i've got the smallest eyes among them! ):


Last Saturday was SP Concery Band's 24th IBM(I Believe in Music) concert.



this pic is nice! (:




i miss the Flute section and the flute, miss playing music with them yea! :D


for that, i cant resist to play the flute again!! Therefore, i have ordered a Flute online, it will be delivering from America to Singapore, probably takes about 2 to 3 weeks time! -.- and i can play it as when i miss them, as when i miss playing, as when i am feeling down, as when i wish to!


i shall wait patiently now! :D

甄子丹(Donnie Yen), 謝霆鋒(Nicholas Tse), 余文樂(Shawn Yue)

the fightings in this shows is so nice! it worths 4/5 stars yea. some even commented that Donnie Yen's fighting is better than Jacky Chan's. hohoho


i am so dead and so packed with the data entry! 2720 pcs more enter. -.-
its $0.05/piece and i gotta finished up 3000 pcs within a week! jia you!

so busy to update due to the endless tutorials and reports! even when i am part-time jobless now, i find it even more tiring than before! ):


tests and semester exams are coming on their way too ):
i dunnoe the exact time for the tests and exam, because i dun even have the time-table for that! i dunnoe why i dun have while the rest of my classmates got it like 2 weeks ago! ):


so exhausted
gotta rush the reading recoard of 25 newspaper articles for CRS too. ):


i need tons and tons of good rest! ):

Green Forest, My Home.

as shown from the picture, thats the main purpose when i wanna watch the show so much. heehee

the prince of violin and also the knight of Sophie!

So fairytale, so full of trust and love. the knight and the prince.

^^

Finished watching the whole drama in these 2 days. hoho you can call mi lifeless now, onli staying at the doing nothing but watching vcds and sleeping. no clubbing, no dating, no shopping, no chilling out, no excising. oh ya, Singtel doesnt want promoters in their outlets during weekends, so i am part-time jobless as well. :(

However, i aint feeling depress, not dispirited at all. Well, i am just taking 2 days off from the endless reports, people and exhausting days in school. at least loosen up alittle. hoho (:

in this veri uninteresting and ordinary night of mine today, my mood was simply got brightened up when i came online just now.


i am indeed feeling happy for my friend who is feeling so superly happy and probably floating on the clouds tonight.


delighted for her
as she met her prince finally. cheers!

Every girl is a princess of in her own way and own dreams. the 2 most important men they are waiting for in all her life are her prince and her knight.


a prince to sweep her off her feet and live together happily ever after; when the prince leaves her, he took parts of her away too, making her to feel smaller than she once was.
while a girl's knight is always there for her. He sees the tears and unhappiness in the girl caused by her prince. He dries her tears and solved her problems. However, he knew that he cant be the most important in her heart.


And when prince upsets her, naturally knight comes into her mind and how she wish that knight can be right beside her then.
i miss my knight tonight, i wonder how is he doing now? Are you doing fine?
For a few times, i held my phone in hand, looking at ur name and with ur number below. Next , i decided to make myself occupied with other things else instead.
Well, i know u are always here, around mi. I miss how you look at me without turning your gaze the slightest in my direction. I smile, and you smile, veri gently. You made mi felt beautiful for once and you listened, you explained and you taught mi. Thank You.
remember you telling mi that without you being the bad guy, how would i know that i am a good girl. then i realised without u being the good guy out there, i would not know how bad i'vd been treating you. After days and nights of considerations, i've decided to be mean for once and for all. i never wanted this ending but i never wanted to see you continue suffering. forgive mi-


Other times, its so hard to see what its trying to hide. Just the same, I can do that with love, though I often convince myself that i'm ignorant of love, that i'll never really know what it is. I find my life is fear there, in the echoing that I will never be given the voice of true love. I dun know why I insist on fighting. Theres something in me, a girl, who believes what people say. She believes that some day things will be OK, and that all the good that I’ve done will come back to me. And, I wonder why it hasn’t happened yet. Why am I always so miserable, when I go to great lengths to pretend that I’m not so as not to burden others with my troubles?

i do get jealous of seeing couples going to school hand in hand in the morning, going home togehter after school, squeeze time for their partners even they would have a hard time managing their whatever later on, going for dinner after work, sending me sweet messages from time to time, just put a little more extra attention on mi.
shall i be contented becaues i've experienced all those before? or shall i be disappointed as my current bf do not want to do any of about mentioned to mi, like after 16+ months?

so much on commitments. oh yes, be understanding. he's staying miles away from mi, just becoz of this, we couldnt go to school together, couldnt go back home together, couldnt have dinner together after school or works as he needs long time for travelling, couldnt..etc. no one to blame, have to be understanding and there goes my simple fairy hopes in a relationship.


will anyone out there understand mi then? i don't want ended crying like a lone soul.

Just call me Cinderella, wouldn't you? Basically, that is what I always thought I'd grow up to be: a woman who would someday meet my prince; my soul mate, and we'd live happily ever after.


Someday, I'll be walking down a crowded street, the tingling in my stomach forcing me to stop and turn around. A handsome man will be standing there, stopped in his tracks, holding his stomach, and looking back at me. We'd smile and instantly fall in love. (fated, you know)
Perhaps it's just not the time for me to let go of those dreams, even if they do seem a bit far-fetched, even when i am attached. I have plenty of time to keep looking before marrige, right?


I took a walk to the park, where I'm sure to run into an old couple feeding the birds like today: I always imagine how they must have met and how they fought for their love through all the hard times. When he lost his job at the plant, she took the money she was saving for a sewing machine and used it to prepare his favorite dinner for him. When she got those migraines, he stayed up with her all night and rocked her in his arms.


When I try to convince that part of myself that life is not a romantic movie, she tells me every movie is part of someone's life. From that I reason that my happy ending (or my disappointment) will make a good movie. Actually, I know what she means: I should hold on to my dreams, because some day it will happen, regardless of the details.


Now, I don't expect my prince to ride in on a pony, but I still expect to bump into him on my way to the climax of my movie. Perhaps i've already met him, perhaps he's still on the way, perhaps that love will evolve over time, but, somehow, I will know "this is it." Perhaps.

something interesting to share :


To Dream of Your Future Husband or WifeCopyright 2002, Eliza Yetter
To dream of your future husband, place the four kings from a deck of cards under your pillow before going to sleep.


Similarly, to dream of your soon to be wife, place the four queens of a deck of cards under your pillow before going to sleep at night.
Another method for a maiden to dream of a future husband is for her to sprinkle oats over herself before she goes to bed. Then, as she lies down for sleep, she is to say, "Lover, come sow your oats."


hohoho, try it, after you. LOL

14th july 2006



watched this show and suprisingly, we met Gina and her Tim in the cinema, Gina didnt see us initially, and we were sitting diagonally behind them, des passed Tim the pack of fries he was eating and Tim bluff Gina that he picked up from the floor. lolx ~cold~
we meet this veri irritating women while buying tickets too, she was asking her son to take out money and pay for the tickets in a veri rough manners when her son looks like at the age of less than TEN onli. she said "you dun pay for yourself den dun watch!" WAH LAO! from his expression, i could see that the little boy wanted to watch the show veri much, poor thingy. and ORBASAN, pls treat you son nicer and teach him in a better way if u do have humanity and goodwill!
we heard her shouting at her son b4 the movie was started in the cinema later. -.-

anyway, the show is nice! well, some ppl said its meaningless and wasted time watching becoz there will be a part 3, i found it hilarious and exciting thou. hees think of their expenses in the show and the profit they have to make in order to call it a successful movie, do watch the show, its worth watching!!


15th July 2006

stayed at home for the whole day!!! woke up quite early at 11++ but onli had my breafast at 3++pm when my brother brought mi Mcspicy meal! ^^
well, i didnt waste my day rotting and doing nothing at home ok! i did some shoppings with my dearest amanda tan! i mean online shopping and some sewing works! ^^

1. 1. originally from a long white skirt in 2002 and edited into a short white skirt in 2003 then edited into this lacc skirts with some sense of vintage today, 15th july 2006! ^^

2. Sleeveless 3/4 dress into with some short lace around the collar and created small sleeves with the short lace! -satisfied- ^^

3. half done Necklaces of own creation! -satisfied- ^^

4. Long pants since 1998 and become short pants in 2006!! half done with laces and golden belt in the pic, and its Completed now!

5. Golden Belt (put as belt for fun onli!)

6. Mickey mouses! ^^

7. new personal mickey alarm clock! ^^

8. new bag with bag stripes! ^^

9. a completed short pants also, which is not on displayed. simply too lazy! haa!

enjoy your day dude!

don't seem to understand what is love,
don't seem to care what the heart is for.
i was told to draw a line around myself from you, by my mind.


happy times are always short, so short.
i try so hard to make a happier life while the cruel reality is trying so hard to stop mi at the same time.


Everything about mi has become so miserable once again.


till then

OH what the hell! i've recieved the attendence warning letter for the module: project management I already. -.-
i rememeber i was quite good in my attendence this semester!!


attended accounts in the morning today and left alone for lunch, (xiaoyan had something on and didnt know where the rest where.) SO mr nice guy, Desmond Lee came to meet mi at Dover since his lesson was just ended. We headed to Holland Village and had our lunch together at Crystal Jade, business was so good there, the serving for my all time favour, Tom Yam Ramen was quite fast thought and it taste as delicious as always! ^^


Mr nice guy accompanied mi back to Dover and then i headed to my classroom for measurement! so dead, -.- was so full and sleepy that i tried so hard to focus and not to fall asleep in class!
anyway, i fell asleep after spilting class for another lecture session. -.-


10 July 2006
something interesting!
we went for site visit during CT lesson at the new MRT construction site which is just next to National University Hosipital, it is called Kent Ridge Station in the future! the site was just nice in the process of excavation, wow it was really deep and its going deeper into the ground! estimated time to be completed is on 2010! cool.

on the left is the aminated picture of the future station!

the new line it is gonna be!

Helen and Xiao yan, we all hate that helmet as its freaking warm and gets mi agitated easily somehow.
xiaoyan ad benson.

a day at home!


time passed quite fast as i did some houseworks and report!
xiao yan jie and i have came to a conclusion that we'll rather be 2 in a group for all the future reports/project works. not that our group members are not good, just that we think our time is more flexible and thus we can get things done more efficiently.


anyway, met up with the darlings on thursday after the emicce thingy for BE's AGM, we went chinatown for the K-box there, for the sake of von as she's staying at tampines and xiapei is staying in boon lay and i'm staying in CCK. hohoho.
to relax and we had fun! ^^




tutorials and pmm project is left untouch for this weekend, simply too lazy to attempt to. i'm lack of sleep! tons of sleeps since i wake up quite early in the morning automatically, thus i want more sleeps!!


now let mi predict the future, Helen is 90% wont be attending accounts make up lesson tmr morning at 8am! Reaching at 10am sharp for Critical Reasoning Skill lesson is also a problem for her.


next, i'd need more more more more more joggings as i'm going rounder rounder rounder and rounder!

i was late for 30 mins due to CT report upon meeting him, the guy with the name called desmond lee, whose attitude is getting bad and his temper is getting worst! luckily Helen Guan has good patience! i was like starving and i followed him walked from cineleisure to tangs with that abnormally fast speed!! Grrr imagine theres a concert going on in my stomach by then!


anyway, things settled after not long after and we finally had our late lunch at sakura, it was really late, at 4+pm?
we walked around and back to cine there, as a flea market was going on there. mainly vintage stuffs they are selling there, and the weather is so freaking warm!!


in less than 3 hours' time, we went for my dinner at Jack's Place. -.- terrible? yes indeed!

mushroom soup, super! Appettizer, sucks! especially the olysters! My Steak with Catfish! ok, but couldn't eat the baked tomato, becos i was TOO FULL! Mr. Lee's steak combo my Peach Platter and tea. not nice.

another week of school has passed! nothing much special except CT presentation sucks, the powerpoint slides sucks anyway, it wasnt completed yet we were the 1st group to present. Nevermind, hopefully things will get changed in the future, change to the better!

Partner with Selina and be the emcee for the school, BE Annual General Meeting 2006/2007, for the sake of XiaoYan! hohoho, and she said expected the amount of audience attending should be around 40 to 50! who knows, it turned out to be 141 !!! they said i was shaking veri obviously in the starting,hees,it was fun anyway.





today is just not my day! things didnt go on my way at all!
i failed my final theory test! ):
anyway, congrats to Selina who has passed her test!! ^^


yeah, suppose to have deployment at Hello! @ Causeway Point this weekend, but Singtel requested not to have promoters in all outlets for this weekend! wth wtf wth! thought i'll be able to work again after 3 weeks of suspension can? was so excited la! ><


good thing, met up with S6 after the test,MElissa Yao YAO, LYnn and Adeline! went for jogging! finally jogged again after so long!!!!! lol although it was just 2 rounds but its GOOD ENOUGH!
went to re-filled my tooth again while the 3 of them went back to my house and bath first.
was being FORCED to go jurong point for dinner where CCK, lot1 itself has pizza hutz also! ): extra trips they put on mi!






-.- blogging lesser and lesser nowadays, simply too busy and too lazy!

such a wonderful weekend has just passed. ^^


went to Sentosa and Siloso Beach on Saturday, the weather was fantastic and seeing the sun rays sparkling on the sea water once again is super!

as usual, let the pictures do the descriptions:



Skyride!


cable car; ^^


Sunday, 2nd july 2006


hoho, there is this mini fun fair at downstairs of my house! 1st time see a Fun Fair in the condo! it was veri noisy, anyway it was quite interesting and i saw this 2nd hand vintage music box!!! like it but didnt buy, hees

Watch Superman Returns! its so increadible!! Superman will never die! so cool. -.-


After a year+, somethings are very clear now; yet, some are still as blurry as before regarding the future. nobody knows what's gonna happen in the future, NOBODY!