tsmb

went back to tsmb on last friday together with pat, rongshan and melissaaa.
i was punctual for the 1st time and even got to slow down for pat! =p
reached clementi and noticed that i was short of 5 cents to take bus!!!!!!!!!!! arGGGh sacrified my 1 buck coin for that 5 cents. ><>
reached school and ate the same thing at stall no.5. so glad that the aunty and uncle still can remember mi and remembered exactly wat i usually eat. hahahahaha and uncle said that i got NU REI WEI le!!!!!!!!! wahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
its been long since i last met rongshan!!!! she's a tuition teacher now!! lolx i also wanna be a tuition teacher who's job is just to sit beside the kid and get money that's all. ><
mel came later as her school ended late and guess wat my junior mentioned about her!!!!! she said melissa doesnt look like a student in jc but a secondary school student!!!! wahahahhaa
mELISSA!!!!!! i pity u!!!!! we said u look like a primary school kid when u were in sec. school and now ppl say u look like a sec school student when u are in jc now!! wahahahhahaa try holding ur skirts into more layers and make it shorter!!!!!!! lololx
went to back and sat down to listen ms tan's lecture for the sec1s who cant decide if to stay in band or not. although the lecture lasted for about 1 hour plus, its not boring at all. in fact i miss those days when she gave her lecture on us and shaped our characters throught her merciless speeches and lectures. i admit at that point of time i didnt understand wat ms tan was scolding and lecturing about except keep thinking that she has mood swing and ap, till last friday when i listen the same things over again and finally i found her lecture is so damn meaningful actually.
i am glad that we have made it through. hahaha!
tsmb has left with less than 30 ppl now and i wonder how is it going to survive till next next year eh? Ooooooooooh so far the flute section is the most steady and strong section, it has faithful seniors and faithful jounirs who will nv leave the band. lolx
went to marina square with des after band and accompanied him to cut hair. it was soO boRED!! but wat to do! Eeeeeeer his new hair style sUCKs. wahhahaha have fun chatting with his friends who is more mature than him. hahaha got to see yandao too. i was stunned i didnt dare to crap at 1st becoz i was shy infront of that yandao. hahahahaha yes and i got insulted by that yandao jokingly and so i didnt care if he's a yandao or he's a gay anymore that i started cracking my nonsense. back home at 9+ and des sent mi home, kns he slept on the train!

sat.. woke up at 1++++ didnt have anything to do except watching tv and tv, watched Mr. HongKong at channel 48, wow he's hot!
went to city hall to meet des after his alw lesson. i was late as usual and i stood all the way from cck to city hall. =p

new layout

this new layout is abit hmmmmm messy and kiddish yeah, but i DONT CARe.
i like u like. =p
time check : 5.00am!
YWANXXXX.
pat! dun blame mi if i am late later. -.-

band camp

i am back from the 4days 3 night BAND camp!!!!!!!

sunday : i was so tired that i didnt have enough of sleep the day b4.. woke up late and luckily alvin fetched mi to school so that i dun have to carry so many stuffs on the train and rush to school/ -.-
and becox of AGM and banner thingy and queued up to bath at night.. it dragged until 4+am b4 we can actually sleep on the hard floor with sleeping bag in the super cool air-con room. -.-

monday : woke up at 7.30am sharp!!!! the 1st time i woke up immediately after someone tried asking mi to wake up early in the morning becoz i knew that no one is gonna wait for mi and i will be blamed for not waking up on time. lol had breakfast at fc3 and back to bandroom..
practice and sectional and practice and sectional...worked on section competition piece non stop.
it was really veri tiring and tiring. felt like collapsing down for a few times. exhuasted becoz of the lack of kunzing. -.-
section shirts design at night b4 we can sleep.. oowwww ugly design.......wat to do, i am bad at drawing. -.-

tuesday : woke up at 6.40am on my own!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1st time of the year ok!!!! received msg from weijie saying that he'll be coming back to sp for his graduation. suppose to wake up at 7.30 but i've decided to go back home at 7am and took a bath, had breakfast and rushed back to school b4 8.30am! met weijie for awhile and he asked if i wanna go into the conventional hall as well but i've decided to go back to band by9am to have woodwinds combine practice as i wasnt wearing formal clothes. lolx i didnt choose to slack eh!!! ^^
had IBM quiz at 1pm.
=X woodwinds combined practice and sectionals on section com piece again............ and finally its section competition night.
i was at my cool in the beginning and went tensed up later and kept back my cool in the end.
i didnt manage to play my best. but suprisingy flute section got 1st in position!!! was really happy and smiled uncontrollably hard upon hearing the result. i saw tears in tanny's eyes and tears of sone members dropped.. \
congratz
2nd was te clarinet section and
3rd was the percussion section.
after which we went to clememti and supposingly to have our supper there but ended up drinking there instead. seniors bought a cake for k'miang's birthday and chatted abit there. went
back to school at 11.45pm.. school gates were all closed by then and we walked from mrt station all the way to gate 2, which is located right behind T11.. cool huh.
helped out in the banner abit, really abit and went for AFM till 3am++ in my opinion it wasnt really wise to have AFM at such time as everyone was so shAg. i couldnt help kept falling asleep. =X

wednesday : woke up at 8.15am today!!! packed bag and ready to go......... to the bandroom for practice. gOSH i was so shag that i even felt asleep during combine practice..
and FINALLY, debrief of the camp at 12.30pm!!
again didnt have to carry all the stuff on the train to go home becoz alvin came to fetched mi. really thanks him. slept for 6 hours++ straightaway upon reaching home and having lunch.

feel so refresh now!!!! hohohohohohohohoohohoho ^^

going for IBM camp

shoo.. ever since when my blog has become a so public blog, ever since when i started to blog about every single detail about my day, ever since when i started to blog about my feeling and now i am taking all these back that i dun wanna blog about my feeling, i am lazy to elaborate all the things i ave done of the day.
i am so surprise to see lynn's name here in my tagboard and she said she miss mi lots, yes and i feel that she's just saying for the sake of saying. i dont appreciate this at all. even adeline, who has got elson's strictly control over everything she does everyday, tries to meet up with mi, even xy, who is so busy with school and sc, tries to msg mi and chat with mi online, even melissa tired to come my house and vist mi b4, but too bad it was the wrong timing. Counting back how many times i have asked lynn out and how many times she has rejected mi becox of this and that, i feel so bloody sick of asking her out again. wat's all her life about now seems like just consist of studies and church. so much so about it. Lynn choo kailin!! here is a warning: u better get started asking mi out or i will be still pissed with u. ><

i am off to my 4 days 3 nights IBM camp, starting from today~ shhhoooo~

CADD

its EcT yesterday, the paper that i spent longest time to study on, which is about 2 hours in total. anyway, its not diffilcult, i mean its not difficult to fail. -.- u'd just get so damn bored sketching figures question by question!!

another test today! - CADD! hmmmmmmmm i forgot how to draw a floor pattern with the function polar in this microstation programm! and yes, the rest was ok i suppose. 3 hours is definitely not enough to draw out everything accurately and perfectly for mi! -.-

its LAW tmr!!!!!!!!!!! OMG

food poisoning!`

Pheww i was so lucky that i got high fever on the day b4 my test and during my test!! i was so lucky that i got food poisoning for the 1st time in my life! cant really recall wat did i eat.... think becoz of the cornFlakes most likely ><>
despite this shity condition that i am in now, i went to sectionals today. and went back home straight. -.- lazy to elaborate.
well... it seems like i've lose the mood to blog with the hazzle busssssy life for mi nowadays huh.. i dun understand why am i so busy when i dun really bother about the term tests and school.................. =.=
i am no longer in the age of sweet 17 like others, needa adjust my life to a more purposeful one thou.

life

it can be simple yet it can be complicated. there is fate and there is destiny in it. i just realised that i have never understood it b4 - Life.
when things happened as expected, we called it simple. when things happened under unexpected circumstances, where we are still perplexed by it, we called it complicated.
happy moments occured and left behind with memories, tragedies happened and left behind with scars, unbearable scars.
why is life so complicated, one feel stress becoz of depression or one's in depression becoz of stress? do we feel sad becoz tragedies happened or becoz of wat happened in the tragedies?
in life, most of us take happiness for granted and what happen when there's a hard knocks? we complain and we regret.
we always see hardship in life, be it it happens on u or people around u, especially for responsible individuals, its cruel and its merciless, its painful and its totally unwanted. yes and life has something called fated somehow. we cant change things that already happened. we have no choice but to leave it behind and look wat's infront of us.
life is so complicated yet so simple.
so have u gotten a better idea about life?
i dont. -.-

You say that love is nonsense....I tell you it is no such thing. For weeks and months it is a steady physical pain, an ache about the heart, never leaving one, by night or by day; a long strain on one's nerves like toothache or rheumatism, not intolerable at any one instant, but exhausting by its steady drain on the strength.
It is impossible to love and to be wise. -.-

cried again.

im totally out of my mind, ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! just cant focus on my project.
i so HATE guys who hang up girls' phone calls and my boyfriend is BLOODY HELL one of them. wth.
simple request he ignored, immature behaviour he acts.
wats the point calling mi back and hang up the phone and when i called back, he BLOODY HELL hanged up without hearing mi saying anything again.
i am just so PISSED OFF now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he knows and he BLOODY HELL dun even bother.
this is wat u want and BLOODY HELL u choosed this for urself. the most i will get over it.
let my mind conquer my heart, just like O's, stay FOCUS on everything i do and obstacles will go naturally. STAY FOCUS!! i am doing ppt sildes for RWP presentation. stay FOCUS.

i had a nightmaRe

eh. i had a nightmare yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah lao -.- ....stupid nightmare.

school was quite productive today` as in the lecture in the afternoon~ although i didnt late for the morning IDEA lecture but i fell asleep in class -.- it was indeed boring hearing the same thing over and over again.
ECT&P in the afternoon. time past quite fast as i was busy drawing the figures and dropping down notes from lecturer. ^^
term tests are coming!!!!! i know nuts about my law and building science and ECT&P. Generally, i know nothing. lolx gotta study.

Lydia was complainning about his bf since the morning.`~ -.- bad bad bad bf. but mine no any better too.
they quarrelled over the phone after school and lydia cried ! MAnz. the guy asked her to SHUT UP and hang up the phone while he was the one at fault in the 1st place. haiz haiz haiz haiz shall not interfer so much.

xx

was so hungry while doing project alone just now~~~ yes!!! and i am SOOOOOOOO FULL Now!!!!!!!! BOoooooooo ^^
went to have supper with XiaoXuan~`my pri school buddy!!!!! so nice of her to come cck and accompany mi for my dinner~-.-~ anyway her house is just 20 mins walking distance to lot1. heehee`
was so full that she brought mi to a park behind my house, -.- didnt know that thats a restrauant and a park behind northvale. wahahahaha the park is quite big and nice.` it should be nice for an evening slow jogging i suppose.
man!!! she has grown SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much taller!!!! comparing to p5 when i 1st time met her, she was still @ my forehead and now i am not even reach her forehead -.- ARgh!!!! i gotta keep a distance from her as we walk as to get the same eye level. =X
its so nice meeting her again after so LONGGG so many years, in fact 2 years since i've last met her. ^^
wat to do..she was in new town, super duper strict school and now she's in acjc! super duper stress nerdie jc. =X
alright, time to continus with my presentation slides..

useless team leader

USELESS TEAM LEADER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmpf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOt doing anything, nOT getting anyhing organised, yet expecting so much during presentation!!!! i am starting to despite u! yesh! bAD blood and HARD feelings towards u!

tiring

O! phewwww Liting is playing the piccolo~! WEeeeeeee =X
well i have got a solo part to play. *><* nervous.
IBM concert has been comfirmed! its on the 1st sept! eh ppl, take out ur note book now, mark out that day and MAKE URSELF FREE ON 1st sePt, start saving 6 bucks and tickets will be delivered soon. lolx

talked to 'nae nae' yesterday~ its being long since the last time i smet him and chat with him. hmmm he said something that shoot through my mind and awaken mi on the spot then.
practically the reason why i'll go to school nowadays is just to mark attendence. -.- and he said that i come all the way to singapore is just to mark attendence. hmmmm hmmm i feel shame k!!!!!

kinda stress these few days =/

time to do my hw.