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i am suppose to update! yeah.. i am here to update my blog.
Woke up at 11+am today by my mum. She called mi to book the air tickets and after which, i called someone from a company for interview. it was 12.00pm and that person wants mi to reach jE at12.30pm!!!wt.. i wasnt even have my breakfast and get changed!! ><
Met 3 animals and we went to pjc becoz ade wanna appeal from Ij~ and den while i was waiting for ade in the office, a yandao appeared from out of nowhere! He was in Fuhua Sec uniform and i heard he said that he was there to appeal into pj! ManZz. ADe Lynn meLissA GinA SAmantha and i were sitting and chatted outside the office for awhile and it was honestly boring. -.-
den together with the 3 animals, we went to turtle's house and her mum prepared Chicken cHop for all of us! yumMy!! was so DAMn DAMN full. ok.. i ate one whole small box of crispy duriain. =X den i ate quite alot of rubbish also. haiz!!!!!!!!!
AmAnDA called in the Evening and told mi about the Pri. Sch class gaThering on 27th this month.. kinda shocked to hear that so many of them are keen to go~haiz.. so am i la.. but i am NOT holding any job + i am bROke!!!! ><

End of my entRy` my entries are getting shorter~but the period of time i spend on staring at the monitor is getting longer. i Wonder wHy

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made an international call in the office today but got scolded by someone over the phone~! >< but the phone call is not mean for him anyway. hmpf! have been wasting my time in the office since the past week and dunnoe who long must this last..

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Wah sEh~~ yesterday was really a tired one. together with lynn toured around Singapore. Walked from outram part to china town to clark quey. saW so many things! wasted about 2 to 3 hours in MOM. >< den we went to bugis and WAlked to beach rOad to send her cam for repairation. aFTer which we WAlked to Sim lim square to buy my webcam and den we went to orchard and find Adeline~ adeline, for being a sales girl there was so SO So fierce! and she didnt even recognise mi and lynn who were just standing right beside her when she was hanging the cloth so damn hard! loLx surprisingly, Jeric was the one who recognised us first. Then we did stupid things in espirit. =X

today. slept at about 5+am and Lynn came to my house sOOo early at around 11+am >.< of coz i was still sleeping~ so she watched vcds while i was still sleeping`~ woke up at 1+pm and we went for this job interview in this big company called... oopz forget! its recommended by Goi Khai. haiz, was so disappointed about the interview that i didnt realise i was having a job interview during the interview. all my answers to the manager's questions were craps. so the chance for mi getting that job is 1%? it spoiled my day.

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good to say that didnt rot at home in the past 2 days..been to the library for both days. yesterday was alone and i just sat there read my story book for about 3 hours. saw Finian, Liu Yun and blah blah blah... "Eva Rice' i was reading.. its kinda interesting and i wanted to borrow home. but.. but... but... no lib card! -.- so i went to apply one today with Lynn and den we went to look for books about bio tec, bio chem, architec and chemical engineering blah blah blah.. they were boring boring and boring except biochem. yeah. this caught mi ^^

how sad to hear that Boy A has got Boy B's almost gf. and Boy A is the best friend of Boy B. saddest, its all our good friends including the girl.. luckily ade and mi stopped melissa from falling into Boy A. He's really bad. lets dun talk about that bad boy.//

ok another one i am talking about now. One who doesnt know about manners, never reply msg.. no matter in MSN or in ICQ. One who doesnt suits the word Gentleman. One who doesnt fulfill the promise that has been made.ARgh!!!!!!!! this is driving mi crazy. who the hell is that?! i also wanna know. yeah.. i dunnoe the one..really dun know! how am i suppose to knoe One when ONe who doesnt wanna talk. this isnt going anywhere, NOt even net friends right. A friend of mine has mentioned something b4 and thats exactly wat i am feeling....

"sometimes it really kinda sucks when you feel wad u have done isnt being appreciated. u go so nice so friendly to them.. encourage. help. treat them and all. but then, they just dont appreciate it. acting as if u owe them that favour and that encouragement and that friendliness"
"wads wrong with being the one who puts in the effort? it takes two sides to do the trick la. works the same for any relationship between friends or lovers. simple huh? dont make the guy do everything, dont make the girl do everything too... it just takes awhile before one of them gets sick and tired of starting conversations. it gives wrong impressions also. girl or guy keep on messaging guy or girl, wad would the opposite sex think? think abt it huh? takes two hands ta clap. takes two person to build a relationship. be it friends couples or wadever."

yeah..exactly wat i wanna say now.. so damn pissed off!!!! >.<
wat an idiotic moron found on earth.

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Finally bought a violin today. just then i discovered the supER complicated fingerings of the Violin.. stunned by the 4 strings. there are 32 notes on just 4 string!!! as challenging as the flute~
.. hope that by learning the violin can replace the emptyness in mi.

graduation ceremony in e Band

yesterday was a really tiring one.. most probably was becoz i didnt sleep much the day b4.. but it was quite a meaningful one. sad to say..its my last performance for T.S.M.B. i guess.. but i will visit the band as often as i can when i am free~ i promise

How wonderful~ my juniors hated mi as i used to be a fearsome senior and now they've changed. i am kind of touched by them as they seem to understand my hard works now..xlol its really hard to ACT fierce when i am a FAMOUs joker u know.. hahaha ok they started dun want to talk to mi and talk behind my back amount themselves..its..hmmm its heart breaking -.-
i have faith in them and so i nv give up, i HOped they would understand mi one day. Though hope is frail, its hard to kill but as i conceive and i believe..i will achieve. i achieved. we joke, we help each other and we are so called Quite united now. -.-' hahaha Lin Yun ar.. wat a waste that u've missed this!! they give benson and i a pair of socks leh!! xlolx =.= other section's seniors even got MErci!!!! no.. wat i mean was that What a wASte u didnt get to see the way our juniors treating us now has been changed to the better..faster come back to Singapore and lets visit the band more lah! hahaha

If i'll to sit down and think about wat actually affected mi most for the past 4 years..i'll have to say its the band, through all my different batches of seniors and my juniors, our conductor and teacher in charge, WKW..in each and many many different ways.
remember when i was sec1, i learnt to speak BAd BAd BAD words, shirt untucked all the time, socks extremely high and flinge veri long. gotta admit that i skipped band veri often too. hahaha
but the discipline in band was damn strict back then and so i got to change my attire. cut my hair to shoulder length with lynn and started to tuck in my shirt all the time.. this have to thank lynn coz she's the one who influenced mi to tuck in my shirt somehow. she was a prefect and i was sitting next to her in sec2. lolx but something she didnt help mi was that she didnt stop mi from sleeping in class. hahaha she even joined mi in the dreamland! =X
ok back to band..due to the packed practices, i didnt have much time to mix with other ppl except my dear band mates and S6..glad to say that i have 2 sisters from band too~ heee band members are innocent i should say and i learn to be InnOCENt tOO!!! they are humble, they are trustworthy, they are united. most importantly they leave ppl such good memories that will stay on forever through our life~ if not becoz of band, i cant imagin wat kinda person i am now..maybe an "ah lian"? lolx damnit, i am innocent.
hmmm i gave up once when i was sec3. i wanted to quit band becoz i didnt want to spend so much of my time on it. practice non stop day by day for sYf and also due to alvin's complains. its kinda disappointing that he didnt support mi actually but its alright now becoz i pulled it through with my band mates and teacher. really have to thanks everyone who stopped mi from quitting the band that time. especially Mr Wong KW.. he's naggy but he's good. not onli that he stopped mi from quitting the band but he encouraged mi not to give up on amaths when i was lost if to continue taking amaths. perhaps he knows that i will regret if i give up..and i am really glad that i didnt give up.
hahahah if i will to talk about every single things about the band for the past 4 years..it will be thicker than the story book Harry PorTer! lolx
With the passion we have towards music, we stayed on in the band for 4 years, music drew us closer and closer and we've become buddies, we put our trust and dependence on each other during and after SYF.. although there were ppl leaving the band b4 and after SYF, thanks for giving mi part of these memorable memories anyway.
Thanks those who supported mi and also thank mi for support ur, my bandmates. hope we will continue to support each other in the future as ur really do make a difference in my life~