earli celebration of 19th burfday with elderlis

6th sept. it was suppose to be my so called burfday. went back home after eCt and started doing my report stragihtaway, its bickering and i have no much time left to do it. fatiguing day.
alvin called mi at 8+pm and asked mi to go downstairs, i was saying i need to do my report, maybe u have to wait. and later he msg mi said that the security guard kept looking at him and asked mi to go down fast.
wei kai and benny were sitting at the bench and i knew there shouldnt be just the two of them. but talked cock abit and saw uncle mason was walking out slowly with a cake on his hands. the scrumptious cake from bengawa solo was so damn cute, especially the chocolate slice at the side! i luv it! was touched but nv cry. lolx after which, they brought mi to eat dim sum``surprised to know that they actually remembered i wanted to eat dim sum and i onli mentioned once infront of them.

thank you.


torchlight from alvin.
why torchlight?..its because i am scare of the dark and he knows that he wont be there for mi anymore as he's going to ns from tmr onwards! 8th sept. he wants mi to feel as
calm as when he's there while i'm holding this powerful mini torchlight from him. touched once again and i felt like crying, whatever happens, but i didnt. basically he doesnt wanna soo mi cry and he was talking so much cock that stopped mi from crying. i asked him, if given a chance, would u want to see mi cry over the webcam or in real person. he said none, dun wanna see mi cry at all. ok..
talked about personal stuffs and about my time management, band and more..

alvin and i, thank you for everything..

conversation with him was interrupted when des called mi and told mi about a sms that i didnt recieved then. i cant stand the rudeness he shown mi recently. but i've been keeping quiet.
to mi, i still think that wat was i doing outside is way more important than wat time i actually reached home. and he insists to think that it will be fine as long as i reach home early and he cant be bothered wat did i do outside. wth. the msg he sent mi but i didnt receieve then was to break up with mi if i didnt call him with my housephone by 3am. totally lost when he said that over the phone and so, ended the conversation with alvin immediately. moodless to continue probably.