This is my temporary bed in my brother's room since my mum's friend has came to visit her. yup and i am updating my bloggie while lying down on this temp bed of mine.
03-07-2007, Tuesday
i do dote donuts from the donut factory. and it simply made my day when zhengling, the super duper general monster who said we can have them! ^^
wwe arre dooingg prrroject ccan youu see thaat?
there we went to Dover Parkview Condominum for our FYP, but CM was not around and he forgot to inform mi about that!! Grrrr. so we just walked around the estate and comment (gossiped) about here and there before heading home.
04-07-2007, Wednesday
It was during our break time and for the 1st time, i slept in school during my breaktime!
Driving lesson in the afternoon and it was taken while i was waiting for my irritating drivinginstructor.
Watched Transformers with Steve in Jurong Point at night. Wwee pumped into Seline and Victor after the show and so coincidentally, they watched transformers too, in a different cinema. -.-
Anyway, Transformers was nice.
05-07-2007, Thursday
During break time and while waiting for Lydia..we, no. its I, I suggested to play with the camera inside this computer lab instead of online shopping.
06-09-2007, Friday
i knew i'd have this nerdy look changed at night.
Timbre, it was the same band there and the leading singer is still as hot as eva! =)
07-07-2007, Saturday
what a special day, 07-07-07, you get to see this once in a lifetime.
Deployment at m1 @ IMM.
She's Jamie from Motorala, Hell oo Hell o moto moto!
'Green' Tiramisu from Coffee Club by Homie boy.
08-07-2007, Sunday
great to have this young chick's company in IMM, time past slightly faster with her around. (:
09-07-2007, Monday
missed morning lecture again, yup its the 3rd or 4th week i've missed Monday Morning lecture.
i cant blame anyone except myself, for the lack of self-discipline.
and now i am having insomia again. i doubt anyone can help mi with this, 8th of the month again? but its already 9th, or rather, 10th now. and 18th is on its way. no link? -.- yup, take out ypur ez-link then.
I remember a type of quote people used to say but i never really understood it untill today. Happiness eventually falls on my lap only to look once more and see it gone in a snap.
My body is free to move where it pleases but I'm enclosed in the layers of my skin drowning in the words that I think but my body refuses to say. I am enclosed within my heart and my head, my voice is loud within but silenced on the outside. My fears are obstacles that are unobtainable. I never really know which road to choose as it seems which ever way i go, i'm bound to lose.
With each meaningless word I said, my heart breaks a little more because, my true self is trapped in a deep space. The space within has no way out, no windows or doors. The walls are as thick as the walls around my heart keeping me from being me. I screamed but it is heard only within the room i'm still trapped in.
As the joyous part of me walked right out the door, it seems I can't smile like before anymore.
I never show my true feelings which is why I'm writing this poem. But i guess that's the message i'm trying to send out is that, life will only get harder from here.
Time checked : 5.01 AM
adios, its time to turn in for me.
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