its more than a purpose or where i should go.
i sit here waiting for a feeling, something to guide me through this day.
i listen to the wind, i gaze toward the sky and i look to nature for a sign.
when i reach out for you, you vanished.
sometimes i feel you near and i set a place for you, yet, i know your journey has taken you far from mi.
why tragedies keep happening around me, to my friends, when such things are always so unexpected and they are all about the same thing. hais.
on the other hand, i am glad that i kinda over it now and i have the feeling of isolating myself from guys now, because they seem the same, just with different masks. Then again, you guys gonna defend urself by saying there are girls out there doing the same thing to guys as well, but non of my girl friends did that b4, so SHUT UP. and YOU! better be careful!
Friday , 29th Sept 2006
wat a tiring day in school, from 8 am to 5pm!
GEMS was alright, having the mindset that i have to know some ppl in the class in order to do the group projects, i think i've made more than enough friends in this new class. lolx almost half class of the girls, yup sadly no guys yet.
i was the 1st who entered into the classroom because benson and chunjie brought mi there, if not i think i would have a hard time looking for my classroom. haha
anyway i asked whoever (girl) came in alone later to sit around mi
"Hey, do u want to sit here because i am alone in this class too"
"oh, yes sure!" usual replies with big smiles =D haha
den we started chit chatting.
went to paya lebar with the company of tracy, we went to this pasa malam nearby sing post b4 des reached.
des and i had steamboat at bugis as dinner later. Not long after we have settled down and ready to eat and when i said "Steamboat might be more fun with more ppl eating together" to des, XIAOYAN called in and asked for the location of the steamboat place where i mentioned to her earlier on. blah blah blah, so coincidentally xiaoyan and junming joined in about 5 mins after she called. yeah hahaha
LOOK AT XIAOYAN's FACE, OMG. LOLXSaturday, 30th Sept 2006
Its an ordinary Saturday for mi to catch up all the sleeps i neglected from the past week.
went Ikea with mama in the evening and i called it a day afterwich, mainly a day for mi to rest.
Sunday, 1st Oct 2006
What a boring Sunday with nice weather! and thats the reason why i am here blogging! Des is in Malaysia and clever him, really nv contact mi at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idiot.
OH wells, i'll be meeting my ambiguosly les duo other half, Amanda for kbox later in the evening! its kinda last min decision of mine since we are rotting at home and onli chatting over msn. Hees.
its a form of healthy lifestlye. ^^
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