of coz i'd want to keep upgrading myself, this thought of mine will not be affected be it with or without anybody around.

i need people to occupy my mind, ways to conquer my clock because its gonna be a long long long way to go.

Yes, i'm looking forward to start of school already!

why changes of ppl keep happening, hopping around me ?

A day deployment @ IMM m1 today.

its so super tiring standing such long hours after so long and imagine an operator shop onli sold 60 sets of handphones on Sunday! and 41 sets of which sold were Samsung! OK, it was because of the super good promotion on Samsung Z240 actually.

mummie came to find mi during work today and had Ajisen Ramen for lunch. So sweet of her to bring along some soup for mi as she doesnt want mi to have it late at night. (how she knows that i would be back home late anyway? lol )

met Karen for supper after work, i was suppose to put on a mask infront of her now but i didnt, i wonder why. She reminded mi something important that i gotta do right at the moment then, but i didnt get anything in return.

So often, we forget to remember stuffs that are so well kept in our heart and untouched for long like the beauty of nature, olddies and the LG globe. its almost been a year.

well, its raining like cats and dogs, mosquitos and ants, mouses and lizards now.

luckily Elaine fetched mi back home after work, if not i'd have stucked at lot1 again. ^-^
why is there no shutter from lot1 to northvale? Grrr

Thursday, 05-04-2007

its a public holiday eve, met darling xiapei after work and we had toriQ for dinner.
it seems like ToriQ is her all time craving food choice nowadays. -.-

walked a little and went for a drink after which.



our artistic pictures :


Guess what is she trying to do??


she's taking more artistic pitctures, lol :


and my turn to take a picture to sum the day :


on Friday, 06-04-2007

Ooo gooood Friday and the main thing is public holiday!!
how can i waste my time at home unproductively? so, i went to the gym and jogged for 30 mins!!! its been soooo damn long since i jogged in the gym and i remembered that the last i jogged there was with Cheryl Loon? b4 she moved out of cck? SO LONG AGO. lol

went Plaza Singapura to find Rina and went vivo to accompany Jeannie with the homie boy and anthony!

met this Moto Promoter, RuoCi, whos used to be one of Filbert's target back in starting of year 2 in poly and whos also Melody's 1/3 bestie friend! the world is so so so so so small. i must have fightened her with so many infomations i know about her yesterday. muhahahaha




back to Saturday, 07-04-2007

WHY is it raining so heavily still !!!!??? DAMN, steambost with mummie at bugis is cancelled due to this stupid heavy pour. ><
and poor frogs, gonna eat you tonight!!

I believe faith is trust, faith is a shield
When life is coming at you like a big storm, hold up the shield of faith
When everything and everyone lets you down,
faith will bring the way to the impossible (:

put in a little effort and be a little initiative, treasure what you have now before its lto late to amend. even a call or a sms?

extracting from an old entry of mine,

"With blanket underneath and the sky above,
I wonder why it is I never fell in ....
Silence speaks though my tongue retreats,
And dew lays thick on my hands and feet"

The sky grows gray like the thoughts in my mind,
and i look back at the road I've just left behind.
I stretch my arms and brush my eyes clear of sleep,
undreamt dreams are what I wish to keep.

As I walk back toward the road I see others running past,
the clouds they kick up in the air never last.
But no one ever stops running just to escape the world and for the dreams on their hands.

i am so inspired out of a sudden, inspiration from nowhere and nobody but myself!
see, i told you i needed nobody, but still THANKS to ppl who bother to ask me if i'm ok. (:

its like 'Suddenly i see, what i wanna be. Suddenly i see, what the hell it means so much to mi'

I AM THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE.

its gonna be so emo entry of mine, because i am feeling so moody today.
you can skip my blog and procceed to next if u dun wanna ur day to be spoilt.

i sit alone and watch, onli shadows dance around,
i hold my breath and listen, silence is the onli sound.
i tried to reached for some comfort, yet feel no embrace,
i can feel no hurt as i have learned to live with pain
and veri often, i wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane.

looking back in my life, regrets used to sound so foolish to mi but its not when theres no turning back, like definitely no turning back and no way to amend at all. It feels sorrow and remorse and both are sucky feelings.

so here i am again, writting my own sad song, a song about misery, a song about hope, a song about a problem and how to cope. Nobody is bother to care, no one is able to understand me and nobody is able to help, because my door has locked and my key has lost.

any amount of alcohol wont help mi tonight,
酒不醉人 人自醉
要拥有就先要懂得失去后怎接受

yes, theres no way out, no solution to it, so i'll just clear my throat, fake a smile, wipe away my tears and forget the truth.

on Sunday, 01-04-07

went kbox with Karen, had steamboat for dinner after which and had a mini conce rt after dinner, went to swim and we bath together!
and i shall announce that she's the 3rd girl who bathed with mi!




these are not real of coz. hahahahhaa

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v466/smartie86/?action=view&current=DSCN1487.flv
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v466/smartie86/?action=view&current=DSCN1486.flv

getting tired...


Monday 02-04-2007


the super messy office and onli smartie know where everything is. lol

Tuesday 03-04-07

Erhmmmm i am kinda sick of Wanton Noodle as breakfast now ><

and thats why i added an addidtional of a packet of ice milo today. Weee





Bon Voyage

finally, i understand how it feels like in a strained 3D sphere with different meanings and feelings all around.

fascinated, captivated, then we exhausted ourselves thinking what actually we want.

a basic general truth that underlies a system of morality is enough to help mi live my life.

thou its no harm reading self-improving materials but sometimes i feel, they'd only cause confusions to you.

set a goal with the right princlple, go ahead onto the ever changing road with the unchange principle is wat we need i guess.

had a mini farewell lunch with the property officers in Dover Parkview yesterday after work!

we ordered Curry chicken buns with some other side orders from the 'Golden Pillows 933'.

delicious!

Ohhh anyway, today is April fool's day, be careful not to be a fool!

this is gonna be a long entry filled with lots of pictures i guess?

its been a packed and tiring week for mi!

on Wednesday, 28-03-2007

went Double O / Obar with the usual gang and 2 Sony ericsson promoters.


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bumped into isabelle in Obar ^^







Entertainer of the night goes to Eric from Sony Ericsson:

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Off we went to eat supper after which at 3+am and we just left Eric outside of Obar with his one day new friend. mean right. hahahha

On thursday, 29-03-2007

all i could remember was TIRED that day as i only slept for 2 hours max? before i went for attachment at 8.30am!
had lunch at Swensen with colleagus at Holland Village and had dinner at N.Y.D.C. with Ex Sony pretty darlings! dragged myself to walk while shopping with the girls too.

a super sinful day with a body there was totally out of control. i GAINED WEIGHT AGAIN!

on Friday, 30-03-2007

Went to meet my Lecturer, Mr Yeo HK and XiaoYan after work at Plaza Singapura (yea, that place again, haiz!)
Ichiban Sushi Treat by Mr Yeo HK and did i mention that he went Japan for holiday for the previous 10 days??


and this is the little something he bought for us! so sweeeet~!




Watch 'Because i Said So' with XiaoYan after dinner at 9pm.

this is a nice show i promise! all the audience laughed throughout the show!

i am so sorry for the veri draft pattern new update i have got, life is so busy, time is pleasure to leave nowadays!

Until today, then i realised that actually i can get a Sundae Ice Cream for only 50cents with purchase of any 2 set meals from MacDonalds' Delivery!

but stupid (innocent) mi! i really ordered that Sundae and it was already half melted when arrived! -.-
ok, it means i will be smarter the next time!

yup ordered Mac in office for lunch today, like as usually, i was lazy to go out, especially the nearest ATM machine is at HOLLAND VILLAGE!

met my darling xiapei after her work, we were suppose to 'tou qing' la. =X

went Kbox with her.
Shiok! finally!! finally someone to sing Cantonese songs with mi!!! its been donkie years i sang so many cantonese songs at one go.
from Cantonese to Mandrain to English and back to Mandrain again and we are both voiceless now.
This time round, we've found something more ridiculous to entertain ourselve instead of taking pictures, glad that darling actually played along with mi. muhahahhaa
other than she always insist of using her membership card instead of mine, i LOVE going Kbox with my darling afterall!! =p

and a message i recieved from her on my way home "now i am voiceless. Zzz. reached home msg me ya."
WAH, its like i'm freaking long nv receive this kinda msg already except from my ex bf. muhahaha i mean to report upon reaching home. muhahaha i sound like a saddist? nope i am not. the rest usually send mi home instead la =X hahaha

finally i have news from homie honey today! so glad that u are still alive! (;

i think my entries are getting more and more confusing as they are getting more and more random each time i try to type a proper entry.
Catch mi if u can, lol.

gonna pom pom~