gonna be a long entry maybe?

just came back from jogging, so while taking a rest...


ATTACHMENT HAS ENDED and school has just started!
OH yes yes, no more CHEAP LABOUR.


i see SO MANY new faces in my class today. WELL, getting more and more weird people around and i shall see the changes in them as time goes by, as u said 'ppl changes according to the surrounding', i shall see how firm one's principle can be.


Thursday, 12-04-07
driving lesson after attachment as mentioned.
met up Gina and Marcus for sushi dinner :)
chit chatted at mac for awhile b4 Gina going to the fetch her mum at airport.

Friday, 13-04-07
met darling xiapei for waxing, trimming eye browes and pedicure after work, and we hanged out at ........... yes yes! C.A.N. Cafe!
had a long talked with her, thanks darling, for the time and ur ears! :)

Saturday, 14-04-07

last day of attachment, felt kinda excited but i'll miss my colleagues at Dover Parkview!

Lynn's leg is fractured as she fell down into the drain when she was on her wat to meet Adeline Leong, pooooor thingy!

so went over to LYNN CHOO's place with adeline to pay her a visit. Guess what? there were nobody at home except for her maid when we reached her house at 11.30pm!

hoho. so as usual, we searched all over the place in the kitchen in hope of something to eat.

and see how much lynn misses us, our photos are all around in her room!

the BBQ Gathering for Xmass 2005, can u see that?

oh well..

any dandruff?

have you brushed your teeth?

surprisingly, i was the 1st to fall asleep while we were chatting, and all i could remember was one of lynn's questions, 'in wat age do you wanna get married?'

wat a native question right? LOL. i dont rmb mi answering it, and i dont rmb hearing adeline answering it as well.

but do you know where is peace secreted?

Perhaps the same place where chaos is defeated, where calmness is supplies.

There is one place that I know of, with peace, joy, and love.

And where pain is none, that place is where I am going - that is where the river is flowing, going with the flow.

That is where I am to go, where all are friends and no foe. Not that I am through, I know where I am going, do you?

i felt peace at last, no mind games, no mask, no brave front require, no troubles, no worries, no NOTHING. just be myself, like back to the old times.

although the other 3 shortie girls were not there, =X innocent, supportive, bonding, precious and love are wat i get from them, always.

and that was the only night i slept so peacefully, beside lynn, for the past weeks.

well, i miss this girl as well. hee. =) =) =) =)

LOL. i know i look like an idot, but it will be good sometimes.

don't be afraid if u look like shit when u are young, who knows u'd turn out to be a swan in 10 years time?

heres a very good example:

LOL. ok i am bhb. slap mi!

yup i wanted to renew my passport but who knows any person who are under 21 years old need to bring along their parents' documents as well, there were such a long queue at the Embassy can, wasted my time!!

At ICA building :

dull days i can see here, i wanna get out of Singapore asap.

my mok mok, sweet mok mok, cute mok mok accompanying mi to ICA and Embassy for the 2 days.

went to meet up the Samsung clique and some other brand's promoters at the GueSS Wat k-pub where Jeannie is working at on last Tuesday, 10-04-2007

*more pictures to be added and it was kinda boring as everyone complained, hahahahaha.

12-04-2007, Thursday

ok it seems like i'm taking the WHOLE DAY to update this entire entry because i'm walking in and out of the office doing all kinds of sai gang!

and thanks to Elaine, asked mi to follow this ANG MOH resident whos at his 20s up to his unit and try out a Lost & Found house key. He was so friendly that he kept talking to mi on the way up but still, it was so awful!!!! i mean i was so SHY!! =p

OK, to show that i didnt slack around, i took a picture in the car park to show that i've been there! (doesnt make sense?) LOL.


This is the veri auto & nice Lady i mentioned earlier, Elaine. HAHA.

later on, i was being caught having super "nice" position working in the office, HAA. and look at the messie table, this is to show that i have heavy work loads k! (even got toilet row, yup i do my business there as well.)

not long after, theres these 3 little girls open the office door and asking for water out of a sudden, which gave us a shocked, hahaha they are so cute:

Compare pictures anyone?

one was taken by handphone and the other was taken by camara:

and my retarded fringe, pls grow longer faster will you!!?

sorry, my face is pale because i dun put on make up to work nowdays. lol

gonna resume my driving lesson later after attachment, glad that my instructor has not forgotten mi yet. Haa.

btw, i've been losing my appettite these few days i dunnoe why. i cant taste anything in whichever i eat and if i'm to eat, i can barely take more than 1/2 portion of everything. This is not what i want but i cant help.

life has no meaning except the meaning we choose to give, den why not be happy always? =)

of coz i'd want to keep upgrading myself, this thought of mine will not be affected be it with or without anybody around.

i need people to occupy my mind, ways to conquer my clock because its gonna be a long long long way to go.

Yes, i'm looking forward to start of school already!

why changes of ppl keep happening, hopping around me ?

A day deployment @ IMM m1 today.

its so super tiring standing such long hours after so long and imagine an operator shop onli sold 60 sets of handphones on Sunday! and 41 sets of which sold were Samsung! OK, it was because of the super good promotion on Samsung Z240 actually.

mummie came to find mi during work today and had Ajisen Ramen for lunch. So sweet of her to bring along some soup for mi as she doesnt want mi to have it late at night. (how she knows that i would be back home late anyway? lol )

met Karen for supper after work, i was suppose to put on a mask infront of her now but i didnt, i wonder why. She reminded mi something important that i gotta do right at the moment then, but i didnt get anything in return.

So often, we forget to remember stuffs that are so well kept in our heart and untouched for long like the beauty of nature, olddies and the LG globe. its almost been a year.

well, its raining like cats and dogs, mosquitos and ants, mouses and lizards now.

luckily Elaine fetched mi back home after work, if not i'd have stucked at lot1 again. ^-^
why is there no shutter from lot1 to northvale? Grrr

Thursday, 05-04-2007

its a public holiday eve, met darling xiapei after work and we had toriQ for dinner.
it seems like ToriQ is her all time craving food choice nowadays. -.-

walked a little and went for a drink after which.



our artistic pictures :


Guess what is she trying to do??


she's taking more artistic pitctures, lol :


and my turn to take a picture to sum the day :


on Friday, 06-04-2007

Ooo gooood Friday and the main thing is public holiday!!
how can i waste my time at home unproductively? so, i went to the gym and jogged for 30 mins!!! its been soooo damn long since i jogged in the gym and i remembered that the last i jogged there was with Cheryl Loon? b4 she moved out of cck? SO LONG AGO. lol

went Plaza Singapura to find Rina and went vivo to accompany Jeannie with the homie boy and anthony!

met this Moto Promoter, RuoCi, whos used to be one of Filbert's target back in starting of year 2 in poly and whos also Melody's 1/3 bestie friend! the world is so so so so so small. i must have fightened her with so many infomations i know about her yesterday. muhahahaha




back to Saturday, 07-04-2007

WHY is it raining so heavily still !!!!??? DAMN, steambost with mummie at bugis is cancelled due to this stupid heavy pour. ><
and poor frogs, gonna eat you tonight!!

I believe faith is trust, faith is a shield
When life is coming at you like a big storm, hold up the shield of faith
When everything and everyone lets you down,
faith will bring the way to the impossible (:

put in a little effort and be a little initiative, treasure what you have now before its lto late to amend. even a call or a sms?

extracting from an old entry of mine,

"With blanket underneath and the sky above,
I wonder why it is I never fell in ....
Silence speaks though my tongue retreats,
And dew lays thick on my hands and feet"

The sky grows gray like the thoughts in my mind,
and i look back at the road I've just left behind.
I stretch my arms and brush my eyes clear of sleep,
undreamt dreams are what I wish to keep.

As I walk back toward the road I see others running past,
the clouds they kick up in the air never last.
But no one ever stops running just to escape the world and for the dreams on their hands.

i am so inspired out of a sudden, inspiration from nowhere and nobody but myself!
see, i told you i needed nobody, but still THANKS to ppl who bother to ask me if i'm ok. (:

its like 'Suddenly i see, what i wanna be. Suddenly i see, what the hell it means so much to mi'

I AM THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE.

its gonna be so emo entry of mine, because i am feeling so moody today.
you can skip my blog and procceed to next if u dun wanna ur day to be spoilt.

i sit alone and watch, onli shadows dance around,
i hold my breath and listen, silence is the onli sound.
i tried to reached for some comfort, yet feel no embrace,
i can feel no hurt as i have learned to live with pain
and veri often, i wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane.

looking back in my life, regrets used to sound so foolish to mi but its not when theres no turning back, like definitely no turning back and no way to amend at all. It feels sorrow and remorse and both are sucky feelings.

so here i am again, writting my own sad song, a song about misery, a song about hope, a song about a problem and how to cope. Nobody is bother to care, no one is able to understand me and nobody is able to help, because my door has locked and my key has lost.

any amount of alcohol wont help mi tonight,
酒不醉人 人自醉
要拥有就先要懂得失去后怎接受

yes, theres no way out, no solution to it, so i'll just clear my throat, fake a smile, wipe away my tears and forget the truth.

on Sunday, 01-04-07

went kbox with Karen, had steamboat for dinner after which and had a mini conce rt after dinner, went to swim and we bath together!
and i shall announce that she's the 3rd girl who bathed with mi!




these are not real of coz. hahahahhaa

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v466/smartie86/?action=view&current=DSCN1487.flv
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v466/smartie86/?action=view&current=DSCN1486.flv

getting tired...


Monday 02-04-2007


the super messy office and onli smartie know where everything is. lol

Tuesday 03-04-07

Erhmmmm i am kinda sick of Wanton Noodle as breakfast now ><

and thats why i added an addidtional of a packet of ice milo today. Weee





Bon Voyage

finally, i understand how it feels like in a strained 3D sphere with different meanings and feelings all around.

fascinated, captivated, then we exhausted ourselves thinking what actually we want.

a basic general truth that underlies a system of morality is enough to help mi live my life.

thou its no harm reading self-improving materials but sometimes i feel, they'd only cause confusions to you.

set a goal with the right princlple, go ahead onto the ever changing road with the unchange principle is wat we need i guess.

had a mini farewell lunch with the property officers in Dover Parkview yesterday after work!

we ordered Curry chicken buns with some other side orders from the 'Golden Pillows 933'.

delicious!

Ohhh anyway, today is April fool's day, be careful not to be a fool!