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having real bad headache at the moment, argh.

But now, no longer did i care about the physical pain,
When it's nothing compared to the shit that starts up in the brain.
Things began to change, automatically, i fell silent and pushed people away.
without any trustable people around , it never mattered when no one wants to hear this kind of pain.

the nights never seem to end, i fake a smile and wipe my tears away.
I forget the truth. just another night in depression, too bored maybe.