summary of the year

given a choice.
would you rather have a peaceful life.
have tranquil life but boring.
or
would you like to have a vibrant life with alot of heartbroken.

i was having a boring life and i was sick of it, i took it for granted and i kept complaining about it.
i wanted vibrant life, and so i thought i was lucky then. i tot it was fated. i tot i could have wat i want finally. so much i thoughts.
i used to have a bf who was so possesive that i wanted him to spend time with other things rather then every minute to be with mi, now, i have a bf who neglects mi alot alot. its so pointless.
do u believe in karma? i didnt believe in that, but now i do.

it comes from the ultimate, he no longer care. isnt there should be a clear line to be drawn between friends and gf?

anyway,
i can say that the year 2005 is a veri happening year to mi.
i got to work at hiro express on the 1st jan 2005.
was trying my best to contact km then while alvin lau and desmond lee appeared in my life respectively.
went back hk and china for chinese new year.
confession to km.
fire at next door during chinese new year.
back to singapore and collected o level result.
went out with desmond lee for a few times.
km's confession to mi.
stead with km and broke one day after.i dunnoe why.
grandpa passed away.
stead with desmond lee.
alvin koh appeared again.
got closer to the elderlis.
desmond lee broke up with mi.
patched up with desmond lee.
poly life started.
elderlis went for ns one by one.
happy moments for awhile.
heartbreakings started to come across me.
it was a lonely xmas and unpleasant year end.
happening year for mi indeed.