there are about 6 billions of wealth hiding under the Bahamas
sea. *-* what are you waiting for??
bang the wall and wake up! you can never have it!

forms of discipline

Discipline is a concept that distinguishes the strong from the weak, but a strength is by no means a physical one. Instead, this strength is control, both actions and emotions. this is certainly not a negative thing. instead, it is the means by which we are able to complete tasks and exist harmoniously with others.

i believe you can shut out distractions and establishing the correct work ethics that will come in handy if you are disciplined. yeah, u may choose to go out with ur friends instead of studying for a test, due to fact that you will probably be too exhausted or in too high spirits when you return from the outing, the likelihood of studying well for the test is dangerously low, in this way, you may end up failing the test. such a price is surely too high to pay for lack of discipline.

be it if your result will be good or bad, its non of my business. i asked u to study is purely for ur own good and need not ask mi to threaten u in one way or another just to get u to study, cos no matter wat i do, it'll be the same.

u insisted to rest at home the night before and i went to work this morning. i called u to check if u are studying at home and you told mi u are out with your friends. i hanged up the call and you didnt bother to call back until hours after.

i ignored your calls and u msg mi said it is ok that i ignore you as long as you knoe that i've reached home.

being able to control our negative emotions is also an asset that we should develop. thus, instead of flaring up over the slightlest provocation, discipline enables us to logically assess situation carefully instead of giving in to our initial negative reactions. this will help lubricate relationships and build up our interpersonal skills! so i choosed to shut up than picking up a fight, becoz i know you have tons of reason to pour at mi,

woke up by jimmy's call today and he told mi that i am suppose to work for a roadshow @ tiong bahru plaza from 10th to 16th oct from 11am to 9pm. boring location with boring ppl around with high expections from them. yawns.

6th oct

hmmmmm since i a free, i shall blog about 6ct oct,

went to eat sakea sushi with dessie and his friends, narita, kevin and calvin.

afterwhich, we went to watch this movie called "Goal" @ suntec. it's a story about trail and tribulation, love and loss, tragedy and ultimate triumph!!!
the show is about a guy called Santiago Munez crossed the Mexican border into America at the age of 10.

growing up in Los Angeles, the young latino dreams of being a professional football player, despite his father insisting that he will not be able to make it and stolen his son's money to buy a car instead. such a bastard and stubborn ass.

Santiago den met this guy who was a former footballer and sometime scout, sets him on the path to play for club Newcastle united in england. thrust into a foreign country where football is a religion, the aspiring star has to prove he's got the determination and the game to win a place with one of the most beloved football club in the world. OH yes, hottest personalities in the football world, DAVID BECKHam and newCAstle captain ALan Shearer was in the show too. well, a few seconds at least. -.-
remember to catch this show ppl!!

went to katong for pool, seriously i have no interest in pool at all and simple i cant even control the cue properly.
asking mi to play is like creating embarrassments to myself. especially in front of his friends.

no deployment for this weekend, meaning no need to work.
stayed at home for the whole day today! ^^ did quite a lot of things thou.
woke up at 11.30pm SHARP. the reason why i woke up so early was becox i need to pee, tot of going back to bed after that yes and i forgot..
went to brush my teeth and washed up instead.
read magazine -.-
watched tv -.-
ate cup noodle -.-
sat on the sofa and stayed still again -.- thats my fav thing to do when i have to waste time and rest at the same time.
downloaded quite a number of new songs
read some ppl's blogs and got to know hows life to them recently. =)

had this urge to change my blog skin just now, becoz it looked veri messy to mi out of a sudden and 2nd was becoz i have got plenty of time to do so. yes and i found non of the blog skin from blogskins.com caught my attention after searching for like about 2 hours? so i gave up and removed all the pics from my blog and change the music instead. it looks much more neat now, isnt it?

suprising that i didnt meet alvin lau this weekend, okay.. supposed to meet him on sat night but it was my 7th month with messie dessie lousie, so couldnt make it. today.. plain lazy to get my ass out of chair. ooh, just receieved a call from him, time to book in! poor thing, BMT is starting from tmr. haa.

wanted to have steamboat at home tmr!!! but dessie that siao kia is so shy that he dare not to come for dinner where my brother and chris will be there too. so steamboat is cancelled and i doubt it would be another boring day for mi tmr.

7th month

7th oct. went to marina square and sat at starbucks for 2 hours, plainly doing nothing except had been peeping at this guy below :

=X

took cab to SLF building @ thomson Road for training.
met Gina and kaiwai @ far east for dinner. we planned to go China Black for party but i decided not to go for some reason and whatever happened, Gina ended up didnt go club also.

DEssie came to meet us @ orchard after work and we sat at starbucks again for about 2 to 3 hours? chit-chat, chilllled in the mid night and desmond lee seems to have a good impression about KiNa =p

waited for kaiwai to go home together after party and he was drunk *O* luckily the taxi driver stopped in time for kw to vomit, if not..

8th OCt. its our 7th month which means its 5 more months to the end of our trail contract. anyway, went to novena for dinner today.


waitting for food..

Black pepper fried beef

boneless chicken with Thai source

Samba prawn

Samba hmmm..Kang Kong

Shrink fins and crabmeat soup


gone as u blinked.ya.why did u blink?


blame him.
haa! i felt completed with a McColosso ^^

went to causeway point at 10.30am today, so early in the morning hor? went there for? not shopping ok.
work!
it was a roadshow, the IC complained about the previous promoter for being kpo and has attitude problem to mi. so i got the idea. behaved myself throughout the day. =)
1st saw matthew who was having attachment, later saw peirong and zhiHui. they came to PEEP at mi! hahaha jk.
time past damn fast there especially when adeline leong jia hui came to visit mi after school. hahaha she kind of brought me luck. bleahx.

3rd oct

3th oct, monday. its my mummy and my off day.
had lunch with her at siam kitchen today.






i remember i was having a fight with Mr desmond lee on monday and we promised each other not to give a damn about each other.
he THOUGHT that i was going to COMMIT SUICIDE! wth!
my name is HELEN, not DESMOND. i am not STUPID! haa.

went jogging with mummy @ the park behind northvale in the evening, its been long since the last the time i exercise. -.-
afterwhich, we went to the gym to do further jogging. -.- i found that jogging inside the gym is so so so so much easier than jogging in the park with air resistance.

started watching T.F.K.C. (ge dou tian wang) after dinner and guess wat? my mum was addicted to the show too. haha.
finally finished watching now, although it was abit unrealistic. its sensational and hmmm.. marvelous afterall, i believe there are such determined ppl and such wonderful lovers around in this world. just that i am not fated to meet those ppl. =/

last friday, went to east again after work and had dinner with desmond lee at this new hong kong cafe located at katong.






their business was so GOOD that we waited for almost one hour for the food to come eventhough we got to sit down long ago. yummy!

stupiest thing i had done

WAH! i was the onli promother in hello@citylink this weekend. it was SO BORED!

1st oct. elderlis came when i knocked off from work. had dinner @ suntec and took can back to alvin house with him. the taxi driver was VERY talkative AGAIN. why? -.-
took my phone bill from alvin koh since i was around jurong east.
alvin lau drove mi back to cck and dunnoe where he went after that with that shag and blackie face.

2nd oct. i did the stupidest and dumbiest thing today, which was walking from citylink to marina square, just to have my lunch there. -.- ate prawn noodle @ kopitiam oppoiste of giant. WOW. its NOT VERI very nice but its VERI VERI very ex for prawn noodle -.-
received a call from alvin lau b4 he went back to tekgong just now. saw Selina and her bf, alvin in the morning, its the 2nd time i saw her @ city hall area! haa! nice new hairstyle ; )
saw this guy from my buddy class outside of the toilet.

almost did the 2nd stupidest thing by going over to marina square after work. LUCKILY, i didnt.