wat's wrong now?

wat's wrong now? how come everything seems like a mess to mi now. am i being over sensitive or did i over reacted for something which u think its childish?

the tone i speak is veri xia lan. are u 1st day of my friend? how do u link from those dates to this. i am childish but its better than being unreasonable. why do u always act like a soft-heartener at 1st and turn out to be a monster in the end. when i just got over it, u just started it again. why?..
i am childish being over sensitive initially or am i childish being petty now?
i hang up the phone, were u trying to scold mi? becoz u are angry with mi? i dont care. i hang up the phone, i didnt wanna listen anymore, it'll just gets us to nowhere.

u expect mi to say thank you for everything u do for mi, so that then u'll feel being appreciated and feel that all the things u've done are worth it. here it goes.. Thank you for coming all the way from katong to clementi just to look for mi. Thank you for making honey lemon for mi. Thank you for the changes u have made, which is sending mi home and walking slower. Thank you for saying sorry when u left mi on the bus. Thank you for helping mi in my hw. most importantly thank you for loving mi. do u feel that u are totally being appreciated now? do u love mi becoz u wanna feel being appreciated? do u do all the things for mi just becoz u wanna hear mi saying thank you?

u might think that i dun appreciate wat u've done becoz i didnt say thank you, but look, everyone has their individual personalities, u find it veri difficult to hide ur feelings and emotions, but this doesnt mean that i have to show you all my feelings and emotions purposely for u. we share feelings and thoughts but this doesnt mean that i have to tell u all my thoughts. as long as i know what's going on deep inside my heart and i will do the same to u as promised. i mean wat i said ok. if i dun cherish wat i have now, why should i bother to write this.

but one thing, i'm sorry for the entry which i typed yesterday night, its abit harsh. i didnt care about ur feelings b4 typing la. its my fault being over reacted.