its been a month, just like a blink in the eyes.
October was a real stressful one &so far, November has not been good to me either. fml.
Sometimes, in order not to fall apart, you have to let go of what keeps you together. etc. happiness; quality time; ..
Yet, lying is so done with words and also with silence; they're falling apart as time goes by.
She tried to salvage the relationship as soon as she realized the problem. But, its too late, things change and so does human beings. He puts the blame on her whenever she takes the chances. He's tired to bear her grudges and there she goes again, all by herself helplessly.
The only people she needs in her life are the ones that prove they need her in theirs. She thought that she was at her starting line of the rest of her life but the cruel fact is, she's far from that still. Pain is the weakness leaving the body like they said it. She needs to be strong and independent again before moving on.
It isn't about finding herself but creating herself around him. She needs a break as the going gets tough on her.. maybe she's exhausted and too tired with everything; her job, her studies, people around her, and him. She's too afraid to bother anyone, especially him.
Mistakes only make us stronger, she'll be fine.
