time to be independent

hmmmm things are going to change from this moment onwards. alvin just went in to ns and mummy is going back to hk soon. its time to be independent again. yesterday was also my 6th month with des.
finally handed in rwp report and finished doing CADD. pheeeeeeew. i know its time to study as my 1st paper is coming right on next monday, 12th sept! yes and it seems like i dont have the desire and this urgency to touch on any of the modules, worse thing is that i know nuts about all the modules. basically, it makes no difference when i was able to reached school on time for lectures and when i was absent from lectures because when i was on time for lectures, i slept in class due to lack of sleep and i was absent, i wasnt in class! -.- for afternoon lectures like ECT, i would wanna pay attention and make a productive lesson out of it, yes and i couldnt concentrate due to the distractions from my classmates and buddy classmates. sometimes i wonder how did they do their o levels with this kind of attitude towards teacher and during lesson. they can should from right infront to right at the back like no one else is beside them. they can leave the lesson halfway in front of the teacher. i admit that i do disrepectful some lecturers or rather..all the lecturers, that i couldnt help to be late everyday, walked out of the class during lesson time for breakfast or tea break, but at least i do attend lectures no matter how i late i was and i came back after breakfast and tea break.
gonna work at the hello singtel @ bugis tmr. why am i always stuck in bugis? -.- there's one hello singtel in bukit butok also!!
i wonder when will i have the mood and time to study for the coming exams...
gonna meet adeline later and going to red hill to collect the handphones and going out for a dinner. or i shall say that we are going to celebrate our birthdays together.
LYNN:
its not true that guys can hold back their anger and handle their temper better than girls, becoz i am one example that much more patient than any other guys and i hardly get angry!! lol except for my bf la. different story, lolx
its not that guys can handle their temper better than guys, its just that they have to give in to girls thats why they cant u possibly show their anger at you, and they guys get angry, they will not show on the surface and tell everyone like girls do! they are from mars, and we are from venus, u wont know wat's in their mind. LOLx