TAn Eng hWee's wedding

met des at 8pm. had dinner @ nydc and left town and met li yong. went to meet mason, weijie, stanley, weikai, serene and benny @.. dunnoe where and acc them to have their dinner. went to marina south where its opposite of the whole raffles place. i promise i will nv have the opportunity to be there on my own`~ stanley's car got sTUCked in the hole when he was trying to do something stupid on the empty field. haha made ppl push push the car for him`. went home and ..

diu..slept for less than3 hours and got morning call from li yong at10am. weijie called at 10.30am and told mi that stanley wont be fetching him. wahahaha
met 4e2'04 at bb mrt station and went to St.mAry catholic church for mR. tan eng hwee's wedding.
the afternoon class gathering was cancelled. so followed stanley and weijie to fectch mason and adeline after the wedding.
they didnt know where to eat after thinking for about 10 mins? i was starving! -.- so we went to lao ba sai.
li yong and weikai joined us later, man. li yong's face was so pale becoz he didnt sleep at all yeserday night and he could still drove and made that stunning illegal U turn -.-
sent adeline to yishun, her friend's house for project. went to eat @ amk, i didnt eat =D
wanted to wait for adeline but they sugguested playing mj in weijie's house and my eyes were like closing at anytime, so weije suggested that i might as well sleep @ his house while they're playing mj. who knows i fell asleep in li yong's car and found myself was already downstairs of my house when i open my eyes. haha thanks.

reached home happily`~tot everything was fine and ok.. . i can say that des and i are on the verge of breaking up due to lots of problems that we found out between us recently.have 2 days to consider if we should carry on. i wanna think carefuly and i dun wanna make a rash decision like wat i did. yeah, love is still exsisting, but if breaking up and letting go will give us a happier life, why not? its better than holding each other back and make our life carry on to suffer due to all these stupid problems.
however, letting go is not as easy as saying it. especially when u are like so fucking in love with him.