1-Year half-death Anniversary

Congrats to myself to have learned to live half alive.

For the way back to love, i'll keep smiling.




R.I.P. loved-ed.

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Another part of me is gonna vanished.

Byebye Boon Teck View, u're a big part of me in e past few years, especially the balcony.




Do r.i.p. in my memory lane.

Specially made for VVP's 27th Bday & 4th Year Anniversary

Made this short video clip about 1 week before vvp turned 27th & 1 month+ before the universe changed.

i remember spending quite a no. of hours making this clip sneakily while he was sleeping soundly at night then..and i could start working on it only after his snoring was heard.

Anyway, just thought that it'd be, at least to me, part of e precious memories we had in those years that definitely worth to keep..& so i've decided to upload it here instead of dragging it to the trash icon.

(p.s.: music will start playing after approx. 0.32sec.)

i remember singing this song aloud in the car whenever the radio was playing it, singing it whenever i was bored.. it'd put on a smile to our faces & brighten up those days of mine without fail.

well.. r.i.p. here; memories.

forgiven or forgotten.

Hello Stranger,

You may go on pretending and you may go on living in your tiny little world. But..

Something u ought to know girl: you don't even worth a second of my time. U're just happened to be the one that my ex-bf cheated on me with.

So just make sure u can do a better job, be better than me in every aspect in life, if you can. I wish you all the best. (:


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cheating bugs.

It isn’t that I did not stand up for myself. Who likes being cheated on? It makes you question your worth as a woman, as a person even.

It’s only that I loved him so. In retrospect, maybe I was stupid. But when I questioned him, he’d lie so truthfully that I wanted to believe every word flowing from those lips, backed up earnestly with his pleading eyes.

Of course I knew, girls aren’t stupid. It takes strength to allow yourself to believe the truth. Especially when it hurts.

No one could love me like he did. When he was with me I had his undivided attention. We shared an emotional bond that I must admit this doesn't come across easy.
But what's the point when I was being faithful and he wasn’t.

Everyone wants what they can't have and desires something to give their life some added dimension.
My love for him is no more and which has diminished to non romantic levels understandably. Simply because this ain't the first time.

Nevertheless, I wanna wish them all the best. But..

The truth is that they broke up with their respective long term partners to be together.. finding tons of excuses to break up with me; pushing all the faults and blames on me; bringing me down to hell and leaving me being devastated..

I will give them my blessing..I hope this is gonna be their last relationship and they would change for the better after this. Who knows when karma will knock on these heartless creatures one day.

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