vin is sad

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! later den i realised that i've said the wrong thing to vin. WAH LAO......... i hate myself being so childish and so inconsiderate. he looked so upset and stressed today. quiet all the time, expressionless, eyes turned red... wat to say.. wat to do... i am so ignorant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!! no wonder he didnt reply mi when i said such stupid thing, he should have scold mi!!!!!!!!!!! ><>
i am suppose to be there for him and support him yet i said stupid thing. should have scold mi!!!!!!!!!!!!! ........ why choose to keep quiet instead of scolding mi. i would feel better if u scold mi that time. i'll feel good if u hate mi too. wah LAO.
...HELEN IS SO INSENSITIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!