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bad things come smoothly when u are feeling down.


Took cab to bbdc and taxi driver went the wrong way after failing the final theory test again, realised that i brought out cash onli when wanted to top up my membership card, so gotta queue up and the miss who served mi goes -.- "actually we have stopped allowing ppl top up by cash in April 2006 blah blah blah........................." den finally book a re-test and practice session.
took cab back to lot1 and b4 that, 2 cabs drove off infront of mi b4 i board the cab, its either the drivers didn't see mi or my face was worse than charcoal that scared them off.


i want to complain so much, i feel like crying so much and maybe, i need a hug veri much! well, theres someone i can always complain whatever bad things happened on mi to my mum, but i cant possibly cry infront of her and asked for a hug, its just mi at this age, i wont cry infront of her and make her worry about mi, sad with mi. letting her know that i am angry is ok i think because she'd always give mi alaughes it off reaction.


i dun need a shoulder, because i have shoulders. i just need a pair of listening ears.
don't be mistaken, i aint saying that i am lonely, because i am kinda used to it and well, kind of enjoying too.
what am i talking about is that i've realised a few things, nope nope, i've ascertained a few things.
its a familiar feeling that i'm having.
absence, like always.
put up a brave front as usual.


i dont need anyone's sympathy, becoz i am not blogging to ask for sympathy, i am blogging because i've got nothing to do, so writting something to update with the veri emotional moment of mine.
pardon me for whatever.


good thing, this is still under a manageble situation of mine, just some drinks will do.