cheating bugs.

It isn’t that I did not stand up for myself. Who likes being cheated on? It makes you question your worth as a woman, as a person even.

It’s only that I loved him so. In retrospect, maybe I was stupid. But when I questioned him, he’d lie so truthfully that I wanted to believe every word flowing from those lips, backed up earnestly with his pleading eyes.

Of course I knew, girls aren’t stupid. It takes strength to allow yourself to believe the truth. Especially when it hurts.

No one could love me like he did. When he was with me I had his undivided attention. We shared an emotional bond that I must admit this doesn't come across easy.
But what's the point when I was being faithful and he wasn’t.

Everyone wants what they can't have and desires something to give their life some added dimension.
My love for him is no more and which has diminished to non romantic levels understandably. Simply because this ain't the first time.

Nevertheless, I wanna wish them all the best. But..

The truth is that they broke up with their respective long term partners to be together.. finding tons of excuses to break up with me; pushing all the faults and blames on me; bringing me down to hell and leaving me being devastated..

I will give them my blessing..I hope this is gonna be their last relationship and they would change for the better after this. Who knows when karma will knock on these heartless creatures one day.

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Year End - 2011

When the clock strike twelve later, people around the world will be wishing each other happy new year and cheer. For some, it may be just the event of changing a new calendar. But for me, it symbolizes the beginning of a new life.

I will never forget Year 2011 as its a huge turning point of my life. Lost part of me and been living with what's left of me since then.. nevertheless, i shall let go of the life we have planned and look forward to the new hope and love in this coming new year~!

For last year's words belong to last year's language and next year's words awaits another voice, let's wave goodbye to the memorable Year 2011 and welcome the new beginning - Year 2012 !

Cheers!

xoxo

Sudden Sentimental

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for us.

i'm only learning how to let go now.


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If you're guilty, admit it and move on.

Don't let guilt rule your thoughts and emotions. If you're accused of something that is wrong, admit your guilt, ask for forgiveness, and move on. Revisiting the scene of the crime does neither part any good, use your mistakes as a learning opportunity. If you are not forgiven, forgive yourself, and move on!

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Smple Plan - Perfect

...
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be

Love Paradise

You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you
through rain and shiny days
I'll love you Till I die
Deep as sea Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life be our love paradise...

FOMO

It makes ppl dread being alone and it's not healthy.

The only solution: everything in moderation!


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What’s the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable.

You are what you are and you are where you are because of what has gone into your mind.. You change what you are and you change where you are by changing what goes into your mind...

its a bad ending of February and bad beginning of March or im just having bad lucks.

Everything he said, was just another doubt.
She was never good enough.

Sunrise

When it is obvious that the goals cannot be reached, don't adjust the goals, adjust the action steps.




At last, I've witnessed sunrise myself after so many many unsuccessful attempts and after have been waiting so long for someone out there to bring me. I can do this all by myself!! :)

It's amazing and touching to hav finally witnessed sun rises thou it only took about 15mins to become rise&shine! Kekeks

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