cranky and lonely

i didnt wanna update, basically dun have the mood to.
yes and XY requested mi to update. 1St time Orh. miss her so much!

i'm a little cranky and a little lonely.
come to think about it..
a morning call, a call after school and a call b4 sleep is all i have in my relationship in normal days.
the no. of sms i received from different friends were so much more than which from him.
i received 0 sms from him today.
i am little splenetic and a little cheerless.
well that's about it.

realised that i would have this tendency to turn to him whenever i have any problem. however, he isnt there this time. and he cant do anything even if he's there.

furthermore, he wont be there for mi any time any where anymore soon. haiz..