It isn’t that I did not stand up for myself. Who likes being cheated on? It makes you question your worth as a woman, as a person even.
It’s only that I loved him so. In retrospect, maybe I was stupid. But when I questioned him, he’d lie so truthfully that I wanted to believe every word flowing from those lips, backed up earnestly with his pleading eyes.
Of course I knew, girls aren’t stupid. It takes strength to allow yourself to believe the truth. Especially when it hurts.
No one could love me like he did. When he was with me I had his undivided attention. We shared an emotional bond that I must admit this doesn't come across easy.
But what's the point when I was being faithful and he wasn’t.
Everyone wants what they can't have and desires something to give their life some added dimension.
My love for him is no more and which has diminished to non romantic levels understandably. Simply because this ain't the first time.
Nevertheless, I wanna wish them all the best. But..
The truth is that they broke up with their respective long term partners to be together.. finding tons of excuses to break up with me; pushing all the faults and blames on me; bringing me down to hell and leaving me being devastated..
I will give them my blessing..I hope this is gonna be their last relationship and they would change for the better after this. Who knows when karma will knock on these heartless creatures one day.
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