yesterday was tuesday

something happened yesterday!!!! all started off by mi, i sent dessie a 14 pages sms which was about my feelings and thoughts at that time. i felt suffocated and even suggested breaking up with him. guess wat, i dreamt of the same thing and someone told mi that i will regret breaking up with him now in my dream, that someone asked mi to wake up and sms dessie 0.O yup, i woke up from my dream and grabbed my phone, no missed calls,no msg. so.. i msg-ed dessie and asked if he had receieved my msg and he replied 'ya i did.' thats all -.- well i was freezed up by this replied and quickly i asked 'so u accept?' horrified that he'd accept the breaking up request. HOWEVER, inextricably and AMAzingly, he receieved the whole msg except the last part which was about the breaking up part! -.- cant deny anymore, its fated. he called mi and asked mi if i really wanna break, heLL no! i dun want to end so FAST, but i didnt say this to him over the phone, it was him the one who said these to mi thou and i was like 'pHew~can continue sleeping now'~lolx
met him after his work at cityHall, he was like so quiet la, manz kinda scary!! i tried bringing up the topic but his answers were either shaked head or one word answer, FACE was sO DaMn imexpressive and lusterless. had our dinner at Thai express, well his face was still the same and still that quiet. the food i ordered was so damn hot and spicy but didnt dare to complained as the atmosphere was ..yeah.. DEAD. after which, we took bus and he finally open his mouth and asked mi this question, "are u mentally prepared?" ! this gave mi a shiver. who knows this was just a trick! -.- den he bursted all the things out eventually. conclusively i told him that i dont wanna break. he said that i mentioned about he didnt care about my feeling and he asked mi if i got care about his feeling by saying this breaking up with him so easily, without thinking very carefully. manz! i was stunned becox i didnt know how to ans him. i should not say the word break so easily like in the passed, i guess thats why the relationship alvin and i had ended up like that. hmmm must learn to treasure a relationship yeah.

met weijie, alvin lau and mason after a movie with dessie. and this time round they brought another 2 friends, kai and benny. had our supper in geylang and went to kallang, yeah~ play car again. got to drive auto car this time, hahaha good for learning how to control a car with auto car like wat alvin said. i couldnt stop laughing when i was with them, bunch of lamers. lolx it was really nice to be with them, as they helped mi put my problems behind at least can forget about my worries momentarily. yup`~ they sent mi home after that and wooo, i fell asleep in the car -.- well, thanks again for everything, although i always refuse to go out whenever ur ask mi to, but didnt regret going out with ur afterall la~ instead, i am glad that i have this opportunity having fun with ur all. wahahahahaz groooooose? right -.-