"Why am i doing what i am doing right now?
Why have i chosen to do this?
Is this what i would choose to do given the choice?
How am i approaching what i am doing?
Am i fully engaged or merely going through the necessary motions?
What else am i thinking about at the same time?
why am i thinking abouts?
what is the source of these thoughts and feelings?
what do i choose to think and do next?"
the questions goes in a circle if you've noticed and its not the answer that enlightens but the questions. After all, we are onli responsible for our own actions and there are many situations that we have no influence over at all.
the more items we possess, the more we become possessed by them, the more connections we try to hold onto, the more breaks are likely to occur, the most tedious of all complication is deception.
in conclusion, i screwed my term papers like no other! AWWWWW
Yesterday was exhausting for mi;
facilities maintenance paper early in the morning and 3 tuitions in a role after which; have been taking cab since its so inconvenience to take public transports from one house to other.
i felt even worse when i took a cab to this student's house and his grandma or auntie or whoever questioned mi why was i late and blah blah blah la!! Grrrrrrr SHUTUP! u know how ULU ur house is nort?!
couldnt even bother to explain further after telling her that my previous student was late & i needed to wait for cab right?!
This grandma or auntie or whoever came and talked to mi later; asking mi to teach her granddaughter as well.
FAT HOPE, NO WINDOW, NO DOOR, NO WAY!
met VVP after the long day and watched Triangle;
well, it's a LAME show to mi because what i saw was all about killing each other. VVP said it was interesting thou and it describes GREED.
Modern living has come to rely on more action than inaction. This is ironic, given the claim that technology would create more leisue time when in fact we have less time than before. Even leisure has become a high-activity event, leaving less time for real rest. Just like a rechargeable battery, it cannot be fully recharged until it has been fully discharged! so exhausted me slept at 10pm upon reaching home yesterday night and woke up at 11am today! what's more?
ACCOMPLISHED! lols.
Karen brought this home on one fine day;
its the new flavor: WaterMelon!! ^^
Everything should made as simple as possible but not simpler;
two more papers to go; *.*
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