isnt it better

Feeling can come as fast as u want, but it may go even faster than u expected~my feeling was being messed up by a guy recently. hmmm..didnt really mean to hurt him but i think its better to make him realise something early, which is i am definitely not the one for him. although i was being rejected by the one i 'longed' for..but this doesnt mean i'll go for others..not so soon at least. all depends on feelings.. when i went out with him i didnt think of him but when i went out with him to the same place i went with him, i thought of him and had a thought such that if that's him there..and when i think of him, he will appears too. TMD. rather worry about my result than over this troublesome thingy.