ok.. so now i have wasted almost 1 and a half year on someone. someone who is so not worth my time to waste on. moronic bastard. i really hate him to the core now. words cant even express my hostilities towards this person. wah, i really hate him. how the hell i did that to tolerate him for so long? love can really stupefied a person yeah. and i am finally awake. so glad that i broke up with him last year. until now, he's still so unreasonable and nonsensical. Went to gym with him today, things he did were still as irritating as ever. i wonder when will he realli grow up. i failed to make him become mature. things i said and i kept reepeating.. he just wont listen and try to accept the fact.
why is he saying things like 'wa, so fast go stead with another guy, now i know how much u love mi last time.' to mi. ok, this did made mi feel bad but also made mi hate him more. i broke up with him like 5 months ago?? maybe his egoistical pride is busted like wat cheryl said. lOlx dunnoe whos the one who suffered in the past. being restricted from displaying own pic online, being forced not to chat with friends, being imprisoned to go out with him onli, passwards for all accounts was being forced to share, msg in hp were all read by him without my permission. ARgh!!!!! just felt so irritated and exasperated by him yet he's one who is saying himself suffered for 2 years. so storming eh.pls tell mi how did i manage to tolerate him for 2 years? yet wat i get is ..
i am so afriad to get into relationship again now, especially long relationship..it was a nightmare and i got petrified by this horrible nightmare.
althought a new relationship has just began for mi and another guy, but i've lost faith in relationship right now. sorry to say that but this is the fact. i feel that i am not ready and lack of the stamina for long relationship now, so to hurry mi would be a crime! lets take our time. hahhaa
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