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i am suppose to update! yeah.. i am here to update my blog.
Woke up at 11+am today by my mum. She called mi to book the air tickets and after which, i called someone from a company for interview. it was 12.00pm and that person wants mi to reach jE at12.30pm!!!wt.. i wasnt even have my breakfast and get changed!! ><
Met 3 animals and we went to pjc becoz ade wanna appeal from Ij~ and den while i was waiting for ade in the office, a yandao appeared from out of nowhere! He was in Fuhua Sec uniform and i heard he said that he was there to appeal into pj! ManZz. ADe Lynn meLissA GinA SAmantha and i were sitting and chatted outside the office for awhile and it was honestly boring. -.-
den together with the 3 animals, we went to turtle's house and her mum prepared Chicken cHop for all of us! yumMy!! was so DAMn DAMN full. ok.. i ate one whole small box of crispy duriain. =X den i ate quite alot of rubbish also. haiz!!!!!!!!!
AmAnDA called in the Evening and told mi about the Pri. Sch class gaThering on 27th this month.. kinda shocked to hear that so many of them are keen to go~haiz.. so am i la.. but i am NOT holding any job + i am bROke!!!! ><

End of my entRy` my entries are getting shorter~but the period of time i spend on staring at the monitor is getting longer. i Wonder wHy

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made an international call in the office today but got scolded by someone over the phone~! >< but the phone call is not mean for him anyway. hmpf! have been wasting my time in the office since the past week and dunnoe who long must this last..

sEh~

Wah sEh~~ yesterday was really a tired one. together with lynn toured around Singapore. Walked from outram part to china town to clark quey. saW so many things! wasted about 2 to 3 hours in MOM. >< den we went to bugis and WAlked to beach rOad to send her cam for repairation. aFTer which we WAlked to Sim lim square to buy my webcam and den we went to orchard and find Adeline~ adeline, for being a sales girl there was so SO So fierce! and she didnt even recognise mi and lynn who were just standing right beside her when she was hanging the cloth so damn hard! loLx surprisingly, Jeric was the one who recognised us first. Then we did stupid things in espirit. =X

today. slept at about 5+am and Lynn came to my house sOOo early at around 11+am >.< of coz i was still sleeping~ so she watched vcds while i was still sleeping`~ woke up at 1+pm and we went for this job interview in this big company called... oopz forget! its recommended by Goi Khai. haiz, was so disappointed about the interview that i didnt realise i was having a job interview during the interview. all my answers to the manager's questions were craps. so the chance for mi getting that job is 1%? it spoiled my day.

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good to say that didnt rot at home in the past 2 days..been to the library for both days. yesterday was alone and i just sat there read my story book for about 3 hours. saw Finian, Liu Yun and blah blah blah... "Eva Rice' i was reading.. its kinda interesting and i wanted to borrow home. but.. but... but... no lib card! -.- so i went to apply one today with Lynn and den we went to look for books about bio tec, bio chem, architec and chemical engineering blah blah blah.. they were boring boring and boring except biochem. yeah. this caught mi ^^

how sad to hear that Boy A has got Boy B's almost gf. and Boy A is the best friend of Boy B. saddest, its all our good friends including the girl.. luckily ade and mi stopped melissa from falling into Boy A. He's really bad. lets dun talk about that bad boy.//

ok another one i am talking about now. One who doesnt know about manners, never reply msg.. no matter in MSN or in ICQ. One who doesnt suits the word Gentleman. One who doesnt fulfill the promise that has been made.ARgh!!!!!!!! this is driving mi crazy. who the hell is that?! i also wanna know. yeah.. i dunnoe the one..really dun know! how am i suppose to knoe One when ONe who doesnt wanna talk. this isnt going anywhere, NOt even net friends right. A friend of mine has mentioned something b4 and thats exactly wat i am feeling....

"sometimes it really kinda sucks when you feel wad u have done isnt being appreciated. u go so nice so friendly to them.. encourage. help. treat them and all. but then, they just dont appreciate it. acting as if u owe them that favour and that encouragement and that friendliness"
"wads wrong with being the one who puts in the effort? it takes two sides to do the trick la. works the same for any relationship between friends or lovers. simple huh? dont make the guy do everything, dont make the girl do everything too... it just takes awhile before one of them gets sick and tired of starting conversations. it gives wrong impressions also. girl or guy keep on messaging guy or girl, wad would the opposite sex think? think abt it huh? takes two hands ta clap. takes two person to build a relationship. be it friends couples or wadever."

yeah..exactly wat i wanna say now.. so damn pissed off!!!! >.<
wat an idiotic moron found on earth.

=D

Finally bought a violin today. just then i discovered the supER complicated fingerings of the Violin.. stunned by the 4 strings. there are 32 notes on just 4 string!!! as challenging as the flute~
.. hope that by learning the violin can replace the emptyness in mi.

graduation ceremony in e Band

yesterday was a really tiring one.. most probably was becoz i didnt sleep much the day b4.. but it was quite a meaningful one. sad to say..its my last performance for T.S.M.B. i guess.. but i will visit the band as often as i can when i am free~ i promise

How wonderful~ my juniors hated mi as i used to be a fearsome senior and now they've changed. i am kind of touched by them as they seem to understand my hard works now..xlol its really hard to ACT fierce when i am a FAMOUs joker u know.. hahaha ok they started dun want to talk to mi and talk behind my back amount themselves..its..hmmm its heart breaking -.-
i have faith in them and so i nv give up, i HOped they would understand mi one day. Though hope is frail, its hard to kill but as i conceive and i believe..i will achieve. i achieved. we joke, we help each other and we are so called Quite united now. -.-' hahaha Lin Yun ar.. wat a waste that u've missed this!! they give benson and i a pair of socks leh!! xlolx =.= other section's seniors even got MErci!!!! no.. wat i mean was that What a wASte u didnt get to see the way our juniors treating us now has been changed to the better..faster come back to Singapore and lets visit the band more lah! hahaha

If i'll to sit down and think about wat actually affected mi most for the past 4 years..i'll have to say its the band, through all my different batches of seniors and my juniors, our conductor and teacher in charge, WKW..in each and many many different ways.
remember when i was sec1, i learnt to speak BAd BAd BAD words, shirt untucked all the time, socks extremely high and flinge veri long. gotta admit that i skipped band veri often too. hahaha
but the discipline in band was damn strict back then and so i got to change my attire. cut my hair to shoulder length with lynn and started to tuck in my shirt all the time.. this have to thank lynn coz she's the one who influenced mi to tuck in my shirt somehow. she was a prefect and i was sitting next to her in sec2. lolx but something she didnt help mi was that she didnt stop mi from sleeping in class. hahaha she even joined mi in the dreamland! =X
ok back to band..due to the packed practices, i didnt have much time to mix with other ppl except my dear band mates and S6..glad to say that i have 2 sisters from band too~ heee band members are innocent i should say and i learn to be InnOCENt tOO!!! they are humble, they are trustworthy, they are united. most importantly they leave ppl such good memories that will stay on forever through our life~ if not becoz of band, i cant imagin wat kinda person i am now..maybe an "ah lian"? lolx damnit, i am innocent.
hmmm i gave up once when i was sec3. i wanted to quit band becoz i didnt want to spend so much of my time on it. practice non stop day by day for sYf and also due to alvin's complains. its kinda disappointing that he didnt support mi actually but its alright now becoz i pulled it through with my band mates and teacher. really have to thanks everyone who stopped mi from quitting the band that time. especially Mr Wong KW.. he's naggy but he's good. not onli that he stopped mi from quitting the band but he encouraged mi not to give up on amaths when i was lost if to continue taking amaths. perhaps he knows that i will regret if i give up..and i am really glad that i didnt give up.
hahahah if i will to talk about every single things about the band for the past 4 years..it will be thicker than the story book Harry PorTer! lolx
With the passion we have towards music, we stayed on in the band for 4 years, music drew us closer and closer and we've become buddies, we put our trust and dependence on each other during and after SYF.. although there were ppl leaving the band b4 and after SYF, thanks for giving mi part of these memorable memories anyway.
Thanks those who supported mi and also thank mi for support ur, my bandmates. hope we will continue to support each other in the future as ur really do make a difference in my life~

grad night

this guy looks like a male at lASt =X ok got to admit that he's handsome that night!
hmmmm`~


ok this girl wants to have a S6 gathering..we'll wait for xy to come back from japan..
S6~ ^^
aftEr dinner--> LOLx
hahahaZz ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~THE END FOR NOW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haiz.. look at what a kinda life style i am having now.. cant sleep until 5+am and cant wake up until 2pm.. and its 12.50am now, guess this is the "evening" for mi and i haven have my dinner yet -.-
wat a boring day..went to see quite a few houses with mum at clementi. dun wanna comment about the houses. lolx den watched vcds throughout the whole "morning" and "afternoon"..i think i am gonna blind soon.
He was here and now he's gone..bored.
wonder wat can i do tmr.. oh its graduation ceremony tmr.

holiday

grad night was 'fun'. it was an even simpler dinner as expected. just a dinner and didnt eat much becoz there were nothing much to eat. there were lots of photo taking sessions and i was busy looking out for someone, too bad my contact lenses was so damn dry that i couldnt see properly!
wow didnt expect the 2D guys are so rich.. all wore coat on that night. its amazing. hahah =X despite the boring activities and limited spaces in the room, everybody looked great, yeahx!
we were the last to leave the hotel...it was about 11.59+pm..we wanted to book a room but unfortunately its fully booked! so all the sisters came to my house.

have to believe in my hope..becoz it allows mi to acheive something on that night. hahaha

gOsh. i feel so bored ever since examz over, woke up at 2pm today. xlol its been long time having this owl kind of life-stlye since the last holiday. hahaha Have been watching vcds throughout the whole night. its soo sucky that my personal computer is spoiled and i can onli use my bro's com.

lolz aDeline just msg mi, she said the work is veri tiring! xlolx.. how i wish my letter is here now, so that i can join her. well it might be still as tiring but at least its entertaining. i am so broke and bored! i am rotting at home.. have been facing the com since i woke up and still feeling bored.

Yeah!!!!!!!!~~~~ its OVer for mi finallY. feeling so empty~ nothing to do now.

so qiao today~ met Gina and MArcus on the way to meet adeline after exam.
den met cherly Hoon and Ms pOoh on the way back from the interview` xlolx its all by coincidencez! hahahaha both met at the escalator when i looked up they were juz infront of mi liao and they were gossiping!! WAHAHAHAHAha cheryl !! right??!! xLOLx =X
sia lah! shouted GUAN YING MA so loud that all the aunties looked at mi and tot i am really the GUAN YING MA!!!!! hmpf!

WKW called when i was about to have my interview and it was like so quiet around? was so embarrassed. and he was like so stupid? saying himself and the rest were at the 5stars restraunt eating when they were at je? so ba chi. and den he asked if i wanna join them and he wont scold mi for not going for band today. xlolx whos gonna give a damn? furthermore, i was at boon keng. hahaha blah blah den i said i'll call him back later but he ignored that and went crap further as usual. blah blah blah feel so moron typing these out, so i am going to stop! lolx

wow interview was like nothing. just filled up form and talked awhile onli. lolx for now, i will just have to wait for the letter which gives mi permission to work and i can start work~ yEah also hope that i can get to work at the same Esprit outlet as ADeline's one at WismA by then~

the feeling of rain was super, especially when it was just right after exaMx! so that i wont fall asleep during the exam~hahaha~
today was history and i was shocked by the structure questions again..lol didnt know which one should i attempt coz dun wanna waste the things i have studied! XLOLx.. but i choosed to do the question on Germany eventually~
hmmm Yeah~~OMg can ur believe that the SBQ is almost eactly the same as the SBQ for ACs(barker rOAd)'s prelims? its so UnfaIR !!!!!!!! and i was rather angry with myself that i actually did read through their ans script the day b4 but just cant remember anything when i was doing that same source base. ><
nAHz..its absolute ok~ becoz i have my own original production! wahahahahaha

OOPz..somebody's head is dropped, so i gotta paste it on for her =X now, EVERYbODy~BIG ENOUGh?
hmmm i think i gotta AgRee with Lynn~ getting BoREd of bLogging and dun think i'll be blogging like so habitually as ever from now on, unless i am ReAL lonesome maybe.. hahahahah~

Look! look at wat u are looking at now idiot. making somebody fatter doesnt mean u can get slimmer, calling somebody stupid doesnt mean u will get smarter, saying somebody is ugly doesnt make u prettier, ruining somebody's life doesnt mean u will be any happier. Oh dun be stupid.
lolx i must have gone mad. no offense for ppl out that who actually do wat i have mentioned above but its really stupid and u gotta quit that. =)

crazy HeLeN~wEeeEEeEEEE hAHaHAhAHaHaa

why//hahahaha the 1st thing i did was smiled as i looked at that direction when the examiners were collecting the paper and thought of that..hahanah..nah, i wasnt thinking of the paper at all but..nvm. i looked at that direction again and started to use my arms to cover my mouth..haha..i looked there again.. kept looking..den i started to fold my used papars into different shapes as we were waiting for the examiners to count the papers..den i lifted my head again and again to look..xLOXL wah LAO..

one week break now. msged adeline and wanted to go out for distressing. no reply. her phone line has been cut! so i msged to her new line. no reply again. must be nv pay phone bill again.laoz.. Gina Lim, agreed to watch princess diaries with mi and now she asked mi to join her and F4 for coffee instead. watever for to consume something will make my pimples to POP out. the rest of the ppl are mugging =/ ppl must be thinking that i am carzy to ask them out now during this period of time. nvm. i have my ways to distress anyway. xlolololololx

i am the sLAcking GEniUe

waH.......HAVE BEEN reSTING RESTING resting sleep sleep sleeping for the past 2 days... watever had happened to mi..i dunnoe why i can fall asleep so easily nowadays.. can even fall asleep when i am watching a moive... -.- and yet i am still feeling so dizzy.. i think i know the reason why i am so dizzy..simply becoz i am sTARving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah.. got the background music changed and here, cannon in D,is so peaceful now... moreover..its all String and solo by violin~touching..but..but...the chord is abit weird..so sudden..lolx
haiz..it seems like i ahve already started slacking..
Hey EVERYONE!!!! attention!! if anyone of u happens to talk to mi, pls remind mi to study and dun slack yet!!!! tell mi "study OR u will REgREt!" ok?!?!??! thank you so much~

05.11.04

i am feeling so dizzy..so giddy for the whole morning..was it becoz i slept at 9.30pm yesterday night and woke up at 7am today? grrr.. i am dizzy becoz i slept too much!
yeah! england is down, sci is 1/3 down, emaths and amaths paper 1 are down too.
yeah! england is down! yeah! yeah! abit scare of my compo would be out of topic nia..hmmm
quite satisfied with emaths paper 1, easier than expected.
amaths.. hmmm didnt leave any blanks but i know i have made quite a lot of mistakes!!!!!! hmmmm.. not aiming a good grade for amaths anyway..hmmmm
aRGh>!>!>!>!>!>! more to go....
suffocated..
better rest well before continuing..arh!!!! so giddy..yet dare not to sleep..

02-11-04

yes!!!! ss is down!!! yes!!! finally can throw all the ss stuffs away!~!
o yes.. switzerland came out!!!!! it took mi a few seconds to react to it.. and den i smiled -.-
ARGh!!!!!!!!!! i took one hour to do my SEQ and didnt finish up SBQ!~!!!!!! gRRRRRR!!!! aGRG!!!!!!! EHE#T#@)$(#)@!R)O@!J#)EO@JP@_O@!#

hmmm just back home from school again.. i stood right outside of the staff room for about one hour..it was so hot!!..beats of sweat were droping over each other.. but ms chng was there to tell mi things i should do tmr for almost one hour also.. so my uneasiness was nothing compare to all the things she said and i appreciate all her efforts to make mi feel relax too..hee and oooo she asked mi to keep smiling..isnt that wat i always ask others to do? xlOlx

01-11-04

yeah one suject is down but doesnt affect mi actually..coz i nv study han zi all that at all..haha i
left the 1st 5 tian qie han zi blanks at 1st and came back guessed some words to fill the blanks up..lolx but overall the two papers were quite easy. hmm Gotta burn mid night oil tonight to chiong ss!!! better get ready my coffee~

last day..

Last day to the starting of o LEvel.. holidayz coming~ yeaHz 3 more weeks
wa lao.. this com is so tempting to mi..and school is not open today! -.-
hmm i think i shall go downstairs and study..

its RAining again!!

WAeo..its raining cats and dogs again..i was studying beside my window before this and i watched the formation of the black clouds den it slowly conquered the whole of the clear sky by the strong wind! so gladdening to watch the denser clouds been disfigured by the wind. i continued to read my book despite the wind was blowing so strongly that my hair was in a mess.
den lil rainni droplets started to fall den i looked at the sky again and asked the clouds :" why are u so black? can u pls dun block my lights?" den it became raining heavily until now.. o i see the clear sky again.. but i feel like sleeping now!!
ALL thanks to kenneth Lee, somehow made mi screamed so loud yesterday and now got abit of sore throat..luckily my beautiful voice still remians

Heyee

1st of all.. i wanna say that shue jun has wasted one hour of my study time today!!!! she wanted mi to play wei qi with her -.- really wasted..i didnt even spend a second to think at all and she kept spending like 5 to 6 secs for each step. and then finally she let go my arm and let mi back to my book..xLolx here is the result:
to be heavenly humble, i shall not say which colour i used. =X wahahahah isnt it obvious. lolx and that's one part i have not picked yet..

its like about 2 more days to go.. why are we still feeling so lax.. we dun feel the urgency!!! and still playing like nobody's business..gRrrrRr


O yes. we missed XXX so much today and guess wat we have got for her? here it is..
hey stupid girl.. are u crying now? touched yeah? heehee we know we know.. we know this is wat u have been looking for since the day u were born..hahaha here we give u la. xlolx .

i miss..

i miss u..i miss u all of a sudden..i miss u like mad..i miss u so terribly now..
i wanna touch u again..i miss u so much that i cant wait to come to u.. i know u have been resting in peace..i am sorry..i am sorry that i havent been air ing u and cleaning u...i miss ur melodious tunes and ur listening ears. i miss when u were there to support mi and cheer mi up..i miss when u were there to encourage mi and giving mi strenghts to persevere on..
i wont allow anyone to touch u except mi..i promise i will give u my best again after all this nightmares..i just cant wait to come to u again..i want u to know how much i treasure u..
meanwhile..pls rest well and get ready to perform again! u'll have to help mi again..
yes i know i ant ur best partner..but i will try my best alright..*miyazawa* my flute.. rest well.

A song for relaxation~

Do.. Do Re Mi...Mi Re Fa...Fa Mi Re...Fa Soi Mi Re...Mi Re Do...........

sing to urself while looking out of the window if u wanna distress..jump off the window if u wanna have peace forever~! =D

continue from the last blog

everything around mi faded into a hazy blur,even the loud music was muted, as if the volume has been turned down. i am trying to breath in deeply, exhaling slowly...of coz, deliberately calming myself down..its ripping every organ in mi to sherds. i have travelled beyond anger and revulsion la!!!!! even the air i breathed seemed with hatred. why. why everytime leave without an ending. grrr.

hey

i hate u

wat a bOring dae.

wat a boring day.. wat a boring day.. went for amaths this morning and got caught for writing essay when tan was explaining.. well.. should have zhao already.. but hmmm hmmm give him face! =X
22.10.04 /12.00pm. a new pimple has been found on my nose!!!!!! suckz.. big YEAh? obvIous Yeah? its right on top of my nose!! gotta wear mask go out from tmr onwards. dun be digusted but i mean it! =p

heard about the chalet thingy from the sistas today.. but.but.but. most probably i'll be working in hk while ur're enjoying urself in the chalet LOR.. so, better change the dates ok!!! if not i wont be there and obviously, definitely there wont be much fun without mi! heeheex
remembered last time the 2D chalet, it was so fun. all almost all the girls got their anuties visited them at the same time.. we all stayed in the same room and shared all kinds of size//LOlx. it was the 1st time i was been introduced to a super LarGe size by cHeryL Hoon. =X
xlolxlolx. the water game was so moron also. some of the girls were actually sleeping on the floor and the sickening guys poured water into the room in the middle of the night and luckily i wasnt sleeping, i sitting on the bed with sistas Talking Talking TAlking as usual. lolx then some of us who were still chatting took revenged for the girls who were sleeping like piGS on the floor..oh i remember that i poured water into their toilet -.- and i put curry or watever shit outside of the
guys' door..it was really damn smelly and hideous..xlolx den the icky guys suggested to watch sun risez but i think i fell asleep and didnt knoe wat happened until afternoon. zlolz
its mind blowing ya..if im not wrong it was right after our streaming and now, we are graduating!
but hello dodoz, i wonder who will be there to take revenge for ur pigs if i am not around!.. zlolz nono ur have grown up. i believe ur wont be playing such retard games anymore right.. all we'll play now are far more lamebrain games i suppose..=/

looking forward to today's date in next month. yes. exactly 1 more month to fight, last paper 23.11.04 biology and i tell u..i will thROW all my bio books in the shelf and will never ever touch them again! hmmm perhapz i shall donate all of them to the school.

time's up for today.. wasted 4 hours..damnit..
but.. this is really horrible..god awful life i am having now..always been left alone at home during the weekends!!! damnit damnit!!! god damnit.

screw it up

Man.. its so unexpected. Chemistry practical today.. and it came out redox titration..but the mole calculations were so easy, eh the last question on suggestion one was so difficult. My titiration result was DAmn far from Mr Chan..and i strongly agree with that his result is the wrong one!!! it cant be 19.50!!! its 20.0 ok!!! i did repeated the experiment 4 times hor!!
PeiFen complained that i was fast..but!!! u gotta think man.. i am not fast enough compare to wei chiong and marcus they all.. and Rita was already lying on the table when i've just finished! -.-
O!! didnt u ppl smell the smelly pungent gas? i didnt realise that the solution i mixed with was aqueous ammonia?.. and of coz it will give a pungent smell when it reacts with something right..but i wrote pungent gas released and it turn moist red litmus paper blue. the gas is ammonia for all THREE solutions! how dumb could i be..realised that after handing in the paper.

HeEHee

LAte for Amaths lesson again..but! Mr Lee was later than mi.. wahahahahahaha
it was so boring learning R.v. and i dun think i have got its concept fully. anyway dont attempt to do it during o level. after amaths was bio.. WAH LAO!!! i burnt midnight oil to finish up 2 past year papers till 3+am yesterday and den Maveric told mi that i did the wrong one just before the bio lessons.. #$!#@!
hmm tmr's chemistry practical.. haven even touch any of my notes yet.. gonna study them tmr since i am the 3rd shift again =/ heehee~

mY Sci praCtical

CHery said that "I think every normal person who just had science practical today would report about it.' and i noticed that i didnt report anything about my it. i am abnormal! lolx.. nono gotta be normal..
i choosed to do my bio first becoz i knew that i would spent more than 1 hour to do it -.- yeah..i spent 15 mins on dRawing that L.S. of tomato. and still .. iTS SUPER UGLY..becoz we only practiced to draw the T.S. of tomato.. den i spent freaky seconds on putting its the seeds on the white tile..they kept failing to the ground and they were so stubborn that they didnt want to go to the bottom of the test-tubes!!!! gRrrr.. den i did all sorts of stupid things to them la.. and wasted a few mins too.. and NaOH didnt help to remove the jelly layer of the seeds!..so i wasted a min or so to tear them out with the tiny forceps and guess how i crushed them!? =X it was nutty la.. hahaha i used a test tube to press them but they kept falling on the ground =/
alright by the time i looked at the clock, i was left with half an hour more.. so i abandoned the bio section and went to do my physics..woo..phy was a new experiment that we didnt do b4..but its kinda easy and i spent about 15 mins to finish it..but i drew the graph wrongly..the question stated that it will pass through the origin but the moronic mi drew a zip z y-aixs. besides that i think everything went pretty well too so i turned back to bio and finished the theory questions.
hey! i dun like the invigilators also..especially the second one!! he kept walking round and round and i was so irritated by him ah!! he stood beside me and stared at my student pass. Hello, nv see a Green student pass b4 izzit, wat so anomalous to see a foriegn student. then he came and looked at my papar as i was writting the theory part for bio.. AgRH!!!
as those who knows mi well, i would do something about it for sure right. lolx yeah. first i took my pencil case and threw it on top of my student pass and entry prove then i looked at the invigilator, he looked petrified but i dont care! Not gonna say Sorry becoz i did it on purpose! =P so i continued to write my ans and that's how i chased that irrtating invigilator away.

Oh pls. i beg u pardon ChEryl Hoon. i'll drool over that GAY face? just look at him..pui pui pui. i would rather let u bash mi than looking at his pic for more than 2 seconds. yeah just 2 seconds! bLEahz

hmmm.. today's tuesday.

Sleeping is GoOd fOR healtH

whAt to do?? the onli thing i can do to forGEt about that stupid gRaph is to sleep..sleep..sleep..i was sleeping everywhere i was for the day sia!...sleep sleep sleep....till my brother came back and kicked mi out -.- its was moronic.. lol we played with the water pressure in different bathroom when we were bathing... i switched on the shower to the max. den back to min. and max. den min. and max. den min. den in return he did the same thing in his bath room lolx =/

sCi practical today

Its 9.57am now...1 hour and 18 mins more to my sCi pratical....but its raining cats and DOgs outside and i cant even find an umbrella!!! shit. how am i going to be in school on time like this..? wanted to sleep more but i am just feeling so awake, i wonder why. kinda nervious and worry about my bio later.. hav been studying about flowers and germinations, food test for the whole morning.. its so boring and so dead..but i gotta like it =/
its really raining so terribly heavy now... O.O Wow.. i can see birds dancing around in the heavy rain....what's that in their mind? fun? -.-'
ArGh!!!! how to go to school like that?!?!?!?!

todae's anothEr SaturDay..

..woke up at 7.35am today and late for amaths lesson.. it was fun being late.. coz everybody gotta re-arrange the tables and chairs for mi, adeline and melissa... wahahahahah Just Joking =X went back home and had my lunch..diao..i forgot to take my medicine today! hmmm.. i thought of something while i was packing my bag for tuition..today is pjc open house day!
so i went to Pjc with adeline and lin yun b4 tuition..Pj is SOOOOO FAr and HOT and big and new.. heehee as expected..the first thing i did was to look for the band..lolx it was the right time..becoz the band was playing on the stage! oo.. the band is obviously lack of man-power but heard that its coming up..and u know WAt!? their conductor is same as the Yu Hua sec. one? i was so shocked..no wonder its coming up la..and i indeed have to consider again if i wanna join the band as a guest player or i might not qualify to be one also la.. lolx -.- eh well .. saw chen guang was playing as the first clarinetist and as usual, he was playing with FULL Of emotions la..moving about here and there..xlolx although i was quite near the stage and was wearing the TSMB shirt, he didnt see mi! after the band performance was the chinese orchestra..we saw our tuitor.. lolx the Chinese flutes were really cUTe!
we went out of the hall as it was kinda boring..the band members were packing their stuffs..and someone called mi from behind. it was cheng guan and u know wat? he pointed middle finger to mi as i TurnED behind..well, no comments.
He brought us into the music room.. diao..some of the band members were playing badminton inside the music room where instruments were lying everywhere..anyway i cant say anything also..and as i accidentally mentioned that their band is not veri good yet.. all of them stopped watever they were doing and looked at mi? i really didnt mean it but its the truth for now..becoz there were onli j1 memebers ma, i believe it would be much better with the j2 ppl.
we had a long chat with cheng guan and got to know much more about pjc..some of their basketball players are really tall! really really taLL and tanned!!! O! Desmond, i believe it spells in this way.. WAh LAo.. he has become INDIAN man already..almost cant recognise him -.-
on top of everything, adeline won herself a mountain bike from a lucky draw!!!! ..really lucky.. we handed in the form just about 4 mins b4 the lucky draw lor!! hahaha..i was laughing all the way as she went to receive her gift.. lol but forgot to buy 4D eh.. =/
after which, we went to our tuitor's house and started the tuition..however all of us were super tired already and didnt have the mood to study.. but wat to do...practicals are coming next week.
..i am starving now..where's my dinner!! o.. its there. =D

My biggest enemy now..

at this point of time.. yes... my greatest enemy is myself.. 1st time i am totally agree with the principal =P haha the talk by all the hods today were boring.. everyone in the hall was like either sleeping or going to the toilet for nothing..it was all becoz the hods were telling us things like we knew them long time ago? i was playing and talking to my sisters like nobody's business.. wahahaha until i heard some wit sense made by the principal and i quiet down..she was saying... blah blah blah..lots of philosophies as usual..until she emphasised something..and which was "whos our enemies".. yeah when u wan to overcome something, 1st u must overcome urself..and my enemy is myself..how am i going to fight against it? hmmm lost in puzzlements..but i am gonna try. i am the kind of person who has determination but lack of discipline..this is like musicz lacking of instruments..
The troublesome Cheryl Hoon wants mi to thank her here..but i cant remember wat for.. lolz
i was telling someone to be prepared for his head being chopped off due to my results...hopefully it will never happened and den i will get treats from him! wahahahah =X

should have pOn todae!

today is Tuesday! haiz should have skipped school becoz Chan Mali Chan didnt come!! i wanted to ask him why is CO2 an acidic gas ><

Something happened to Tracy Ng todae =D
TRAcy!! guess wat am i going to say..hahahaha u ah...made aku ran all the way back to classroom and ran all the way to... again just for u! and u were still so damn picky said i anyhow threw..!! be abit appreciative hor.. haven even thank mi for that yet! =P

i met a p4 girl when i was waiting for the lift to go home..she came over suddenly and asked mi "jiejie can u help open the door of my house for mi, coz nobody's at home and i dun have enough strenght to open it.." ..eh.. i was perplexed and terrified la.. so i went to the security guard and asked him to go...but.. the security guard SAid he was BUSY and dun want to GO! WAh liew... so..i've no choice but to follow the little girl up to her floor and i took over her as she inserted the key into the lock..so sia suay...coz i cant open it either.. wahahahah =X the girl was bright la.. asked mi for my hp and called her daddy..and guess wat she said to her daddy first? "Daddy..my tooth dropped in the class today!" O..=.=" so i acc her down to the garden and came back home after she had settle down with her work...maybe i shall go down later and see if her daddy has came back from work yet..

i pity guys who doesnt get the appreciation from girls when they have done something for the girls. Maybe the guys think that they have done much for the girls and over expected for some appreciations? hahaha but if all the stuff that u have done for the girlSs are truely from ur heart, would u ever expecting any repayment? i guess not.. anyway so dun be upset ok..i believe ur friends will realise how much u have done for them soon and i'm sure they'll be thankful to have a friend like u! so stop complainnin and just be urself la! =D

ARGHHhhh

I am thoroughly PISSED OFF. wat a freaking INSANE MORONIC jerk. HOW gorgeous can u be? such a petty jerk. i am not being unsophisticated or insensitive or not appreciative as u called it! but ITS FAR TOO MUCH .. why must u use the two words i HATE MOST to scold mi. wad a yucky jerk u could have met in this world. DONT joke when u CANT take jokes and when u joke, PLS DONT ended up scolding ppl. well i am not angry. i am really NOT ANGRY. cant be bothered if u care and since u've said who cares wat i care right. great.

the mentally and physically perishing Bao..

woke up at 8.30 today and studied the chapter heredity in the mornin, didnt feel like eating anything, but was forced to eat porridge as my lunch =/ wasnt really in the mood to study becoz i cant even breath properly with my blocked nose. -.- and it was time to go for tuition.. as i waited for the bus 173 for almost half an hour, i msg adeline and suggested to take mrt with her, but she insisted to take bus? so i went to take the mrt alone and den switched to bus again blah blah.. guess wat i saw as i alighted the bus? adeline and elson alighted the bus infront of the one i took and they didnt notice mi becoz... becoz.. they were..eh.. yeah =X and i know i've been the light bulb for like more than 1000000 times? moreover i cant talk much with my 'burning throat'..so i've decided to follow behind quietly as they walked to our tuitor's apartment..its was so fun watching them from behind..haha.. elson kept pushing ade out of the road and ade tried her best to push back ...then ade snatched the snack which was in elson's hand , elson snatched it back and pushed ade again..ade shouTed so lOudly and said elson was still like a kid..hahahaha next i saw elson's hand was like searching something at the back of ade? =X eh..hmmm.. ok let's skip that part.. elson saw mi accidentally but he kept quiet and he grinned.. as we reached the apartment and elson was about to leave..ade turned back and...scReamed!! i guess she was scandalized? becoz she saw mi instead of elson..wahahaha and elson laughed so damn loud eh...ok... i was so sleepy and tired throughout the lesson that i didnt manage to absorb anything.. so the tuition was over and met alvin after that.. he suggested to eat but i turned him down by saying 'i can acc u if u really want to but i dun feel like eating anything.'..as i was really dying from the block nose..so he bought some bread for mi and himself while sending mi home..and again, i was forced to eat when i didnt have the appetency to take in anything..anyway thanks for that i cant take things for granted ya.. upon reaching home..i ate a medicine and started doing past year chem paper..but felt asleep as soon as i took out my pen..zZzzZz i got a 'dae dReAm'..haha woke up not long ago and found out that i am alone at home again..eating porridge now..yUmmi~=.= and yeah..not feelin much better after sleeping..wasted my time sleeping man! ok... better swallow down this soft food fast and bath early tonight..ooooo..all my untouched chemistry papers are still waiting for mi!! flu.. i beg u go away.. i dun want you pls..pls leave mi and let mi study.....

tOday is saturDae

hmmm.. how fortunate i am to have a flu sore throat and cough during this crucial period of time..
was on the phone with one of my flautis mate..she's really talkative man!! haha can almost take over mi.. hahahahaha and she's soooooooo lame! really enjoy talking to her and we must thank each other for the encouragements we gave to each other.. =p we cannot spoil the reputation of the flute section yeah...
Well it may be fun and i will try not to run away and hide..my time has gone too fAst and i think i have got to get away ..let these inconceivable feelings fade. this is wat i have decided. the insenate mi, how can i have such moronic feeling in mi..! no Way! not going to let this inaccessible witless feeling grow any further! no way!

Moddy Night

weLl..this message is colourless.. becoz i am feeling rather dull..was stupefied when Mr Wong called mi and as usual like last time, it lasted for about 1 and a half hrs.. i was perplexed but its cleared now. i was in a chaotic state but its slightly better now..gotta thank someone for all the help that has given to mi (not to mention who that person is). like what Mr wong said, since i have come so far..the more i should not give up..its all my 4 yrs works and left with about 1 more month to complete it. Althought i have decided not to give up, i guess i still need some time to regain my confidence..hope i can do it by tmr..i gotta wake up with a big smiLe tmr! yeah..TomOlo is another day! yeah.. smile.. smile naturally! we shall see....

tOday is Friday!

no wonder someone came here and asked mi to visit his blog la.. its full of nonsensical ShIT!!!!!!just making mi sia suay nia! ...idiotic. hey u! u know who i am refering to, u moron jErk! make it clear that its not my TEstimonial but suppose to be ur diary la u dun have to tell the whole world about mi! dumb ox!
TRAcY Ng xIu XIu.. stOP being a kpo vice president of student councilor ok?! saY wat u mEAn, Mean wat u Said but dun be MEan in wat u SAy but!!!! heehee i agREe with u that when u saiD "chERyl HOOn S...!" =X cheryl: dun think of taking revenge on mi ok!! becoz that's not what i Said but its wat i MEan onli! WAhahahaha...
25 days to O'z and i have not started with my revision..i dunnoe sUb to staRt with!!!!! arh!!! hmmm think i gotta plan it and its realli the time for mi to settle down and start work.. time is running out!

Today is thUrsDAy!

Just come back from my root canal Treatment! it WAs so paIn!!!!! ARgh! o yeah! ThanKs to RiTA fOr all hEr helps! =D
Lynn Ah.. WAtever had happened to u? why are u so mad at us and even said We are cowArds? pls control ur attitude girl..and pour out the watever problem that is in u la.. let's solve it! =D
Ok..someone is pisSed! haha pEtty guys are getting more and more nowadays eh! be CAreful and dun get ur arTEries and Veins and CapillAries burst ok! =X

tRAcy Ng

hEY tRAcy ng.. sO how's my ugLy and sUper simPle bloG at the moment? please dun laugh at mi tmr when u see mi in school! oh..u wont be seeing mi tmr..hahaha i am going to pontang! =X and dun compare my blog with hoon ok! this will be so much much nicer and much much more professional than hers after O'z! =P

-=UglY bLoG=-

the pro, JunWei said just bear with my blog layout now if i am really desperate for it and i should waste time no more for my O'z -.- which is true! so i am gonna leave this ugly blog as it is now until examz ovEr~ =D this petty, act cute and immature cHeryl Hoon is the 1sT readeR of my blog!! WOwow!!!! love her! ~.~