get lost, sadness

school ended at 11.45am today! not so early and not that late. didnt have my lunch in school, instead, i went home straightaway.

xiaoyan jie went shopping with her bf
darling pei working
Von went out with bf
sisters schooling
the unattached Helen was left alone at home!! ) :

so reached home at 12++pm, sat infront of this damn thing and searched for blog skin, yeah! faith,hope,love. all i wanted.
and this song, used 1 year+ b4 when i was still single then.

stoned and rotted at home for the whole afternoon then. Waited for a call, or even just a sms that neither of them sound my phone in the end. from 1 to 5pm ok, thats it.

But then, By then, starvation overwhelmed my anger, which was a good thing.
mummie bought back curry chickens and i had more than half of it since nobody was sharing with mi!

there is still not a single call or sms until now. such a bastard, such a fool, hope you fall down into the swimming pool! =p
i dun need your sympathy.

all i have to tell myself is; 'i'll be fine and i'll be alright, soon.'