the heart has reasons that reason does not know.

thinking about doing something and actually doing just that, are two different matters entirely. Enlightened action is born from thoughts but thoughts without decisions and decisions without action are onli idle reflections.

i am not in a good mood tonight. Actions without deliberations can lead mi to be inappropriate and unneccessary consequences started coming in.
i'm kinda tired and feeling dead. Monday and Rainny day it was and such a long day.

understanding from ppl around mi is what i need. wisps of wind and drops of water although small and soft will conquer stones and even mountains over time, words we said and tones we used although almost invisible and unintentional maybe, conquer every part of our bodies. A judgement made is a discussion closed, our minds tend to stay shut around out prior judgements, forming assumptions to take the place of new information gathering. WAT IF THERE IS NEW INFORMATION TO CONSIDER? If u are closed to new information you are unlikely to change your excisting judgements or views. So whats the point carry on talking?

i'm a changed person, going home has become the main part of my daily activity other than school and tuitions. Its not yet a complain i'm gonna type as i'm still contented with VVP's company. oh Well, you will never know if this is a good thing or a bad thing that has happened to mi. My destiny has been comfirmed and i'm going nowhere. YET, i dont belong here.

if things are not as you like, wish them as they are to be.

in order to check up on your state of mind, ask yourself,

"Why am i doing what i am doing right now?
Why have i chosen to do this?
Is this what i would choose to do given the choice?
How am i approaching what i am doing?
Am i fully engaged or merely going through the necessary motions?
What else am i thinking about at the same time?
why am i thinking abouts?
what is the source of these thoughts and feelings?
what do i choose to think and do next?"

the questions goes in a circle if you've noticed and its not the answer that enlightens but the questions. After all, we are onli responsible for our own actions and there are many situations that we have no influence over at all.

the more items we possess, the more we become possessed by them, the more connections we try to hold onto, the more breaks are likely to occur, the most tedious of all complication is deception.

in conclusion, i screwed my term papers like no other! AWWWWW

Yesterday was exhausting for mi;
facilities maintenance paper early in the morning and 3 tuitions in a role after which; have been taking cab since its so inconvenience to take public transports from one house to other.
i felt even worse when i took a cab to this student's house and his grandma or auntie or whoever questioned mi why was i late and blah blah blah la!! Grrrrrrr SHUTUP! u know how ULU ur house is nort?!
couldnt even bother to explain further after telling her that my previous student was late & i needed to wait for cab right?!

This grandma or auntie or whoever came and talked to mi later; asking mi to teach her granddaughter as well.
FAT HOPE, NO WINDOW, NO DOOR, NO WAY!

met VVP after the long day and watched Triangle;
well, it's a LAME show to mi because what i saw was all about killing each other. VVP said it was interesting thou and it describes GREED.



Modern living has come to rely on more action than inaction. This is ironic, given the claim that technology would create more leisue time when in fact we have less time than before. Even leisure has become a high-activity event, leaving less time for real rest. Just like a rechargeable battery, it cannot be fully recharged until it has been fully discharged! so exhausted me slept at 10pm upon reaching home yesterday night and woke up at 11am today! what's more?
ACCOMPLISHED! lols.



Karen brought this home on one fine day;
its the new flavor: WaterMelon!! ^^



Everything should made as simple as possible but not simpler;
two more papers to go; *.*

busy day traveling here and there yesterday! met VVP at westmall for lunch and had tuition for a pri 5 girl @ gombak.
meet VVP during dinner time while waiting for time to pass
on top of all, had a great time having girls-talk in the late evening @ Timbre!

we reached there damn early since the latest reservation time slot is 8.30pm and we got good table! heehs.



i always find that the marigitars from Timbre are nothing special and over priced. plus we didnt even finished 3/4 of the drink!


pizza; whichis always good unlike the drinks;;

finally, this is what we have been waiting for; yes yeshhh, the live band called 'Timmy'!

and heres the bad news: it was the last friday that 'Timmy' performed there, yes. :( no longer performing @ Timbre @ Substation from next week onwards! how sad right!?

no more yandao singer on friday at timbre!

oh well, not really yandao, but a super good voice he has.

and he looks funny when he smiles while singing. lols.

Gina tied this french platex for mi but i've no idea how to tie it myself still! AWWWWW!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO YAOYAO, Melissa YEO HUI HUI. ;p

Stayed at home with Karen for the whole day, simply i slept at 8am and woke up at 1pm. lethargic leh, did nothing but stared into the the com.

lol.PlainBoredom.


imma split personality genius too!

u know this happens to be in his dream;

VVP came in the evening time & the 3 of us watched The PlanGame @ lot 1, which was just released today.

it was stated that PlanGame is a COMEDY show but it somehow in some parts, it successfully made ppl tear. haaa. In conclusion, its a cute and touching show eh.

31-10-2007, Wednesday

yummie yummie;; my dinner.

packed & still packing;;

Karen is getting more and more cute nowadays.

she fell asleep while staring at the orange. LOL.

had my 2nd time tuition with this pri 5 girl from St.Anthony Pri. School. it was terrible and i'm so afraid that i will be stupified by her. [this is mean but at least this is how i feel.]

rainnny dayyy yesterday!

tagged along moi moi to Hi-tea with her friends at Zi Yean Grand Central Restaurant at Grand Central Hotel, its just behind Meridian Hotel.

all tha i could do was to eat because i couldnt be bother to join in their topics. Dim Sum there are SO-SO only, [as i mentioned, i'm kinda sick of Dim Sum and Sushi alr!] Nevertheless, their main course is not bad according to my moimoi, and their tang yuan is GOOD!

OF COURSE, why would i follow moi moi without a purpose, its SO BORING listening to aunties-talks. && all i needed was a signature to get my new phone after their Hi-Tea session.

Yeah, its W880i Gold said limited edition from m1. haaa. attracted to it since the first day it launched.

met VVP after which; the kittens at the social lounge there are getting more and more cute la! their head just swang to the same direction as VVP swang his hand with the food. muhaha

Monday;;

Project day @ VIVO City.

while doing project:

Darling Xiapei with her daughter, Dustee @ my place!

Started another part time job yesterday in the afternoon!
yes, i'm a home tuition teacher now!
unbelievable huh?
please don't be,because i am good! :p

i have a very big problem now, which is my pimple face! they are popping out on my face non-stop! AWWWWWW

Darling Xiapei brought from her daughter 'Dustee' and jimmy to my place this afternoon for PSP games, haa!
well, Dustee is her dog la, my 1st time meeting her and she's so shy can. took some pictures but yet to be uploaded!

anyway, some updates;;

small eyes vs small eyes;; lol


it was a sunny day;

i was so bored after giving tuition and seeing VVP study can, almost fallen asleep,

dragggged him out to have dinner, well, just a small break, he needed to eat anyway!
imma such a caring gf yea!

at least i enjoyed my dinner of the day; muhahahha

26h Oct 2007, Friday

Meeting my darling xiapie after school. School was a total waste trip for mi as the lesson was totally useless, this part-time lecturer should just leave and dont make our school fees a waste.

had late lunch with her after getting her donuts from donut factory;;

& moi art pieces; LOL

thursday,

lights coming from the windows on the wall;; & i am walking towards it;

well, it was so damn long since the the last time i watched movie, the last one was Resident Evil?

and VVP's fav past time activity is watching movie. So watched Brothers @ midnight.

Who said its a boring show? thou average age for the actors in the show is 40, its a good show afterall.

24-10-2007, Wednesday

Land Law test! hope its not as bad as wat i think i've done. -_-

met VVP after my test for early dinner;

ehhh; i'm so SICK of sushi now as well as Dim Sum thou both are my fav.

Faith In Smartie;




*Wave GOODBYE to Samsung mobile........... finally!

not leading a tai-tai life but its term-test time!

goshhhh its just less than 5 weeks since school started!

what's worse is that theres no holiday immediately after all these term-tests!

& FYP!!!!! (thou my group's way to hard wokring that type, still, the due date is drawing near day by day!)

awwwwwWWw.

outcome of sitting with one leg in between of the chair and buttock for too long!!

also, complexion is getting worse, VVP has been complaining non-stop and nagging everyday to ask mi drink more PLAIN water and stop all the junk foods!! yes i am trying really hard!!